第5章 不如你把自己给我

sunjiedeshenbianconglaidoubuquenanren,dangran,qizhongyebufazhangdejunxiude,zhishizheigechuangqiandenanrenyouyizhongdutedemeili,sherenxinhun,jiusuanshisunjieyecongmeiyouyujianguozheiyangdenanren。keyishuo,sunjieyidiandoubuyaneta,shenzhiyouxietaozuizaizheizhonghemuhanyubuyiyangdeqixidangzhong。weishenme?tahuibuyouzizhudixiangdao“muhanyu”,zheisangezijiuxiangdaopianyiyang,zaitaxinkouhenhenhuaguo,xuediluo。tahuangzhangdicongzheizuiyizhongtuoli,bu,bunengzaixiangqitaderenheshi,taiyan,yuneishuangqianhuisedanfengyanduishi,ta,tayaowodehunyindashihaiyousunjiadegufen?suirantawanquankeyizuozhujita,danshixinliqueyouyiwangebuyuanyi。“xushaoye,nengbunenghuanyixia,chulehunyinhegufen,ninjiumeiyoushenmeqitaxiangyaodema?biru……”“haochebieshu”dengdengyixilieshehuadetiaojianhaimeiyoushuochukou,xuyirujiujieletadehua,“sunxiaojiezheishi……chuerfaner……”tingdaozheihua,sunjieyouxieshouzuwucuo,tameiyouliaodaoxuyiruhuiduizheiliangyangdongxiganxingqu。“chulewodexingfuhegufen,qitasuini!”sunjieneizhangmannongbaodexueshousisizhuazhuyangguangweidebeizi,huanhuandixiatoukanzhexuehenongjiaocuozaichuangshangdejiezuo。“nei……burujintianwanshangniguiwo,liuzaizheilishuijue,zenmeyang?”nanrendelianshangyijiushibinglenglengdehanqi,lianyuqizhongdouhaoxiangjiazazhefenglidedaoren,jiangsunjiededixiangelie,xuyirudaodishirenzhendehaishishuoshuoeryi?sunjiekanzhechuangqianneigeyilianyansudenanren,wanquanmeiyouxixuedebiaoqing。taneixinduinanrendefennuyijingyiyuyanbiao。xuyirulianshangluchuyigejiaoxiadexiaorong,yuanbenyansudeshenqingyebianchengxixue,“ruguonilianzheigedoujibulewo,neixuxingguanbuhuanyingni。”sunjiebabeizizhuachuyicengcengdezhezhou,shouzhideguanjiefenming。tadeshentizhibuguoshitacengjingdejiaoao,taqiuzheneigenanrenshouxiata,weicidixiashenduan,fangxiazunyan,shenzhiwangjiyigenvshengdejinchi,xianrujin,shentiyebuguoshiyifukeyoukewudemianpi,quenenghuanlaisunjiadeweilai,youyouhebukeni。sunjiewulunruheyemeixiangdao,tahuitingdaozheiduanhua,“sunjie,nizhenshishijieshangzuiangzangdenvren,nihexiaoxiaogenbenjiumeiyoukebixing,niyidinghenshiwang,womeiyouhexianiguandemihuntang,shinianqianwozenmemeiyansini,neiyangwodexiaoxiaojiubuhuibeinizhuangle。”xiaoxiao,xiaoxiao……tamensuiranhenjiumeiyoulianxi,keshicongxiaotadoumeiyoujiaoguota“jieer”,yizhishiketaode“sunjie”。jirantakanbushang,neitajisheidoumeiqubie。tarenzhuyanlideleishui,zhengzhazhepaqilai,danshishentidewulirangtayouxieyaohuang,shenzhichadiandaozaidishang,gaoangqitaneijingzhidemianrong,yike,liangke,sanke……chouduanzhangqundeniukoubeiyigegejiekai……zuihou,zhangqunliluodicongtaguanghuadeshenshangtunqu,liandaizhetadedixianhezizunyiqizaineishuangqianhuisedeyanmouzhongxiaoshi。nanrenyijiushiyifuxixuedeshentai,tongkongzhongtouluzhebuxiedemiaoshi,zoudaonvgaimianqian,yongtaneishuangbaixiquebugouwenroudezhijianqingqinglveguoneidongrendehudiesuogu。sunjiejiejinquanlirangzijibukanta,danshineimoshengdefumoquerangtawufaqipianziji,taananxiangmingyuntuoxie,haorangzijijixuzheichangjiaoyi。wenroujiaranerzhi,binglengdemoshengnanrenshentitiejintadejifu,rangtaquanshenxianruhanlengyujuewangzhong。