第6章 忧虑

gumizhenmianseruchang,xinzhongqueshiwanbanqingxufanyong。

tayezhidaozijizuodeyouxiebudidao,rujinshidaoluanle,sujiazaishanghuishangdeweizhijijikewei。sujinxiuzicongshuangyanshouleshang,rujinbeizijijialituileqin,gumozheyihougengnanjiachuqu。

keshitagengjiazhidaotabunengyinweidangniandeyijuwanxiaohuajiuhuilezijierzidehunyin,shenzhishiyisheng。

xiaomingrujinliuyangguilai,shaonianchengming,qiantudahao,zenmekenengrangtaquyigexiazizuotuolei?

tadehuajiangsuxiaoyundalegecuoshoubuji。

suxiaoyunxianshilengleyixia,jiershouqixiaorong,tanyudishuodao:“xiaofuren,womenxiaojiadeqingkuang,niyezhidao。dangniansuishixiaofurenyijuwanxiaohua,danshiwojiaronghuayujinxiudoudanglezhen,jinxiutazheixienianyeyizhixinxinniannianzhexiaoming。genghekuang,rujinronghuashenzibuhao,ruoshizhidaozheixiaoxi。。。。。。”

pangbiansuzhiyuanyeyouxiemeng,tingdaoxiaojiayaotuihun,dangjishuangmeijincu,danshikanzhesuxiaoyunhaizaihexiaofurentanhua,zhidejiangxintouneikoumenqijibiezaixiongqiangli。

huaweishuowan,heronghuaxuruozhongdaizhejiqiejidongdeshengyinconghoutangxiangqi:“mizhen,nilaila?”

gumizhenwangxianghouyuanzoulang,heronghuayouyahuanchanfuzhechaowulizoulai,pangbianhaigenzheyigechuimoubuyudeqingxiuguniang,youxiaoshihousujinxiudeyingzi。

kanleyansujinxiu,gumizhenxinzhongbuyouantan。

tashengdedaoshiqingxiukeren,naihequeshigexiazi。

gumizhenqishenyingshangheronghua,congyahuanshouzhongfuguoheronghua。heronghuagaoxingdewozhugumizhendeshou,wenshengxiaozhedao:“mizhen,zanmenjiemeidouhaoduonianmeijianle,jinriyebuzhidaoshishenmefeng,jiangnigualailezheili。”

“furen,xiaofurentingshuonishentibuhao,teyilaikankanni,shundaihaishaolejikexiyangcanjinibubushenti。”haibudenggumizhenshuohua,suxiaoyunbianqishenjiangtafuzhezuoxia。

gumizhenxiaorongyizhi,henkuaihuifuruchang,shunzhesuxiaoyundehuayexiaozheshuodao:“shia,ronghua,shihaoduonianmeijianle。zaojiutingshuonishentibuhao,zhishishijuhunluan,yizhimeiyoujihuilaikankanni,zheibudailexiedongxilaijinibubu。”

“kankan,nidoushouchengshenmeyangzile。”wozheheronghuawulideshou,gumizhenzhongxinshiyidixintengdao。

heronghuayizhichanmianbingta,zheixienianlicaolaoguoshen,shangbingjinlegutou,queshishishoulebushao。neiyishuangcengjingxianshapangrendeqiaoshourujindouyijingnenghenqingxidimodaogutoule,renyebusicongqianjingshen。

danjinrixushigaoxing,xiangbipingri,qisedaoshihaolebushao。

“laijiulaile,womenjiemeihaidaishenmedongxia。niyezhidao,wozheishenzi,ai,pashihaobulele。”heronghuachenguaizhehuiwozhutadeshou,lianggecengjingdeguizhongmiyouzuozaiyichu。

tadeshenti,tazijizuiqingchubuguo,rujinnengzaijianyihuigumizhen,daoyeshinande。

gumizhenanweidishuodao:“zheishishuonamenzidesangqihua,nianxinyangbing,zongyouyitianhuihaoqilaide。ruoshiyouxuyaodeyaocai,genwoshuoyisheng,worangrenjinixunlai。”

yesuanshituiqindebuchangle。

gumizhenmeiyoushuochuzuihouyijuhua,kanzhexirideguizhongmiyouzheibanbingtai,zheigeshihoutayebuhaokaikoushuotuiqindeshiqing。fanzhengtayeyijinggaosusuxiaoyunle,tadaoshiyingdanghuizhuandajironghuadeba。

gumizhenkanleyiyanpangbiandesuzhiyuanhesujinxiu,buzhishiyouyihaishiwuyidihulveyipangdesujinxiu,zhishixiaozheshuodao:“xianrujinxiufangyedouwenle,nizheiyishuangernv,kedouchengnianle,niyegaishifangxinle。”

zheidaoshijiheronghuatilegexing。taganmanglaguoanjingliyuyipangdesujinxiu,duizhegumizhenxiaozheshuodao:“mizhena,neigeshiwodeerzizhiyuan,zheishiwodenverjinxiu。jinxiu,laijianguoniguayi,zheikeshiniweilaidepopo。”

sujinxiukanbudao,zhinengxunzheshengyinzoudaoheronghuaqianmian,chaozhegumizhenxingli。

gangcailianggezhangbeixujiu,tayebuhaochahua,rujincaixingli,shengyinqiandanquerouhedihandao:“guayi。”

tingdaoheronghuadehua,gumizhenbudongshengsedishouqineiyishunjiandeganga,duizhesujinxiukuazandao:“suiyueburaoren,jinxiuzheiyatouyeshizheimedale,zhenshinvdashibabianyuebianyuehaokanle,zheimeduonianmeijian,shizhangdeyuelaiyuepiaoliangle。”

heronghuazuoyoukanlekansizhou,youxiehaoqididuizhegumizhenxunwendao:“xiaomingzenmemeilai,lianggehaiziyedoudale,daoletanhunlunjiadeshihoule。jinxiuzheihaizisuiranyanjingkanbudao,danshicongxiaoxinyanjiuhao,renyetinghua,daoshihoujiaquxiaojia,haiyaomafanniduozhaogu。”

“jinxiunengjiajinxiaojia,youxiaomingzhaogu,woyenenganxinle。”shuodaozheili,heronghuayanjiaoweiweifanhong,taiqishoulaicalecayanjiao,xianranshiyoudianjidong,“mizhen,woxianzainianjiyedale,shentibuhao,weiyifangxinbuxiadejiushijinxiule。niruoshinengduodandaidian,neiwozhenshiganjibujina!”

“xiaomingzheihaizimang,ganghuilaijiubeitabasongqujunqule。xianzaishixinshidaile,nianqingrenadouyoulexinsixiang,ganqingdeshitamenzijiyijingzhidaozuozhule。nikeyaohaohaodiaoyangshenti,dengzhezhiyuanquxifuerbaosunzini。”gumizhenyanshenweiweishanshuo,meiyoumingquededayingheronghuadeqingqiu,zhishibudongshengsedizhuanyihuati。

heronghuayugumizhenshaoshibianshiguizhongmiyou,youshihaoxienianbujianle,gumizhendeturandaofangrangheronghuaxinzhongshifengaoxing,congerhulvelegumizhenshanshuoqicideneixiehua。

suxiaoyunzuozaiyipangchenmotingzhe,meiyouchahua。suzhiyuanqueshizuolibuan,duanqichabei,chashuimengranguanxia,sishizaiwushengdebiaodazijixinzhongdebuman。

gangganggumizhendehuatashitingdaode,xiaojiayouyituiqin,erjinmuqinduigumizhenzheibanyourutuogubandexinren,rangsuzhiyuanduixiaojiagengshibumandaolejidian。

sujinxiushuangshoujiaocuofangzaidatuishang,mianshangpingjing,xinzhongqueshishifendejinzhang,shengpanadianchucuo,redeweilaipopoduitashengchubuxi。

datingli,zhongrenxinsigeyi,shenzaijuwaideyahuanmenmomingjuedeqifenyouxieguaiyi。

heronghuayuanbenxiangliuzhugumizhenchiguowufanzailikai,danshigumizhenyinweituiqindeshixinhuaigangazuolibuan,chengjiazhongyoushibunengdangetaijiu,yuheronghuahanxuanlegebashichenjiudasuanlikai。

heronghuayouyahuanchanfuzhedaizhesujinxiujianggumizhensongchumenqu。zhanzaisujiadamenqian,gumizhenpaipaiheronghuadeshou,quanshuodao:“ronghua,waimianfengda,nishenziyoubutaihao,kuaihuiquba。”

gumizhendehuayincaigangluo,heronghuajiurenbuzhukesoulejisheng,yipangdesujinxiutingjian,lianmangmosuozhejiheronghuashunleshunqi。

mianqiangzhizhukesou,heronghuawozhegumizhendeshouyiyibushedishuodao:“ai,nishuozanmenjiemeizheimexiegenianbujian,haoburongyilaiyici,caizuogebashichennijiuyaozou,wozheixinlihaizhenshebude。”

gumizhenxiaozheshuodao:“nihaohaoyangbing,xiaciwodekonglezailaitaorao,nikebuxuxianwofan。”

heronghuachenguaidishuodao:“nizheishishuodenadehua,xiaciguolaijidebaxiaomingyedaishang,zheixiehaiziyehaoduonianmeijianle,zhenghaorangtamenshuxishuxi。”