第一章

“qiuqiuni,buyaozaidale…”

“不要在打我了!”

songximeixiaofuweiweilongqiguizaidishang,hunshenshixuedeaiqiuzhe,xiriwuheilianglidezhangfa,xianzaiyijingbeijianduan。

zhenggeyankuangaoxianjinqu,tahuozhexiangshiyigejingshenbingren,hunshenzangchou。

zheishisongximeibeiqiujinzaidixiashidedisannian!

神智恍惚不清。

zheisannian,tabuzhidaozenmetingguolaide。

meitianzheigenanren,duitaxingshifeirenbandezhemo,taduzilixianzaiyouhuailezheigenanrendeniezhong。

dianji,pibian,***…

zheiyangdezhemo,tameirimeiye,buzhidaojinglileduoshaobian。

sannianqian,yinweisongximei,jidulihanduishenyunyundeai,toutoudejitaxiayao,dadiaoletamendehaizi。

yushilihanjiuchengfata,batasongjilemianqianzheigelaonanren。

xianzaitashizhongdouwangbule,lihanmuguanghenli,binglengdeduitashuochudeneijuhua,“ximei,zuochuleshi,jiugaiyaoshoudaochengfa!”

“congjinwanghou,likaididou,haohaodejiyunyundehaizishuzui!”

我错了!

我真的错了!

songximeimeiyouyitianbuzaiaohuizhe。

zaizheilidemeiyitian,tadouzaisheqiuzhe,lihanyouyitiannenggoubatajiuchuqu!

taxiangpao,keshigenbenpaobule。

meicibeizhuahuilai,dengdaitadeshi,gengjiacankudechengfa!

laonanrenyibazhuaqitadetoufa,xingfendebasongximeitileqilai,“nijiaoa!jiaodezaixiangyidian,wodaoyaokankan,sheihainenglaijiuni!”

“zhenbukuishiyiqianlihanyangdenvren,gangbeisongguolaideshihou,wozhendehenbudesizainishenshang。”

“nihaixiangzhelihannenglaijiuni?wogaosuni,biezaichixinwangxiangle!”

“sannianqian,tabanisongjiwodeshihou,jiuyijinggenshenjiada**,shenyunyunjiehunle。”

“nizaikankan,nixianzaizheifumoyang,hahaha…nibuguojiushibeiwowanlandepoxie!”

不,不会的!

tabukenengqushenyunyunde!

厉晗答应过她的!

songximeikuzheyaotou,xiangshiwufajieshouzheigeshishi。

shuowandexiayimiao,nanrenturanjiujiekaile,pidai…

qiazhetadebozi,batadizaiqiangshang!

zaishenhou,duitajinxingwuru!

不知道过去多久。

songximeiyibubiti,congqiangshangmanmanyidianyidianhualuo,yanzhongdeguang,manmandeandanlexiaqu,xiashenliuchulexue,fangfobuzhidaotengtongyiban,pazaidimianshangyidongbudong。

sannianlaibuduandizhemo,songximeidiyiciyoulebuxianghuodeniantou。

yinweitaxiangxinzhe,lihanhuihuilaibatadaizoude。

keshitadenglesannian,tahaishimeiyoulai…

zaozaibeisongjinzheilidediyitian,tajiuyijinghuile!

tagenshenyunyunjiehun,lihanzaojiubuyaotale。

jiusuantalai,batajiuchuqu,hainengzenmeyang?

lihanbukenenghaihuijieshouyigepoxie。

huibuqu!yijingchedibuhuiqule!

等到老男人离开。

songximeicongdishangmanmanpaqilai,yongjinzuihouyisiliqi,jianqidishangnanrenzhemotadegongju,yongli***lexinzangchu…tongkonghuansan,kouzhongdexue,dakoudakoudetulechulai!

ganjuedaoshuxidetongteng,conghunshenmanyan,taitoutouzheweiyidechuangwai,kanzhewaimianyese,yelangxingxi。

songximeiluoxialeliangdiqinglei,zuihouhaishidaozailexuebozhizhong!

只剩下一口气…

songximeijincunzuihoudeyisiqixi,zhengkaiyanjing,kanjianzijibeimaizainituzhizhong,nanrennazhetieqiao,yidianyidian,yongnitujiangtayangai。

doudadeyudi,zazaitadeyanjingshang…

zhidaotadeshixian,biandeqihei,zhouweideshengyin,fangfoyedouanjinglexialai…lihan,wohouhuile,wozhendehaohouhui!

weishenmeyaorangwoyujianni,rangwojinglizheixie!

niweishenme,yaoduiwozheimehen!

可是为什么!

napawodouyaosile,zuihouxiangdequehaishini!

厉晗!

要是能够重来一次…

wozaiyebuyaoganyunigenshenyunyunzhijiandeganqing。

我再也不要爱上你!

daozuihou,erbianmeileshengyin,rengranhaizhengzhedeyanjingdesongximei,buzhiheshi,xianruleyipianqiheizhizhong!

宋喜玫死了!

死的悄无声息。

sizaileyesebangbodedayutian。

sizaile…qiaoranjijingdeheiyeli。

shitiyongyuanmaizangzailelajichangdefeixuzhizhong。

nian,didoushirenminyiyuan。

“lixiansheng,**meixingle!”

songximeiganjuedaozijichennizaihaizhong,zenmedoupabushangan,zuihoutazhuazhefumu,huxidaoleyikoukongqi,dengtashunjianxinglaishi,dakoudakouhuxizhekongqi。

kanzhemianqianbaisetianhuaban,wendaoleneiguxiaodushuideweidao,tacaifanyingguolai。

厉先生?

厉晗?

songximeiyanshennanyizhixin,tadaidaikanxiangyipangcongwaizoujinlaidenanren。

zheiyike…kandaolihanshenangguiheisexizhuangzoulai,chengshudeqizhijinyulengeryoumiren,wuguanshensuilenglie。

jiandaota,songximeituran,badiaoleshoubeishangdezhentou,liangundaipadeguizailelihanmianqian,yanleixiongyongdeluolexialai,zhuazhetadexizhuangku,“gege…wo…wocuole!”

“woyihouhuiguaiguaitinghua,wozaiyebugenninaopiqile。”

“qiuqiuni,buyaobawosongjibieren!”

lihanmanmandunxiashenzi,shensuilengliedemouzilitouzhewenhedanxindeshense,“ximei?fashengshenmeshile?sheiqifunile?ng?”

“告诉哥哥。”

songximeileiliumanmiandekanzhemianqiandelihan,zhenggerenshunjianxianrulezhenjingzhong,“ge…gege…”

budui!lihanyijingsishiduole,zenmehuizheimenianqing?

takandaolenianqing,zhiyouershibasuidelihan。

songximeizhizhidedingzheta,haoxiangyaojiangtademoyangkanqing,tashenshou,mozhelihandelian,shiyouwendude,junlangdelianshangmeiyouyitiaozhouwen。

tayanjingshangbeitahuaqu,mingmingyouyitiaobade,xianzaizenmemeiyoule?

neishitagenlihanchaojiadeshihou,beitabuxiaoxinnongqude。

lihanshixianluozaineizhibaixizhinendeshou,meiyouzuzhitadedongzuo。

“bu…bukeneng…zheishijiade,womingmingyijingsile!”

“zheiyidingshitiantang,yidingshijiade!gegeta…buyaowole!”

lihan:“xianqilai!ng?”

songximeidaileng,lianshangluozheyanlei,“gege,xianzaishishenmeshihou?shi20xxma?”

lihanshenshouqufuqutatoudinglingluandezhangfa,“xianzaishi2007nian,wanshangshierdian,nikanwaimiantianyijinghenheile。”

songximeiyanshengengshinanyizhixin,tadaidaikanzhemianqianshuxidelihan。

她…她竟然没死!

还重新活了过来。

lihanjiangmianqiandeshaonv,congdishangbaoleqilai,xiaoxinyiyifangzaibingchuangshang,jiangtagaihaobeizi。

songximeishoubeishangliulebushaoxue,lihanjiangtashoubeishangdexue,caganjing。

tabushi***,zhishengxiazuihouyikouqideshihou,beineigelaonanrenhuomailema?

lihanmeiyoutaiguozaiyi,tajiliedejudong,zhishiyiwei,taxianruhunmizhongshi,zuolegeemeng。