第三章

“xuqinglangduibuqi,womeixiangdaowodezuo***jinidailaizheimedadekunrao,yihouwobuhuile。nidehuawohuilaolaojizhu,yihouzaibuhuichanzheni。duiyuzhiqiandeshi,wodangzhewobamaheshushuayidemianjinidaoqian,xiwangninengyuanliangwo。”

worenzhequru,shenshendewanxiayao,“woshangyuzaizheilifashi,congxianzaikaishi,juebuzaijiuchanxuqinglang。”

guoqu,zhendeshiwocuole。

wosuoyiweideyishengyishi,wosuoyiweidexihuan,buguoshiwoyigerendeshi,shiwodezizuoduoqing,shiwodeyixiangqingyuan。

yachishenshenyaozhuzuichun,xuexingdeweidaozaikouqianglisankai。

xuqinglang,ruguozheijiushinixiangyaode,wochengquanni。

yanleihaishibuzhengqideluolexialai,zazaidimianshang,xunsuyinkai,huaweiyiduoyouyiduowusedexiaohua。

“qinglangtazheishiyaoganshenmeya?”ayideshengyinlidaizhewucuo。

“xiaoyuqilai,nimeiyoucuo,bubidaoqian。lai,genmamahuijia,zanmenhuijia。”mamagengyanzheguolaifuqiwo,wennuandeshouzhimoquwomanliandeleihen,“baobeiguai,buku,mamaxinteng。”

“wenhe,xiaoyuzuodedui,tadesuozuosuoweixianranjiqinglangdailaihendadexinliyali,tayinggaidaoqian。xiaoyua,nijiranzhidaozijicuole,yihouyidingyaozhuyi,qianwanbunengzaifan,zhidaoma?woshangjiadenveryaoganzuogandang,zhicuobigai。”

babazouguolai,bawohemamabaozaihuaili,qingqingpaizheanfu。

wokandaole,babadeyandiyipianxuehong。

“ba,ma,zanmenbangayishoushiyixiaba。wuzinongdezheimeluan,douguaiwo。”wojueqiangdemoganyanlei,mianqiangchechuxiaoyi。

“hao,zanmenyiqishoushi。”mamatengaidebawochuixiadeyiliutoufayedaoerhou。

woquchufangnalailajitong,babadunxiabashuaisuidecanjuyikuaikuaidejianqilaifangjinqu,mamanazhexiyouzhi,qinglidimianshangdeyouzi。

“buyong,laoshang,zhenbuyong...”xushuchongguolai,lazhewobadeshou,shuoshenmeyeburangtanong。

ayiyepaleqilai,tadanxinxuqinglangdeshangshixiangqukankanta,youmeibanfakanzhewomenyijiasankouliuzheleidasaocanting。

tayouyupianke,bianquqiangduowomashoushangdezhijuan,shuowenhe,buyongninong,wolai,nifangneiwolai。

daboheershuliangjiayefenfencouguolaibangmang,shuodajiayiqinong,henkuaijiunengshoushihaode。

mamayoujujuele,tatingzhizhejibei,yanjingluozaidimiandewuzishang,dandandekaikou,“sheidoubieshenshou,huoshiwomenjiaxiaoyurede,dangrangaiyouwomenshoushi。fangxin,wozhidaomeinadexiguan,yidingkeyidadaotadebiaozhun。”

ayikanzhedunzaidishangmangliudewomen,wuzheliankule,tachouqizhebuzhudedaoqian,“wenhe,xiaoyu,duibuqi,duibuqi。jintiandeshishiqinglangdecuo,woyidinghuirangtadaoqiande。wenhe,nimenbiezheiyang,woxinlinanshou。”

“meina,nixinlinanshou,woxinlibunanshouma?xiaoyushinikanzhezhangdade,tashenmeyangnizuiqingchu。tazuoshenmele,yaobeishuodezheimebukan?wobaqinglangdangchengqinshengerziyiyangdeduidai,womenshangjianaliduibuzhutale,rangtazheimexiuruwodebaobei。meina,ruguonishiwo,nishishenmexinqing?”

mamayibiancadi,yibianyongjianbangshangdeyifucayanlei。

我好心疼妈妈。

ayibaozhumama,zuiliyibianyouyibiandeshuozheduibuqi,doushiqinglangdecuo。

guigenjiedi,yinggaihaishiwodecuo,wobugaixihuanxuqinglang。

我会改!

*wohexuqinglangdenieyuanshizainiangtailijiuzhudingde。

xuayihewomashitebieqinmidehaopengyou,jiyuanqiaohezhixialiangjiazhutongyidanyuantongyiloucengdeduimen,chudexiangyijiarenyiyangdehao。

womaganghuaiwodeshihou,xuqinglangyebuguoshiguozheniaobushimandipanshanxuebudexiaodouya。

ayikanzhezaishuyinxiazhuoguangyingdeerzitufaqixiang,“wenhe,ruguonizheiyitaishigenver,zanmenjiegeernvqinjiaba,feishuibuliuwairentian。”

womasanguantezhengdishuo,“zheigewokezuobulezhu,yihoutachulaizijidingba。”

“erziguolai,rangyiyidulidemeimeijinizuoxiaoxifuer,haobuhaoa?”

xuqinglangpazaimamatuishangtaozuidekenzhedamuzhi,xixidixiao,koulihanhubuqingdetaoguzhexifuer、xifuer!

kandewomaheayihahadekaixindaxiao,erweiweidademamadangjijizhangweishi,zaiwozhiyouxiaoniukouneimedadeshihou,bawodezhongshendashijijiejuele。

dengwomingbaixifuerzheigecideyisishi,xiangyaoyoushenmeyijianyelaibujile。

kuangqie,wocongmeixiangguoyaotichushenmeyijian。

congxiaodaoda,wodouyizuogehaoxifuerdebiaozhunyueshuziji,shishiyixuqinglangweixian。

napashichidaiwangwangxianbei,woyehuizhichiyipian,lingyipianchuaizaidouliliujita。kanzhetabuqingbuyuandejieguoxianbeisongjinzuili,wojiukaixindeyaoming。

zaidadian,tazaixuexiaohouyuanherendajia,wojiubaozhewomenliangdeshubaozhanzaiyibianguanzhan,jitagujingerjiayouer。dingzhebeimadeweixian,yongwodelinghuaqianjitamaiyaoyoucashangkou。

tazaiqiuchangshanghuihanruyu,woshahuhudezuozaihuatanbianshangjitakanshubao,nashuihemaojin,bushidenahanzhuwei,ranhouhuanlaitaxianqidebaiyaner。

wobatadangzuowodeshenmingyiyangdequguanxin、qupeiban、quxihuan,shenshendexihuan。

woxiangwodaitazheimehao,manxinmanyandoushita,neitayidingyeshihewoyiyangde。

zhidaozhongqiujuhuitadangzhongdafaleitingwocaimingbaiguolai,zaitaxinli,wozhishigezhanrendaorangtawukenaihedelinjiaxiaomeieryi,tazaojiuduiwoyanfantoule。

guaibude,tajiandaowozongshihuicuqimei,zongshihenshaoxiao,lianmuguangdoushilenglengde。

“xiaoyu,jintiandeshi......”mamazuozaijialideshafashang,baozhewobuzhudechuilei,taxiangyaoshuoxieshenmekaidaowo,quezhaobudaoheshideciyu。

mamayinggaiyemeixiangdao,congxiaobeitapengzaishouxinlizhangdadenverhuibeirenneiyangzairenqiandedihuihefouding。zuoweiyigetengainverdemama,woxiangtadenanguoyidingbuyayuwo。

mamaheayishishoupajiao,jiyuanqiaohedemaileduimendefangzi,zheiyizhujiushixiaoershinian。

keyishuo,ayihemamadeganqingbuyayuqinjiemei。

chulezheijianshi,buzhiwohexuqinglang,jiushiwomaheayizhijiandeganqing,yehuishoudaohendadeyingxiang。

mamaneimezhongshiheayideyouqing,wobuyuanmamaweinanheshangxin。

wosuiranxiao,queyemingbai,ganqingdeshibunengmianqiang。

wodexinggesuiwoma,dadalieliede,meishenmexinji,danzizunxinhenqiang。yidanjuedingshenmeshi,juebuhuitou。xihuanjiushitantandangdang、buguyiqie,buxihuanyehuiguangmingleiluo、juebujiuchan。

fashengzheiyangdeshi,wogaosuwoziji,woyidingyaobaxuqinglangcongwodexinlibachu。

zhibuguo,zheigeguochengyouxieteng、haoshiyoudianjiueryi。