mianduishaonian（houlaitagaozhisuwanmingzijiaolingchen）binglengdezhiwen，suwandehoulongxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouezhu。zhenxiang？huangdandeliantazijidounanyixiaohua。tazhinengjiannandituchuposuideciyu：“wo……wobuzhidao……wobenlaizai……yigedifang……ranhou……qiangguang……xinglaijiuzaizheilile……”tazhilezhitoudinghuiandetiankong，youzhilezhizijishenshanggegeburudelifu，yanshenlichongmanlezhenshidemimanghekongju。
lingchenneishuangruilideyingyansisidingzheta，meiyoufangguotalianshangrenheyisixiweidebiaoqing。chenmozaimimanzheechoudelajichangshangkongmanyan，zhiyouyuanchuouerchuanlaide、buzhimingshengwudeguaiyisimingdaposiji。tadejingtimeiyousihaofangsong，wozheduanmaodeshouzhiguanjieweiweifanbai。suwandechuxiantaiguoguiyi，yizhe、zhuangtai、chuxianzaigaoweidelajichanghexinqu……meiyidiandoutouzhebuheli。tashiyouer？shimouzhongxinxingdebianyitiweizhuang？haishi……biedeshenme？
zuizhong，yexushisuwanyanzhongneichuncuide、jihuyaoyichulaidecuiruohejinghuangchudongletayisijiqiweiruodeceyin，youhuozheshitapanduanchutacikequeshibujubeiweixie。lingchenjinbengdejianbangjibukechadisongchileyisi，danyanshenyijiubingleng。
“genwolai。”tajianduandiminglingdao，shengyinmeiyourenhewendu，“buxiangsizaizheilidehua。”shuowan，tabuzaikansuwan，zhuanshen，dongzuoxunjiedikaishiqingliduanmaoshangdewuwu，ranhoujiangqichahuibeihoudekakou，muguangjingtidisaoshizhesizhou，xianranzhunbeilikelikaizheigeshifeizhidi。
suwanbiewuxuanze。tarenzheshentidesuantonghejiaohuaibeigaogenxiemopodetengtong（tazaojiushuaidiaoleneishuangwuyongdeshechipin），liangqiangzhegenshangneigechenmoerxunjiedebeiying。lingchendebufahenda，sihaomeiyougujishenhouchuanzhepolanzhangqun、xingdongbubiandenvren。suwanzhinengyaozheya，shenyijiaoqianyijiaodizaiduijirushandelajifeixuzhongjiannanbashe，qunbaibeijianruidejinshubianyuanbuduangouzhusilie，**dexiaotuiheshoubeishangyoutianlejidaoxixiaodexuehen。
buzhizouleduojiu，tianseyufayinchen。lingchendaizhetaqiguaibarao，zuizhongtingzaiyichubeijudatantahunningtubanheniuqugangliangbanyanzhude、buqiyandejinshumenqian。tajingtidiguanchalesizhou，querenanquanhou，caizaimenpangyikuaixiushidekongzhimianbanshangkuaisucaozuolejixia。bansuizheyizhenlingrenyasuandejinshumocasheng，houzhongdemenxiangyicehuakaiyitiaojinrongyirentongguodefengxi，yigugengjiachenmen、hunhezhejiyouhechenaidekongqiyonglechulai。
“jinqu。”lingchenceshenshiyi，yanshenshiyitakuaidian。
suwanwanyaozuanlejinqu。menzaitashenhouchenzhongdiguanshang，gejuelewaijiedesijiheweixian。limianshiyitiaoxiangxiade、guangxianhunandejinshutongdao，qiangbishangbumanle**deguandaohetunsedejingshibiaoshi，kongqiliutonghencha，mimanzheyiguchenfudeweidao。tongdaojintoushiyigexiangduikaikuodekongjian——yigefeiqidedixiasheshi。
zheilixianranbeigaizaoguo。jizhanyikaomouzhongnengliangdianchigongdiandehunandengguangtigongzheyouxiandeguangyuan。jiaoluoliduifangzheyixieyongfangshuibugaizhedewuzixiang，lingyibianshijizhangjianyidejinshujiachuang，qizhongyizhangshangpuzhechenjiudetanzi。qiangbishangguazheyixiegongjuhejijianxidefabaidefanghufu。zhongyangyouyizhangjinshugongzuotai，shangmiansanluozheyixiechaijiedejixielingjianhegongju。zhenggekongjiansuiranjianlou，danshoushidehaisuanzhengjie，touzheyigushiyongzhuyideshengcunqixi。
“zheishi……nali？”suwandeshengyinzaikongkuangdedixiashilixiandegewaiqingxi。
“linshijudian。”lingchenxiexiabeibaohewuqi，dongzuoshuliandijianchazhemenhoudemouzhongzhuangzhi（kenengshijingbaoqi），touyemeitai。“anquan，zanshi。”
tazoudaojiaoluoyigejianyideguolvzhuangzhipang，jieleyibeihunzhuodeshui，didaosuwanmianqian，dongzuoyijiudaizheshuli。“he。”minglingshidekouwen。
suwankanzheneibeihunzhuodeshui，houlonggandemaoyan，yegubushangxuduo，jieguolaixiaoxindihelejikou。shuidaizheyigutiexiuweihexiaodujideguaiwei，dantahaishiqiangpozijiyanlexiaqu。bingliangdeyetihuaguohoulong，shaoweihuanjieleshentidezaore。
“xianzai，”lingchenlaguoyibayizi，zuozaisuwanduimian，ruilidemuguangxiangtanzhaodengyiyangzaicijujiaozaitashenshang，mianjinyijingzhaixia，luchunianqingquelengjiaofenming、daizhefengshuanghenjidelianpang，neishuangyanjingzaihunanguangxianxiaxiandegengjiashensuiporen。“gaosuwo，nidaodishishei？‘xianzai’shinayinian，nizhidaoma？”takeyijiazhongle“xianzai”lianggezi。
suwanshenxiyikouqi，zhidaowufazaihuibi。tazhenglileyixiaposuidesixu，jiannankaikou：“wojiaosuwan。wo……laizi2023nian。zuotianwanshang……shiwodesanshisuishengri。”tatingdunleyixia，kanzhelingchenhaowubolandelian，guqiyongqi，“ninenggaosuwo……xianzaishinayinianma？”
lingchenchenmolejimiao，yanshenfuzadizaitalianshangsaoguo，sihuzaipinggutahuayudezhenshixing。zuizhong，tabochunqingqi，tuchuyigebinglengdeshuzi：“2123nian。”
2123年！
轰隆！
zheigeshuzirutongjingleizaisuwannaohaizhongzhaxiang！yibainian！tazhendedieruleyibainianhoudeweilai！bushipingxingkongjian，bushihuanjue！judadejuewangrutongbinglengdechaoshui，shunjianjiangtayanmei。tajingxinjingyingdeyiqie——shiye、pengyou、shuxideshijie——quandouhuaweiwuyou，zaizheigechongchizhelaji、bianyiguaiwuhelengmoshaoniandediyuli，tasuanshenme？xingganyouwu？bu，taxianzaizhishiyigelianshengcundouchengwentide、chetoucheweidenanmin！shentibuyouzizhudizhandouqilai，bushiyinweileng，ershiyuanzilinghunshenchudekongjuhemangran。
jiuzaizheishi，yiguturuqilaide、guaiyidezaoreganmengdicongtaxiaofushenchucuanqi，shunjianliubiansizhibaihai！pifuxiadexueguanfangfoyouweiruodedianliuzaicuandong，zhijianbushoukongzhidiqingqingchouchuleyixia，yimojiqiweiruo、zhuanshunjishidelanbaisedianhuohua，zaitadichuide、jinwodezhijianyishanerguo。kuaideliantazijidoumeiwanquankanqing，zhiganjuezhijianyizhenduanzandemayang。
tamengdizuanjinlequantou，jiangneiguyiyangdeganjuehezhijiandeyizhuangsisiyazhu，liansebiandegengjiacangbai。lingchendemuguangsihuzaitajinwodeshoushangtingliuleyishun，yanshenshenchulveguoyisijiqixiweideyihuo，dansuijiyouhuifuleguanchangdebinglenghejingti。kongqizhongmimanzhezhenjinghoudesijiheyisiruoyouruowude、nanyiyanyudejinzhang。