chuangwaideyuqiaodazhehaizhoushixingzhenzhiduiduizhangbangongshidebolichuang，fachulianmianbujuedexisusheng，xiangshiwushuxixiaodeshouzhizaijiaojidikouwen。yijingshilingchensandian，bangongshiliyanwuhelianjiasurongkafeideqiweihunzazaiyiqi，ningzhidejihunengchumodedao。
qinfengqiamielejinwandiwugeyandi，yanhuigangliduijidecanhaixiangyizuoweisuodeheisefenchang。tayanqiuganse，bumanxuesi，shixiansisidingzaimianqiandebaibanshang。baibanshangtiemanlezhaopian、dituheshijianxian，cuozongfuzadehongsejihaobixiantiaojiangtamenlianjieqilai，gouchengyizhanglingrenzhixidewang。
sanqisiwangshijian。biaomianwuyiliwaishiyiwai。zhaozhiyuan，huaxuegongchengshi，jiazhongloutihuadao，jingbuzheduan。limei，caiwuzongjian，jianshenfangpaobujiyiwai，lunaosunshang。zhanghai，anquanguwen，tingchechangcheliangshikongnianya。haowuguanliandesangeputongren，sanchangwukezhizedeyiwai。
danqinfenghoulongliquegengzheyizhongwufatunyandezhijue——zheijuebushiqiaohe。youshenmedongxi，binglengerjingque，yinzangzaizheixie“yiwai”deguanghuabiaomianzhixia，xiangyitiaodushepanjuzaiwanmeideluojifengxizhizhong，tuzhexinzichaoxiaotadewuneng。
“touer，”nianqingjingyuanxiaolidingzhelianggeheiyanquan，dazhehaqiantuimentantoujinlai，“zhendingbuzhule，huijiamihuierba？zheianziyoubushiyitiannengkenxialaide。”
qinfengmeihuitou，zhishipibeidihuilehuishou，dongzuoyouxiejiangying。“nixianhui，wozailvlv。”
xiaolitanlekouqi，daishanglemen。bangongshilizhongxinzhishengxiaqinfengyiren，yijichuangwaiyongwuzhijingdeyusheng。tarouleroututuzhitiaodetaiyangxue，zhuaqizhuoshangdelengkafeiguanleyidakou，kusedeyetirangtahundundedanaoshaoweiqingxinglebanfen。
jiuzaitajihuyaobeipibeihecuobaiganyanmeishi，zhuoshangdeshoujijianruidixiangleqilai，dapolechenji。shifayizhongxindelaochen。
“qindui，”laochendeshengyinzaidianhuaneitouxiandeyouxieyiyang，beijinglihaiyouqingweideqixiepengzhuangsheng，“disanweishouhaizhe，zhanghaidedulibaogaochulaile…youdianqiguai。nizuihaoguolaiyitang。”
qinfengdejibeishunjiantingzhile，suoyoupibeibeiyiguruilidejingjuequsan。“qiguai？nafangmian？”
“dianhualishuobuqing，nilaikanba。”laochendeyuqidaizheyisikunhuo，“wojuede…nikenengshuoduile。”
“dengwo，shifenzhong。”qinfengzhuaqidazaiyibeishangdewaitao，jiaobuyouxiexufudichongchulebangongshi。
yugengdale。mijideyudianzazaichechuangshang，yushuaqifengkuangdizuoyoubaidong，mianqiangzaimohudeshuimuzhongkaipichuyixiaopianshiye。jiedaokongkuang，zhiyouludenghunhuangdeguangyunzaiyushuizhongyinyunkailai。hongdengliangqi，qinfengcaixiachache，shouzhiwuyishidiqiaodazhefangxiangpan。laochendehuazaitanaozilipanxuan——“qiguai”。shishenmerangjianguanlegezhongshitidelaofayidoujuedeqiguai？
taxiayishidiroulerouyijiufazhangdetaiyangxue，pieleyiyanhoushijing。jingzilizhiyoubeiyushuiniuqudedengguanghekongdangdangdejiedao。
raner，jiuzaizheiyipiezhijian，houfangheianzhongmengdibaofachuliangtuancimudaojizhideguangyun——xiangshiyeshouturanzhengkaideshuangyan，chongmanlebaolihehuimiedeqixi。
那是一辆重型卡车。
taxiangshicongdiyulichongchulaideyiyang，meiyousihaojiansudejixiang，pangdadechetousilieyumu，zhanjuletazhenggehoushijing，yezhanjuletaquanbudeshiye。
taikuaile！genbenlaibujizuorenhefanying！
“cao！”qinfengzhilaidejibaochuyijucukou，tongkongzhouransuojin。
xiayimiao，judadezhuangjilirutonghonghuangjushoudejianta，congcheweikuangbaodixijuanerlai！jinshubeiniuqu、siliefachudejianxiaoshengcipoleyuyedeningjing，bolishunjianfensuichengyiwankejingyingdesuili，rutongbaozhadebinghua，sichufeijian。
anquanqinangmengdizhakai，judadechongjilihenhenzazaitadelianshanghexiongkou，leiguduanliedejutongqingxikewen。zhenggeshijiezaitianxuandizhuan，chechuangwaidedengguangheheianfengkuangdixuanzhuan、jiaobanzaiyiqi。tadeshentibeijudadeguanxinghenhenpaoshuai，youbeianquandaisisilehuizuowei，wuzangliufufangfodoubeizhenyilewei。
wenrede、daizhetiexiuweideyeticongetoutangxia，mohuletadeshixian。yishixiangfengzhongcanzhu，mingmiebuding，zhengbeiwuxingdeliliangcubaodicongqutilichouli。
heian…binglengdeheiancongsizhoubaoguoshanglai，tunshilesuoyoudeshengyinheguangxian。
他要死了。
zheigerenzhiqingxierbinglengdifuxianzaijijiangxiaosandeyishili。bugan、fennu、haiyouweijinganjiandexuannian，zuizhongdouhuaweilewulidexuwu。
chedichenruheianqiandeyichanei，tasihutingdaoyigejiqiweiruo、fangfolaiziyaoyuanshikongdeshengyin，daizhemouzhongnanyiyanyudejiaojihe…beishang？
“……风……”
ranhou，yiqieguiyusiji。
——
mengdi，qinfengdaoxiyikouliangqi，xiangshinishuizhirenzhongyufuchushuimian，xinzangfengkuangdileidongzhexiongqiang，jihuyaotiaochulai。
他骤然睁开了眼睛。
cimudeyangguangshunjianyongrushiye，rangtaxiayishiditaishouzhedang。
等等…阳光？
juliedechuanxizhe，tamangrandihuangusizhou。shuxidebangonglou，shuxidegonganjudamen，chuanzhejingfudetongshimenbulvcongcongdijinchu，oueryourenxiaozhedazhaohu。kongqiwennuan，daizhechuxiaqingchenteyoudeqingxinweidao，nahaiyoubanfenyuyedebinglenghesiji？
tajiangyingdiditou，kandaozijishenshangchuanzhebitingdejingfu，yichenburan。taishoumolemoetou，guanghuaganzao，meiyourenheshangkouhexueji。shentiyewanhaowusun，meiyourenhetengtong。
zenmehuishi？huanjue？linsiqiandezoumadeng？
“qindui！zaoa！zhanzheierfashenmedaini？”jinghuaxiaozhangbaozheyiluowenjiancongpangbianzouguo，xiaozhechongtahuihuishou，“yidazaojiuzaisikaorenshenga？”
qinfengzhanglezhangzui，houlonggandefabuchushengyin。taxiangshibeishiledingshenzhou，danaochedidangji，wufachuliyanqianzheiguoyuzhengchang、guoyuyangguangmingmeideyiqie。
tabushiyinggaitangzaibinglengchaoshideyuyejiedaoshang，shentibeijiyazaibianxingdejiashishili，ganshouzheshengmingyidiandianliushima？
tamengdimochushouji，shouzhishenzhiyinweiyisinanyichajuedezhandoueryouxiebenzhuo。pingmuliangqi——
2025nian3yue15ri，xingqisan，shangwu8:07。
riqixiangyibingzhongchui，henhenzazaitadeshenjingshang。
一个月前！
这不可能！
幻觉？梦？还是…
“jianguile…”tawuyishidinannanziyu，shengyinshaya。ejiaoshenchuleximidelenghan，jishimuyuzaiwennuandeyangguangxia，tayegandaoyiguhanyicongjizhuigufenglizuanchulai。
“秦队？”
yigeqingliangwenhe，daizhexiexushujuanqideshengyincongtashenhouchuanlai。
qinfengxiangshibeizhenzhaleyixia，mengdizhuanguoshen。
yigerenzhanzaitashenhoujibuyuandedifang，weiweiwaitoukanzheta，yanshenlidaizheyisiqiadaohaochudexunwenheguanqie。
yangguangzaineirenjingzhidejinbianyanjingpianshangfanshechuxisuideguangmang，jitazengtianlejifenlixingdejuligan。tachuanzheyishenjiebaiwuxiadejishukebaidagua，yuntangdeyisibugou，yutazhouweilvexianzaluanxuannaodejingjuhuanjinggegeburu。shencaiqingshoutingba，mianrongganjingjunxiu，kanqilaiershiqibasuideyangzi，qizhichenjingdexiangyiwangshentan。
jishukeneigexinlaideguwen，jiaoshenmelaizhe？duile，lushixu。jushuoshishangmiantepinlaidetiancai，zhuanyelingyuhengkuawulihehuaxue，beijingchengmi，pingshidulaiduwang，buzenmehequn。
“lu…boshi？”qinfengmianqiangyaxianeixindejingtaohailang，nulirangzijideshengyintingqilaizhengchangxie，danshengxianlihaishibukebimiandidaishangleyisijinbeng。
lushixuzoushangqianjibu，diguolaiyifenzhizhiwenjian，tadeshouzhixiuzhangganjing，zhijiaxiujiandezhengzhengqiqi。
“guanyuneiqigongyeyuanquyiwaizhuiwangandechubufenxibaogao，”lushixudeshengyinpingwen，tuziqingxi，“wozhongxinjianchalewuzhengheyixieshuju，renweiyouxiexijiexuyaozhongxinpinggu，keneng…bingfeidanchundeyiwai。”
qinfengdexinzangmengdiyitiao。gongyeyuanquyiwaizhuiwangan？neishichabuduoyizhouqianfashengdeanzi，tayoudianyinxiang，dangshichubupaichahouqueshiyiyiwaijieanle。danxianzai…
tajieguowenjian，shouzhibujingyijianpengdaolelushixudezhijian，weiliang。
“weishenmeturanzhongxindiaochazheige？”qinfengtaiqiyan，muguangruilidikanxianglushixu，shitucongduifangneishuangzangzaijingpianhoudepingjingyanmoulizhaochudianshenme。xianzaishi3yue15ri，zheigeanzizaoyiguidang，weishenmetahuiturantiqi？
lushixutuiletuiyanjing，zheigedongzuorangtakanqilaigengxiangyigeyanjindexuezhe。tachenmoleyishun，sihuzaizhenzhuocuoci，ranhoucaikaikou，shengyinyadileyixie：“yinweisizhexueyelifaxiandemouzhongyichanghuaxuewuzhicanliu，yijixianchangyixieguoyu…‘wanmei’deyiwaihenji。hewoxianzaituicenikenengzhengzaixiangdeyiyang，qindui。”
zheijuhua，xiangdierbingzhongchui，zaicijingzhundizazaiqinfengzuimingandeneigenshenjingshang！
tamengditaitou，tongkongweibukechadishousuoleyixia。
tagenbenshenmedoumeishuo！shenzhilianshangdebiaoqingdoukongzhidehenhao！zheigelushixuzenmehui…
zhongshenghuidaoyigeyueqianyijingzugouliqi，zuyicuihuitasanshinianlaijianlidesuoyouweiwuzhuyishijieguan。erxianzai，zheigekanqilaiwenwenerya、renchuwuhaidejishukeguwen，sihuzhidaoyixietajueduibuyinggaizhidaodeshiqing。
yangguangyijiumingmei，zhaozaishenshangquebuzaiwennuan。qinfengkanzheyanqianzheigejiaolushixudenanren，diyiciqingxidiganjuedao，yizhangwuxingerfuzadewang，sihuzhengzaiqiaoranshoulong。
ertaziji，haoxiangjishilieshou，yechenglemouzhongyiyishangdeliewu。