shenxizaicizhengkaiyanshi,fangjiandengguangmingliangtongming。
tadeshixianningzaipangbianderenyingshang。
“nijiuzheimebuxiangliuxiazheigehaizi?”nanrendeshengyintingbuchuxinu。
shenxishuangyankongdong:“zheijiushigeniezhong,bugaibeishengxialai。”
xieyimodiqishen,zoudaochuangqian,mousehuian。
“nizhenshibuzhihaodai。”
tajiangyigejinsiyanjingdiudaoshenximianqian,shangmianhaidaizhexueji。
“tingshuoshenjiadelaoguanjiayanjingcongbulishen,nikanzheiyanjinghaokanma?”
xieyishengyindichen,chuandaoshenxierzhongyouruemo。
shenxitongkongsuojin,nanyizhixindishenshouchupengyanjing。
haiweipengdao,nanrendaliqiazhutadexiae,bitaduishi:“zheizhishiyigejinggao,zaiyouxiaci,jiubushiwatayishuangyanjingneimejiandanle。”
shenxiyoujingyounu,duishangnanrenshenbukecedeyanjing,beihouyizhenfaliang。
过了几天,深夜。
yangyixiangwangchangyibansonglaireniunai,shenxiyikouhexia。
hewanbujiu,tajiuganjuezhenggerenhunhunchenchende,kaozhechuangbianshuileguoqu。
banye,tasihumodaoshenbianyouren,xinzhongyijin。
haiweidengtafanying,fangmenbeiyijiaochuaikai,suqinerdaizhexieyichuxianzaimenkou。
taconghunchenzhongmengranjingxing,lianmangchezhebeizizuoqi,zheishicaikanqingchuangshangshiyigeguangzheshenzidenanren!
nanrenlianmangxiachuang,chaoxieyiguixia:“xiezong……qiunifangwoyima,wogenshenxiaojieshizhenaia。”
shenxiyileng,shunjianmingbaizijibeisuanjile。
xieyikanzhezuozaichuangshangxiangjianweiludenvren,youkanzheguizaiqianfangguangzheshenzidenanren,lianseyinchen。
“xiaoxinixianzaihaihuaizheyun,jiusuanshixiang……yederenrenba!”suqinerjinghudao。
shenxizhengxiangshuohua,quebeineigenanrenqianglexian:“xiezong,doushiwodecuo,nibieguaixiaojie。”
“haishigeqingzhong。”xieyiyaozheyayiziyidun。
shenxixinzhongyijing,lianmangfanbo:“wogenbenjiuburenshini,nidaodishishei?!”
nanrenbiaoqingshoushangdekanxiangshenxi:“xiaojie,jiranshiqingyijingbailu,worenpingchuzhi。xiaojieniduobaozhong,qingxiezongbuyaoqiannuxiaojie……”
xieyilenghedao:“zhuaqilai。”
nanrenbeilianggebaobiaojiazhechulewoshi,linzouqiankanxiangsuqiner,mouguangshanshuo。
xieyizhuantoukanzheshenxi:“nihaiyoushenmeyaoshuo?”
shenxikanzhemianqiandehuangdanjingxiang,xinzhongbaibanqingxufanyong,liangjiu,tajingxiaole。
“womeishenmexiangshuode。”
xieyinubukee,shuangshouyongliqiazhushenxixizhangnenbaidebojing。
shenhoudeshenxirenbuzhugouqiyanlidehongchun,nanyanyanzhongdedeyi。
shenxidelianyinzhixizhangdetonghong。
tamizheyankanzhexieyi,zibaoziqibanhuanhuanbishangyan。
xieyisonglelihoutui,shenxiwuzhehoulongdakouchuanqi,kesoubuting。
tadeshengyinjiazazhelengnu:“nihaixiangxunqing?!”
shenxidaozaichuangbianyiranshuobuchuhua,zhishiyanhanjixiaodikanzheta。
“jiaoyishenglai!”xieyidashenghedao。
shenxibishangyan,zhitingxieyitiezaitaerbian:“xiangsimeineimerongyi,woyaonishengburusi!”
翌日一早。
shenxibozibaozhehouhoudeshabu。
xuzhuzoujinlaidao:“xiaojie,xiezongfenfu,hewozouba。”
沈曦被带到火葬场。
火葬场门口。
xieyiyanshenbingleng:“zheimejiunihaimeijianguonifumuba?jintianwojiulaidainikankan。”
shenxixinzhongyijin,haiweikaikou,xieyizhuaizhetadeshoubeizoujinhuozangchang。
buyuanchudejuzishangheranbaizhesangeguhuihe。
shenxijiaobuyidun,xinrudaojiao。
tazhengzhazheyaoguoqu,quebeixieyiyonglijinguzhu。
tayaotou,sishengdao:“bama、ge——!”
xieyixieleli,shenxipushangqubaozhuguhuihe,kudesixinliefei。
tadeyilingbeirenzhuaiqi,xieyijiangtatuozou。
tawangxiangnanren,liangxingqingleihualuo:“rangtamenanxiba,qiunile……”
xieyisongkaishou,shenxishuaidaozaidi。
talenglenggouqizuijiao,bujibumandao:“xianganxi?nijiwoketou,meiyibaigewozangyige。”
yishunjian,huozangchangyipianjijing。
shenxidingzhexieyi,zuichunqingzhan:“zhendema?”
xieyiyanmouyian,lengshengdao:“dangran。”
shenxihuanhuanchaotaguixia,lianshangmanshileihen。
tazhandouzhebishangyan,fushenkezaidishang。
“嘭、嘭、嘭……”
“yi,er……yibaisan……”
buzhikeleduoshaoge,shenxijuedeyanqianyipianxuehong,dibanmanshixueji。
xieyizhanzaiyuandi,bochunqingmin,kanzhezheichanghaoxi。
“二百六十四……”
shenxishuzhe,naozhonghundunyipian,jiujiuwufaqishen。
tadakouchuanqi,cancundeyishigaosuta:bixuqilai,weilebamahegege。
tasisiyongzhijiakouzhudimian,huachujidaoxuehen,xiangyaochengqishenzi,queyinshilizhongzhongshuailexiaqu。