第4章我做不了主
suyuyanboyizhuan，chunpandexiaoyiqiadeqiadaohaochu，duizhejiangwandao：“wanjiejieyuelaiyuepiaoliangle，wodoubuganwangjiejieshenbiancou，zhinengsaizaizheixiaojiaoluolikenzhuojiaole。”
zheiqiaopihuadunshiyindezhuoshangyizhenqingxiaosheng，zaisuyubansajiaodehuayuzhong，lengshijiangtadeweizhinuodaolejiangwandefujin。
jiuguosanxun，zhongrendouliaokaile，laotaitaixianhuilewu。
suyutedijubeijingjiangwan，jiangwanbianshunzhewendao：“wojidesuyudaxuedeshihouxuedeshishenme......”
“miniaowaike。”suyujiedadao。
jiangwan：“niyigenvhaizizenmexuanlezheiyike，jingegeyebubangnibabaguan。”
zheiyishengjingegedaizhejiaochen。
haibudaisuyuhuida，zhouyuqiucaishangdayidexiaoerzibianqiangdadao：“wozhidao，zheishisuyujiexiaoshihoudemengxiang！”
zhouyuqiulikenielexiaoerziyiba。
yucitongshi，suyuyeganshoudaoleyidaojijuqinlvexingdemuguangruyoushizhibandeluozailezijideshenshang，taweichengzhexiaba，tuiquebuanfendegezhezhuozigoushanglegumochendetui，mianseyijiububiandao：“yexuxianzaiyehaishizheigemengxiangni。”
xiayishun，neizhidaoluandejiaohuaibeiweiliangdedazhangyibazhuazhu。
tadaizhejinggaodemuguangluoxialai。
“kanleyoudaibuzou，suyujieniqiaozheiganma？”zhouyuqiudexiaoerziyoudao。
suyumianbugaisedeqingxiao：“bijingshizhongshenxingfudashi，kemahubude。tingshuoyuehaokandenanrenyuebuxing。”
zheihuayichu，jiangwandeliandunshifeihong。
suoyourendemuguangyedoujuzaileguhanjindeshenshang。
jiangwanzaiguowaibuzhidao，dangujiazhaizilisheibuqingchusuyuheguhanjinyouyituier。
jiazhimoshuojinerzaigujiadeyizhengzhuoshangweiduguhanjinzuihaokan，zongshibazhenggejinchengdenanrendoulinchulai，guhanjindeyanzhiyepaidejinqiansan。
bilianggaoting，zuichundechunjiaoweiweixiangxia，hunshendoutouzheyigujinaodejinyuqixi。youqineiyishuanglengliedemouzi，touzheshigudehanliang，zheizhangliankeweidetianduhou。
jiangwansuandeshangqifenmeinv，kezaiguhanjindeshenpang，xiandepingpingwuqi，luosule。
suyuzheihuafangfozaimingzheshuoguhanjinchuangshanggongfubuxing。
“guangyoupinang，renpinbuxing，yebuhaoba？erqiewojuedelianggerenzuizhongyaodehaishiganqing。”neixiaoziyoudao。
suyuyonglande：“langxingoufeishisanguandeshiqing，hewuguanyoushenmeguanxi？wobuxihuantanganqing，wozhizhidaomudanhuaxiasi，zuoguiyefengliu。”
zhuazhetajiaohuaideshouyongliyila，suyuxianxiemeizuowen，shenzizhongzhongdexiahualeyixiaoduan。
她用力将腿往回抽。
纹丝不动。
taiyannukanxiangta，quejiantazhengmantiaosilidedanshoupinzhemianqiandetang。
dongzuocongrongjingui，lianshanggengshijinlengdanmo。
zhuoshangdezhangbeisuirandousuizhelaotaitaituidebushaole，danhailiulejige。
zhouyuqiudao：“suyu，shaoshuoxiejiaohuaixiaohaizidedongxi。”