沈夏知的泪止不住。
tabuzhidaoshiweizijiku，haishiweiqianshineigedaosidounianzhetadezhouyushengku。
zhouyushengazhouyusheng，ruguonizhidao，wodezhongshengshiqianshideniyongmingqiushenfohuanlaide，nihuihouhuibeipanwoma？
“bieku，bieku，shiwohunzhang！”
zhouyushengmanlianxintengbarenbaojinhuaili，gaodadenanrenwanzheyao，tihuailirencazhelei，shayadehualimanyanshihoupa。
“xiazhi，qiuqiunibiekulehaobuhao？nishuo，yaowozenmezuocaiyuanliangwo？zhiyaonishuowoshenmedouyuanyiquzuo……”
keshenxiazhideyanleiquemeiyouzhizhu。
jiranzheimepashiquta，weishenmeyoubeipantani？
tuikaizhouyusheng，tagangyaoshuohua，kebiqianghudiyonglaiyizhenshuxidewenre。
她又流鼻血了。
naodaiyekaishiyizhenzhenfayun。
hunchenjian，erbianyizhencaoza。
“xiazhi？woxianzaidainiquyiyuan！”
“buyaoshuiguoqu……xiazhi，wocuole……”
“yisheng！jiuming！kuailaijiuming！yidingyaozhihaota，buxiyiqiedaijia！”
tadejinghuang，tadezaiyi，huanghujianrangshenxiazhihaoxianghuidaoleqianshi。
shangbeizi，tazaidaxueduixuezhangpeiyoumingyijianzhongqing，aicanleta，bashenjiaziyuanjinshupengjileta。
kezuihoupeiyoumingtunbingleshenjia，ranghuaitaisanyuedetazangshenhuohai，yishiliangming。
灵堂上——
zhouyushengfengleyiyangchonglejinqu，bapeiyoumingdadebansi，manyanliqisenran：“jiusuanhuochuzheitiaoming，woyeyidingyaonihouhuilaidaozheishishang，houhuibeipanleshenxiazhi！”
tabugushisu，qiangzouletadeguhui，chengnuojitabaochou。
zuihou，taqueshizuodaole。
qingjinzichan，bujihouguo，gaokualepeiyouming。
yebuzhidaohunshuileduojiu，shenxiazhixinglai，rumushiyipianjiebai，tatangzaibingfangzhong。
“xiazhi，nizhongyuxingle！”
tapianguotouqu，caifaxianzhouyushengyanzhongbumanhongxuesi，yanzhongshizhibuzhuhoupa：“nidayinglewo，yaoyongyuanhewozaiyiqi，nibukeyilikaiwo……”
“womeiyoubeipanni，neigehaizishiwobeiwomasuanjile。zhihou，woyoujinggaoguowoma，wozhiyaonibuyaohaizi，fouze，wojiuhezhoujiachediduanjueguanxi……”
“kewomeixiangdao，zhishineiyicixiexinyujiuhuaileyun，haimanzhewoshengxialehaizi。”
tingzhezheixie，shenxiazhishuobuqingxintouziwei。
dantadelianseyidingbuhaokan
suoyizhouyushengbuganzaijixujieshile，tashenzhibugankantadeyan，zhiwozhetadeshouchuimouqinwen，yibianyouyibianaiqiu。
“xiazhi，nidawomawodoukeyi，danwomenbulihunhaobuhao？”
gaodalengliedeleitingzongcai，cikequepadeshuangshoudouzaizhan，mingmingtalianlinghundouzaijiaoxiaozhehaipa，haipatabuyaota，keweishenmequeyaomantapianta？
是了，他在赌。
dutahetamuyichengzhou，tawuchukequ。
dutamenzhijianganqingshenhou，tahuiliangjie，tabuguoshifanlesuoyounanrendouhuifandecuo……
shenxiazhiyouxiechuanbuguoqi。
tachoukaishou，turandaduan：“nizhidao，nimayaobaxiexinyujiehuijia，zuonideertaitaima？”
zhouyushengmengdidunzhu，sihumeixiangdaotahuizaizheigeshihoutixiexinyu，**luodixiankailetadebukan。
queyoumashangxuanshishuo：“wodeqizizhiyouni。”
neizhongshileliqideganjuezaicixilai，shenxiazhipibeibishangyan：“woleile，nizouba，dengnichulilexiexinyuzaishuoqita。”
tajujuedetaidumingxian，guoleyihuier，erpancaixiangqinanrendichendecuobai：“hao。”
henkuai，bingfangmen‘kada’guanshang。
shenxiazhitaishourouzhemeixin，quesihaohuanjiebuletouteng。
xiayimiao，“kada”yisheng，menyoubeidakai。
“你怎么又来了？”
tayazhenanshoukanqu，quefaxianlaideshiyisheng。
“baoqian，wobuzhidao……”
taqishengangyaoxiachuang，yishengquebujianshengqi，faneryilianlianminjiangjianchabaogaodijita：“nizheicidehunmi，bushichehuonaozhendanghouyizheng。”
huayinruer，shenxiazhimeixinyitiao，momingbuan，jiezhejiuting——
“shen**，nidelenaoai，yijingshiwanqi。”