第3章生病
songshiweihuidaojia，jiubazijimaizaibeizili。
huilailushanglinleyu，rujinzhenggerendoushihunhunchenchende。
zheiyijuetashuidebingbuanwen，naohaizonghuishanxiantahefulinzaiyiqidehuamian。
tahuizaixiabaoxuededongyezhaoxunyizuochengshi，zhiweimaitaaichideyunixiangsuya。yehuizaitaguoshengrishi，qinshouzuodangao，haiweitapaixiaqianwanzuanshi，zijidongshoudamojiezhi，zhiweijitayigejingxi。
可现在，物是人非。
guzilishenchuhanyi，songshiweilengdehunshenfadou。
taxuruodezhengkaiyanjing，pingjiezuihouyidianliqichuanhaoyifudachequleyiyuan。
“nizhibuzhidaonifashao40du，yaoshizaiwanlaiyixie，pashiyaojinqiangjiushile！nixianzaiganjindadianhuajijialiren，zhuyuanxuyaojiashupeihu。”
“wo...wozaibeichengmeiyoujiaren。”minleminganhedezuichun，songshiweiqingshengdao。
“neiyoumeiyounanpengyou？”hushiwenyan，cumeijixuxunwen。
songshiweishenseyizheng，suihouyaoleyaotou：“meiyou，buguowokeyizhaoguziji，buxuyaopeihu。”
jizhenhenmang，hushijianci，jiaodaijijujiulikaile。
bingfanghuifuanjing，songshiweikaozaibingchuangshang，jingjingkanzhediaopinglideyaoshuiliushi。
......
songshiweishibeiyizhenjicudehuhanshengjiaoxingde。
yizhengkaiyan，tajiukandaofulinshensejiaojidezhanzaibingchuangqian：“xiaowei，nizenmeyangle？shentihainanbunanshou？zuowannishengbingzenmebujiwodadianhua，wogangcaijiedaohushidianhuadoukuaijisile！”
tingdaotahuazhongdejiqiehexinteng，songshiweiyazhesangzikaikou：“zuotianwojinidadianhua，nijiuhuilaima？”
“dangran，nibirenheshiqingdouzhongyao，”
wenyan，songshiweimuguangluozaitayilingchudekouhongyin，chunjiaogouqiyimofengci，zheijiushitakouzhongdezhongyaoma？
zaiyiyuanzhulesantian，zheiqijianfulinyizhitiexinpeihu，cunbubuli。
banhaochuyuanshouxu，fulinfuzhetazouchuzhuyuanbu，jiuyudaoyuyindunzailajitongpangoutu。
jinyishun，talimafangkaitadeshou，danyouxiaopaodaoyuyinshenbian：“yinyin，nizenmeyang？”
yuyinyishenbaiqun，weishifendaidelianjiayinweinanshouerbiandecangbai，rangrenyikanjiuxiangyaolianxi。
“alin，wohaonanshou，wo...”
yuyinhuashuodaoyiban，youganouqilai。
fulinjianci，erhuabushuojiubarenbaozaihuaili，jicongcongwangjiuzhenlouzouqu，wanquanjiangtapaozhinaohou。
kanzheliangrendebeiyingcongshixianxiaoshi，songshiweijianqidishangdechuyuanzhengming，zijidachehuilejia。
huijiatuzhong，tashoudaoliangtiaoxinxi。
tazidonghulvefulindexinxi，jingzhidiankaigongsidexiaoxi。
zaikandaogongsitongyitadelizhishenqing，songshiweilianshangluchujiuweidexiaorong，suihoutadakaigoupiaopingtai，dingleshitianhoudejipiao。
shitianhou，tayaochedilikaizheizuochengshi。
另一边。
fulindaizheyuyinzuoleyixiliejiancha，zaidezhiyuntushizhengchangxianxianghou，tacaifangxiaxinlai。
zouchuyiyuan，fulinjiansongshiweichichimeiyouhuifuxiaoxi，meitouweiweicuqi。
gangcaishitacaizhejihuangleshen，jingranbatazijirengzaiyiyuanbuguanbuwen。
yishijian，fulinxinzhonghenshiaohui。
“alin，wohebaobaodouxiangchiniqinshouzuodefan，daihuihuijianixiachuhaobuhao？”
erbianchuanlaiyuyinsajiaodeshengyin，fulinlianxiamouzhongdesixudao:“woxiawuhaiyoushi，daihuinixiangchishenmehewutezhushuo，tahuiqinziqumai。”
shuozhe，fulintaijiaojiuyaolikai。
yuyinyanjishoukuai，zhijielazhutadegebo:“alin，nishibushiyaoquzhaosongshiwei？”
fulinbeicaizhongxinshi，lianseyouxienankan。
ertadechenmozhijierangyuyinnuyishangtou:“alin，zainixinliwohesongshiweijiujingsheizhongyao？”
“dangchunidayingguowo，huijinkuaihetafenshou。rujinwodouhuaiyunle，niweishenmehaibuti？shishebudema？”
舍不得？
tingdaotadezhiwen，fulinlengxiaoyisheng:“songshiweibuguoshinidetidaipin，wobugentatifenshoushiyinweitahaiyouliyongjiazhi。dengwozhagantadejiazhi，ziranhuitifenshou。”
“haoleyinyin，nixianzaishiyunfubunengshengqi，woqinzisongnihuijiajinihebaobaozuofanhaobuhao？”
jiantadixiatouhongziji，yuyinkaozaitahuailimanyiyixiao:“alin，nizhenhao。”
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深夜。
fulinhuidaojia，jiukandaosongshiweizaishoushidongxi，tadejiaobianduimanleyiqiantajitamaideliwuheqinglvyongpin。
“xiaowei，nizheishizuoshenme？”
jiantahuilai，songshiweidoubucengtaiyan，shengyinpingdan:“buxihuanle，xiangrengdiaozhongmai。”
wenyan，fulinshunshishangqianjiangtaquanzaihuaili，sangyinchongni:“hao，buxihuanjiurengdiaozhongmai，daoshihoushuawodeka。”
“baobeier，zaiguojitianjiushinideshengri，zheiduanriziwoyemangmeihaohaopeini，dengnishengridangtianwoyoujingxisongjini。”
“duile，woneiqunxiongdiyizhixiangjianjianni，dengguoshengriwojiaoshangtamenyiqirenaorenaohaobuhao？”
huanzuoyiqian，songshiweimeiniandouhenqidaitadeliwuhejingxi
kejinnian，tashenmedoubuxiangyaole。
她嫌脏。
“xiaowei，nizenmebushuohua？shibuxiangrangtamenguolaima？”
erpanchuanlaitadexunwen，songshiweilianxiasixudao:“meiyou，jiranshinixiongdi，neijiuyiqilaiba。”
“baobeier，haishinishanjierenyi。”
wenredeqixipensazaitadeerchui，fulinguntangdedashouyouzouzaitadejiaoqu，sangyinjiazanongnongdeqingyu:“xiaowei，womenhaojiumeiyouqinrele。”
jiantakeyiliaoboziji，songshiweipianguotouduokaitadeqinwen，yuqilengdan:“shengliqilaile，xiaciba。”
jiantamiansecangbai，fulinyebuzaimianqiang:“hao，neinixianxiuxi，woquxigelengshuizao。”
yushixiangqixixililideshuisheng，songshiweiqiaoshengnaqitafangzaizhuoshangdeshouji，tashurumimadiankaixiangce，quefaxianlimianzhiyouliangrendehezhao。
chucizhiwai，shenmedoumeiyou。
taweiweishoujinzhangxin，yanzhongshanguoyisimimang。
难道是她想多了？