第一章只是员工
chehuoxianxiesangminghou，wopianweihunfushuowoshiyibujideta，xiangkantahuibuhuizaiyiwo。
taqueshuozijizhishiwodelaoban，jiuzheiyangpieqinglewomenershiniandehuiyiheguanxi，qianzhebaiyueguangdeshoulikai。
zhiyintabaiyueguanghuanyouyiyuzheng，yongzishaxiepotajitayigeyuanmengdehunli。
womeiyoujiechuanta，shunlichengzhangjiazhuangshiyi，zhidangneixienianfuchudezhenxindouweilegou。
kewohunlineitian，taquehongzheyanguzhuwoshouwan：“sujinyi，buzhunjiajita！nishiwodeweihunqi！”
woshuaikaitadeshou：“baoqianyizong，wojideninzhishiwodelaobaneryi。”
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jiweihunfusongtangdelushang，wochulechehuo。
jintianshibaoyutian，zaijiashanglianridiwenlumiandahua，yiliangnixingdexiaokachezhijiejiangwodechechetoudouzhuangdefensui。
wojihushizaishunjianshiquleyishi。
zaixingguolaishi，woyanqianyipianxuese，tuibeikazaijiashizuoshangdongdanbude。
hanfengcongposuidechechuangguanjinlai，dongdewoganjuexueguandouninggule。
qiangchengzhebole120yihou，wojiyixiuchengdalewushugedianhua，tayigedoumeiyoujie。
jiuhucheganlaishi，wozaitingbuzhu，zhijiehunleguoqu。
zaixinglaishi，woyinyuetingjianyishengzaishuo：“yixiansheng，su**xianzaideqingkuangbutaihao，tadedanaoshoudaolejuliezhuangji，yuxueyapoxueguan，henyoukenengzaochengshiyi。”
womianqiangdongledongshouzhi，yeganjuetouhentong，zhengkaiyanjiushiyizhentianxuandizhuan，chadiantulechulai。
yishengheyixiuchengzhanzaimenwai，faxianwoxingle，ganmangzouleshanglai。
“su**，ninhaihaoma？”
woyazhuneiguyundaofanweidebushi，yaoleyaotou，ranhoukanxiangyixiucheng。
duibiyishengdeguanqie，tataiduxiandeyouxielengmojiaozao：“zenmeneimebuxiaoxin？”
beiwoxia，wodeshouzhangwuyishiquanjin。
wodangshidoukuaisile，talianyijuguanxindehuadoumeiyou，fandaoshiyifuwohaoxiangjitatianlemafandetaidu？
mingmingwomenhenkuaijiuyaojiehunle，yaochengweizuiqinjinderen。
taduiwo，jiumeiyouyidiandanxinma？
woxinlidudehuang，gengjuedeweiqu，benxiangwentaweishenmebujiedianhua，huadaozuibian，woquexiangdaoyishengshuodehua。
我可能会失忆。
guishishenchaban，wojuedingheyixiata：“womeishi......keshi，nishishei？”
yixiuchenglengzhule，xujiucaijindingzhewowen：“niburenshiwolema？”
wodianlediantou，yanshenmangrangentaduishi。
womencongxiaoyiqizhangda，yizhidoushiwogenzaita**houmianzhuan，xianzaiyegaitalaiweiwoyouxinyixialeba？
wokanzhetakunhuodebiaoqing，xinlizhengzaixiangyebuyaomantataijiu，miandedanwutagongzuo，quemeixiangdaoyixiuchenghurankailekou，bochunjianjingyichuyijurangwobantiannanyihuishendehua。
“woshinixianzaidelaoban，yesuannicongqiandelinju，nimeishenmeshidehua，wojiuxianhuiqumangle。”
tashensepingjing，gangganglianshangneiyisibuyichajuedejiaozaoyebiandexiaoshidaijin：“yiyaofeiwoyijingfuguo，nianxinyangshang。”
wodaizuozaibingchuangshang，zhijuehunshenfaleng。
yixiuchengzheijuhua，suanshishenmeyisi？
juedewozhendeshiyile，suoyiyaofoudingwomendeguowang？
neiwozheixieniandefuchusuanshenmeni？
wogenyixiuchengqingmeizhumayiqizhangda，congsisuidaoershisisui，woyiweiwomenzaojiushibicishengmingdeyibufen。
suoyiwodezhenggerenshengdouweizhetazhuan。
xiaoshihou，zuitiandeneiketang，zuipiaoliangdeshuye，huadezuihaokandehua，doushiyaoliujitade。
zhangdahou，qiuchangshangdeyinliao，taaoyeshiwoshengsexuezhezhudeyinertang，kaoshishizaimiaoliketouqiudexingyunqian，yeshiyaojitade。
daoxianzai，tazuijiulewojitaaotang，tayingchoushiwoweitadangjiu，tachuchaworenrenzhenzhenweitashoushihaoxingli，taweibuhaohaitiaoshi，wobianzhefajitazuoyingyangcan。
wohenbudelianxindoutaochulaijita，zhiyaotayijuhua，wokeyizairenheshijiangandaotashenbian，shiwujuxiweitadaliyiqie。
jiuxiangjinye，womaozhebaofengxuequjitasongtang，shengpatacaochihunlilaibujichidongxiweitong。
woyiweitaduiwobuxianbudan，zhishiyinweizaiyiqitaijiumeilereqing，quemeixiangguo，tajingranbuxiangchengrenwozheigeweihunqile。
为什么会这样？
wojuedetazaigenwokaiwanxiao，zhanglezhangzuixiangrangtabienaole，menwaihuranzuanjinlaiyidaotianmeishengyin。
“xiuchenggege，jinyijiemeishiba？”
我的身体蓦然僵硬。
worenshineigenvhai，tajiaolinleqing，shiyixiuchengdebaiyueguang。