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“fangkaiwo!”wonuhouzhe,yongjinquanlituikaineigegaodadeshenying。
sheshenyanyuanliangqianghoutui,lianshangshanguoyisishoushangdebiaoqing。
jintianshiwochengweisheshenxinniangderizi,kewohenbudeliketaolizheigedifang。
"yueli,qingnilengjingyixia。"yanyuandeshengyindichenerwenrou,danquerangwohenfanzao。
"lengjing?nirangwozenmelengjing!"wolengxiaozhe,muguangrudao,"womomingqimiaobeixuanweisheshenxinniang,jiajiyigesuweimoumiandeshenshou。xianzainihaixiangpengwo?zuomeng!"
yanyuandeyanzhongshanguoyisiwokanbudongdetongku,"duibuqi,wozhishi...zhishixiangyongbaoni。"
"yongbao?womenhenshuma?"wochaofengdishuo,"qingjizhu,zheibuguoshiyichangjiaoyi。niwozhijian,bukenengyourenheganqing!"
huayingangluo,wojiukandaosheshendelianseshunjiancangbai。
tazhanglezhangzui,sihuxiangshuoshenme,quezuizhongshenmeyemeishuochukou。
zhouweidexianshimenjiaotoujieer,yongyiyangdemuguangkanzhewomen。
wotingdaoyourenxiaoshengshuo:"tazenmeganzheiyangduisheshendarenshuohua?"
"jiushia,sheshendarenduitaneimehao,tazenmeyidiandoubulingqing?"
zheixieqieqiesiyugengjiajinulewo,"nimenzaishuoshenme?sheshenduiwohao?ha!"
wolenglengdisaoshisizhou,"nimenyiweiwoxihandangshenmegoupishanshenfurenma?woningyuanhuifanjianzuogeputongren!"
"goule!"yanyuanturanlishenghezhi,hedezhouweirenjinruohanchan。
tazhuanxiangwo,yanzhongmanshifuzadeqingxu,"yueli,wozhidaonixianzaihenkunhuo,henfennu。danqingjiwoyigejihui,rangwojieshi..."
"wobuxuyaonidejieshi!"wodaduantadehua,"wozhixiangzhidao,weishenmeshiwo?weishenmepianpianxuanzhongwo?"
yanyuanchenmolepianke,zhongyukaikou:"yinwei...yinweinishizuitebiede。"
"fangpi!"wonubukee,"wocongweijianguoni,nipingshenmeshuowotebie?sheshendaren,shouqinidehuayanqiaoyuba。woyongyuanbukenengaishangni,sixinba!"
shuowan,wozhuanshenjiuyaolikai。
sheshenjimangshangqianlazhuwodeshou,"yueli,qiuniliuxia。"
"biepengwo!"woshuaikaitadeshou,quezaichupengdeshunjiangandaoyizhenxuanyun。
yuexiaxiangyongdeshenying,chanmiandediyu,haiyou...cigudebeipangan。
wowuzhetou,liangqianghoutui。
zheixiehuamianshishenme?weishenmewohuiyouruciqiangliedeganjue?
"nizenmele?"yanyuandanyoudiwen,xiangyaofuzhuwo。
"bieguolai!"wolishenghezhi,qiangpozijilengjingxialai,"liwoyuandian。woyongyuanbuhuiyuanliangni,yongyuan!"
huayichukou,wojiulengzhule。
原谅?
我为什么要原谅他?
womenzhijiannandaofashengguoshenmema?
yanyuandeyanzhongshanguoyisixiwangdeguangmang,"ni...nixiangqishenmelema?"
woyaoyaotou,nuliyaxiaxinzhongdekunhuohebuan,"wobuzhidaonizaishuoshenme。wozhizhidao,congjinyihou,womenqiaoguiqiao,luguilu。biezailaifanwo!"
shuowan,wotouyebuhuidilikailedadian,liuxiasheshenyirenzhanzaiyuandi,yanzhongmanshitongkuhezhengzha。
yueguangrushui,sazaishenjiedemeigejiaoluo。
zheifenjingmimeihaobengairangrenxinshengyuyue,kewodexinquexiangbeishenmedongxijinjinjiuzhu,shuobuchudenanshou。
我是谁?
wohesheshenzhijiandaodifashengguoshenme?
zheixiewentirutongyituanluanma,chanraozaiwodexintou。
zhengdangwoweizheixiewentifannaodebukekaijiaoshi,shenjiedetiankongturanbiandexuehong...