jianruide、chixubuduandeshouji**xiangyibazuanzi，yingshengshengjiangwocongwuyishideshenyuanlituozhuaichulai。
toutongyulie，yanpichenzhongdexiangshibeijiaoshuizhanzhu。wofeilidizhengkaiyan，shixianmohulehaoyihuiercaijujiao。moshengdetianhuaban，moshengdexiaodushuiqiwei……yiyuan？
**haizaiguzhidixiangzhe，pingmushangshanshuozhe“zhouyun”demingzi。wozhengzhazhemoguoshouji，zhijianbingliang。
“wei……”shengyinsiyadebuxiangzijide。
“wanwan！nizhongyujiele！”zhouyundeshengyindaizhekuqiang，pitougailianzaguolai，“hesiwole！fuchenyuanchuchehuole！jiuzaiqujichangjiesuqingyidelushang！xianzairenzaishizhongxinyiyuanqiangjiu！”
“hong——”deyisheng，fangfoyoushenmedongxizainaozilizhakai。fuchenyuan？chehuo？qiangjiu？
zhouyunhoumianhaishuoleshenme，woyigeziyemeitingqing。dianhuacongtuolideshouzhonghualuo，zazaibaisedechuangdanshang，fachuchenmendeshengxiang。shentilicanliudeshuiyihepibeishunjianbeiyizhongbinglengde、judademangransuoqudai。wodaidaidizuozhe，danaoyipiankongbai，xiangyitaibeiqiangxingbadiaodianyuandejiqi。
zhidaoyigechuanzhefensehushifudenianqingnvhaituimenjinlai，shoulinazhejiluban。“wen**，nixingle？ganjuezenmeyang？zhishiqingxubodongtaidajiashangdixuetangdaozhidezanshixinghunjue，meishenmedaai。nijiashuzaiwaimian，hendanxinni。”hushideshengyindaizhezhiyexingdewenhe。
jiashu？womangrandikanxiangmenkou。
yigeshenyingjihushidiediezhuangzhuangdipulejinlai。shilinshu，fujiadelaoguanjia。tayixiangshulideyisibugoudetoufacikelingluanbukan，bumanzhouwendelianshangshihaobuyanshidejinghuanghejiaolv，kandaowozuozaichuangshang，tamingxiansonglekouqi，suijiyoubeigengshendekongjujuezhu。
“wen**！ninxingle！taihaole！”linshudeshengyindouzaidou，tajibuqiangdaochuangbian，bumanlaonianbandeshouxiayishidixiangzhuazhuwo，youkezhiditingzaibankong，“shaoye……shaoyeta……”
wodexinmengdiyichen，xiangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshouzuanjin：“ta……zenmeyangle？”
“shoushugangjieshu！yishengshuozanshituolileshengmingweixian！”linshujicudishuo，hunzhuodeyanjinglibumanlexuesi，“danshi……danshiyishengshuo，lunaosunshangyanzhong，you……youshiyidekeneng！”tachuanlekouqi，xiangshiyongjinlesuoyouliqicaishuochuzuihouneigeci，lianshangjiaozhizhehoupaheyizhongnanyiyanyudefuza，“wanxinga，zhenshilaotianbaoyou！yishengshuo，zheizhongzhuangjixianengbaozhumingjiushiqijile！”
失忆？
zheilianggezixiangbingzhui，henhencichuanlewohundundesixu。fuchenyuanshiyile？neigelengku、zhangkongyiqie、ganggangcaixuanpanlewo“tishenshengya”jieshudefuchenyuan？
yizhonghuangmiujuelundeganjueshunjianjuezhulewo。mingyunxiangshizaikaiyigejiqieliedewanxiao。tawangle？wanglewozheigezhuoliedemofangzhe？haishi……wanglesuoyou？
“su**……su**yelaile，”linshudeshengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedeyouyu，xiaoxindiguanchazhewodelianse，“ta……yizhizaiqiangjiushiwaimianshouzhe。”
suqingyi。taguoranzai。zhengzhuhuilaile，tishenyegaituichangle。wochelechezuijiao，queganjuelianjiadejiroujiangyingwubi，lianyigezichaodexiaodouzuobuchulai。
“daiwoqukankanta。”wodeshengyinchuhuyiliaodepingjing，lianzijidougandaomosheng。
linshulengleyixia，suijilianmangdiantou：“hao，hao！wen**ninzheibianqing，xiaoxindian。”
taxiaoxinyiyidichanfuzhewoxiachuang。jiaocaizaibinglengdedibanshang，xufuwuli。genzhelinshuchuanguomimanzhexiaodushuiqiweide、zhangzhangde、canbaidezoulang，meiyibudouxiangcaizaimianhuashang，youxiangzouzaitongwangmougeweizhishenpandetongdao。zoulangjintou，icuquyuteyoudesumuheyayipumianerlai。
yuanyuandi，wojiukandaoleneigeshuxideshenying。suqingyi。
tachuanzheyijianzhidijingliangdemibaiseyangrongdayi，zhanzaiicujinbidemenwai，shenziyijiutingbayouya，zhishineitouweijuandezhangfayouxielingluan，jingzhidecelianduizhemenshangdeguanchachuang，xiemanlejiaozhuohedanyou。tadecunzai，xiangyidaowuxingdepingzhang，wushengdixuangaozhe**。
wotingxiajiaobu，xueyesihudouninggule。linshukanlewoyiyan，yuyanyouzhi。
jiuzaizheishi，icuchenzhongdemenbeiconglimiantuikai。yigechuanzhewujungeliyideyishengzoulechulai，zhaixialekouzhao，luchupibeidanhaisuanpingjingdelian。suqingyilikeyingleshangqu。
“yisheng！chenyuantazenmeyangle？”tadeshengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou，shineizhongfazineixindeguanqie。
yishengkanlekanta，youkanlekanzhanzaijibuzhiwai、liansecangbairuzhidewo，sihuyouxieyihuo，danhaishixianhuidalesuqingyidewenti：“fuxianshengqingkuangzanshiwending，mayaotuile，renyexingle。danlunaosunshangdehouyizhengxianxianchulaile，tamuqian……cunzaiyanzhongdejiyiqueshi。”
suqingyideshentihuangleyixia，lianseshunjianshabai：“jiyiqueshi？neita……hairenderenma？”
yishengyaoleyaotou，biaoqingyansu：“chubuguancha，taduishijian、didian、yijidabufenguowangshijiandouchuxianlehunluanheyiwang。xuyaojinyibuguanchahejiancha。jiashuxianzaikeyijinqukankanta，danshijianyaoduan，yicizhinengjinyiwei，bingrenqingxubunengshoutaida**。”tadunledun，muguangzaiwohesuqingyizhijiansaoshileyixia，“nimen……naweishiwenwan**？”
“wenwan？”suqingyixiayishidizhongfuleyibian，liumeiweicu，lianshangluchumingxiandekunhuohebeidaduandebuyue，takanxiangyisheng，“woshisuqingyi，chenyuande……”
“bingrenmuqianweiyiqingxijidede、fanfuniantaodemingzi，jiushi‘wenwan’。”yishengzhijiedaduanleta，yuqidaizhegongshigongbandekending，muguangzuizhongluozailewodeshenshang，daizhexunwen，“ninshiwenwan**？”
kongqifangfoninggule。zoulanglicanbaidedengguangdazaisuqingyizhouranshisedelianshang，neijingzhidezhuangrongyeyangaibuzhutayandishunjianyongqidezhenjing、cuoe，yijiyisibeimaofandeyunnu。tamengdizhuanguotoukanxiangwo，neimuguangruiliderutongbingzhui，chongmanlenanyizhixindeshenshi。
linshuyelengzhule，kankanyisheng，youkankanwo，zhanglezhangzui，meifachushengyin。
“wo……”houlongxiangshibeishenmedongxiduzhule。yishengdehuaxiangyidaojingleizaiwotoudingzhakai。fuchenyuanshiyile？tazhijide……wenwan？wodemingzi？
judadehuangmiuganheyizhongnanyiyanyude、jinhubaofubandeniuqukuaiyimengdijuezhulewo。mingyunzheigewanxiao，kaideshizaitaidale！tawanglequanshijie，queweidujidewozheigetaganggangqirubilvdetishen？tashenzhiwanglezhanzaitamianqiande、tachaosimuxiangdebaiyueguangsuqingyi？
xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangdileidong，jihuyaozhuangsuileigu。yigejiqidadan、jiqifengkuang、zuyijiangwochedituorudiyudeniantou，rutongdutengbanshunjianchanraozhuwodequanbulizhi。
“woshi。”wotingdaozijideshengyinxiangqi，gansequeyichangqingxi，xiangbinglingsuilie。woyingzhesuqingyineijihuyaopenchuhuolaidemuguang，xiangqianzouleyibu，zhandingzaiyishengmianqian。“woshiwenwan。”
yishengdiandiantou，sihusonglekouqi：“neihao，wen**，nigenwojinlaiba。shijianyouxian，zhuyianfubingrenqingxu。”taceshenrangkailemen。
“dengdeng！”suqingyideshengyindouranbagao，daizheyizhongbeichedijinudejianrui，“nikaishenmewanxiao？tawenwansuanshenmedongxi？chenyuanzenmekenengzhijideta？wocaishi……”tajidongdishangqian，xiangyaozhuazhuyishengdeshoubei。
“zheiwei**！”yishengmeitoujinzhou，yuqidaizheburongzhiyidequanwei，“qinglengjing！zheilishiicu！bingrendenaobugangjinglizhongchuang，taxianzaiderenzhijiushitadexianshi！tashuoyaojianwenwan，ruguonibushi，qingnilikelikai，buyao**bingren！”tayanlidikanlesuqingyiyiyan，ranhouduiwoshiyi，“wen**，qinggenwolai。”
suqingyijiangzaiyuandi，shenchudeshoutingzaibankong，lianshangxuesejintun，zhishengxiacanbaiheyizhongbeishijiechedidabaidemangranyuquru。takanzhewo，neiyanshenlichongmanleyuandu、buganheyizhongshenshende、beimaofandehuangmiugan。
womeiyouzaikanta。shenxiyikouqi，binglengdexiaodushuiqixiguanrufeifu，daizheyizhongjuejuedeweidao。wogenzheyisheng，yibubuzoujinleneidaoxiangzhengzheshengmingjinqude、chenzhongdeicudamen。
menzaishenhouhuanhuanheshang，gejuelesuqingyineidaocuidudemuguang，yefangfogejuelewaimianneigezhenshideshijie。
limianshilingyigeshijie。binglengdeyiqifachudandiaoguilvdedidasheng，kongqilishigengnongzhongdexiaodushuiheyaoshuihunhedeqiwei。canbaidedengguangxia，bingchuangshangderenyingxiandegewaicuiruo。
fuchenyuantangzaineili，toushangchanzhehouhoudebaisebengdai，lianshangzhaozheyangqimianzhao，luchudepifucangbaidemeiyouyisixuese。jigenguanzilianjiezhetahepangbianshanshuozhegezhongshujudebinglengyiqi。tabizheyan，meitoujinjinsuozhe，jishizaihunmizhong，sihuyechengshouzhejudadetongku。
yishengzoudaochuangbian，dishenghuandao：“fuxiansheng？fuxiansheng？wenwan**laikannile。”
fuchenyuandeyanjiezhandonglejixia，huanhuandi、feilidizhengkaileyanjing。
neishiyishuangwocengjingwubishuxi、yewubiweijudeyanjing。shensui，youan，rutongbujiandidehantan。kecike，neishuangyanjinglimeiyoulepingrideruilihezhangkongyiqiedebingleng，zhishengxiayizhonghaitongbandemangran、cuiruo，yijiduiyanqianyiqiedemoshenghebuan。tademuguangzaiyishenglianshangduanzantingliu，ranhou，huanhuandi、daizhebuquedingdetanxun，yidaolewodelianshang。
dangtadeshixianbuzhuodaowoshi，neishentanbandeyanmouli，mengdixianqiyizhenjuliedebodong！
tongku、kunhuo、zhengzha……wushufuzadeqingxuzaineishuangshijiaodeyandifanyong。tazhanglezhangzui，yangqimianzhaoxiafachumohubuqingdeqiyin，daizheyizhongsixinliefeibandejiqie。tajiannanditaiqineizhimeiyoushuyedeshou，zhixiangwo，zhijianyinweiyonglierweiweizhandou。
“wan……wan……”posuideyinjiecongtaganliedechunjianjiannandijichu，daizheyizhongnishuizhezhuazhufumubandejuewanghequeren。tadeyanjingsisididingzhewo，fangfoyaojiangwodeyangzikejintahunluandejiyishenchu。
yishengqingqinganzhutajidongdeshoubei：“fuxiansheng，biejidong，wen**jiuzaizheili，tahenhao。”
“wanwan……”tayoudididihuanleyisheng，shengyinsiya，quedaizheyizhongqiyide、shierfudebandeyilai。neizhitaiqideshou，guzhidishenxiangwo，zaikongzhongtulaodizhuazhe，sihuxiangquerenwodezhenshi。
kanzheyanqianzheigecuiruobukan、yanzhongzhiyouwocunzaidefuchenyuan，yizhongbinglengde、daizheducidelianminheyizhongjinhucanrendezhangkongyu，qiaoranpashangwodexintou。yishenggangcaidehuaxiangmozhouyiyangzaiwoerbianhuixiang：“taxianzaiderenzhijiushitadexianshi。”
现实？呵。
woxiangqianyibu，zhudongshenchushou，qingqingwozhuletaneizhizaikongzhongtulaozhuawode、bingliangdeshou。
“shiwo。”wodeshengyinfangdehenqinghenrou，daizheyizhongkeyide、anfurenxindeliliang，jiuxiangguoquwunianliwushucimofangsuqingyishineiyang。zhishizheiyici，zheiwenroudebiaoxiangxia，shibingfengdeshenyuan。“chenyuan，wozaizheili。biepa。”woweiweifushen，kaojinta，rangtanenggengqingxidikandaowodelian，ganshoudaowodecunzai。
tadeshouzhimengdishoujin，sisizuanzhuwodeshou，liqidadejingren，fangfoneishitaweiyinengzhuazhudejiumingdaocao。tayanzhongdemangranhetongkusihubeizheizhenshidechupengqusanleyixie，querdaizhideshiyizhongjinhutanlandezhuanzhu，yizhabuzhadidingzhewo，fangfopayizhayan，wojiuhuixiaoshi。
“wanwan……”tayibianbiandizhongfuzhezheigemingzi，daizhejiehouyushengdeqingxinghewuzhudeyilai。
“ng，wozai。”woqingqingyingzhe，lingyizhishoushenzhitaiqi，xiaoxinyiyidifukaitaeqianbeilenghanjinshideyilvsuifa，dongzuowenroudexiangduidaiyijianxishizhenbao。
jiuzaizheiyike，icudemenbeiqingqingtuikaiyitiaofeng。suqingyineizhangxiemanzhenjing、buganhejidujiaolvdelianchuxianzaimenfenghou。tadagaishichenhushibuzhuyiliuguolaide。tajiqiedikanxiangbingchuangshangdefuchenyuan，zuichunwushengdikaihe，sihuxianghuhuantademingzi。
fuchenyuansihuganjuedaolemenkoudeguangxianbianhua，tawozhewodeshou，muguangxiayishidichaomenkoupiequ。
dangtadeshixianluozaisuqingyilianshangshi，neishuangganggangyinwoerxianluchuyisiandingdeyanjing，shunjianbeiyizhongjidudemosheng、kunhuo，shenzhishiyisibennengdepaichisuotianman。tademeitouzaicijinjinsuoqi，yanshenruiliqilai，daizheshenshihebujie。tawozhewodeshougengyonglile，fangfozaixunqiumouzhongbihu。
tataishouzhizhemenfengwaisuqingyidelian，shengyinbugao，queyinweibingfangdejijingeryichangqingxi，daizheyizhonghaizibandebujiehezhibaidexianqi：
“ta……shishei？”tadunledun，meitouningdegengjin，muguangluozaisuqingyishenshangneijianhewozhiqianfenggeleisidemibaisewaitaoshang，kunhuogengshenle，shenzhidaishangleyisibuyichajuedenaonu，“zenme……chuanzhewanwandeyifu？”
死寂。
shijianfangfobeianxialezantingjian。zhiyouyiqidandiaodedidashengzaibinglengdihuixiang。
menfengwai，suqingyilianshangdebiaoqingshunjianninggu，rutongbeishunjiandongjiedehumian。zhenjing、nanyizhixin、judadexiuru……zuihoutongtonghuaweiyipiancanbai。tamengdihoutuiyibu，xiangshibeiwuxingdebianzihenhenchouzhong，neishuangpiaoliangdeyanjingsisididengzhewo，limiandeyuanduhequrujihuyaohuaweishizhipenyongerchu。
wowozhefuchenyuandeshou，ganjuedaotazhangxinchuanlaideweizhan。wotaiqitou，yingxiangsuqingyineicuidudemuguang，lianshangyijiuweichizheneifenshuyu“wenwan”de、qiadaohaochudewenrouhemangran。danzaitakanbujiandejiaodu，wowozhefuchenyuandeshou，zhijianzaitabingliangdepifushang，jiqihuanmandi、daizheyizhongwushengxuangaodeyiwei，qingqingshoujinleyixia。
fuchenyuandemuguanghenkuaicongmenkouneige“qiguaidenvren”shenshangyikai，zhongxinlaolaosuozaiwolianshang，neilimianzhishengxiaquanrandeyilaihexinren。fangfowocaishitahunluanheiandeshijieli，weiyideguangyuanhemaodian。
yishengshishidizoushangqian，daizhezhiyexingdewenhequeburongzhiyideyuqi：“fuxianshenggangxing，xuyaojueduideanjingxiuxi。zheiwei**，”takanxiangmenwaidesuqingyi，yuqishuli，“qinglikelikai，buyaodaraobingren。”
menbeiyishengchediguanshang，gejuelesuqingyizuihouneidaowanxinbandeshixian。
bingfangneizhongxinguiyubinglengdejijing。fuchenyuansihuhaojinleliqi，jinwozhewodeshouyeweiweisonglexielidao，yanpichenzhongdichuixia，danzuilihaizaiwuyishidi、dididininanzhewodemingzi：“wanwan……biezou……”
“wobuzou。”wofuxiashen，kaojintadeerbian，shengyinqingdexiangyumaofuguo，quedaizheyizhongburongzhiyidechengnuo，“wohuiyizhizai。”
tajincudemeitousihuyinweizheigechengnuoershuzhanleyidiandian，huxiyezhujianbiandepingwenyouzhang，zaicixianruhunshui。zhishineizhishou，yijiuguzhidizuanzhewodeshouzhi，bukensongkaifenhao。
woweichizhefushendezishi，renyoutazhuazhe。muguangluozaitacangbaianjingdemianrongshang，neixiebeihouhoubengdaibaoguodeshangkou，cikejingqiyididanhualetashenshangneifenguanyoudelingliheyapogan。cuiruo，rucimoshengdifuzhezaitashenshang。
binglengdexianshiganrutongchaoshuibantuiqu，querdaizhideshiyizhongjinhuxuhuandezhangkonggan。tashifuchenyuan，fushijituanshuoyibuerdezhangduoren，tacengjingshiwomingyundezhuzaizhe，yigeyanshenjiunengrangworuzhuibingku。erxianzai，taxianggemitudehaizi，zhijidewodemingzi，zhiyilaiwodecunzai，shenzhiweileweihu“wo”，erbennengdipaichiletazhenzhengxinjianshangdesuqingyi。
zheijudadeshenfendaozhidailaidexuanyunganshangweiwanquanpingxi，yigegengjiaqingxi、gengjialengkudeshengyinjiuzaixindixiangqi：jihui！
yigeqianzainanfeng、zuyijiangguoquwuniansuoyoubeiweihequrulianbendailitaohuilaidejihui！fuchenyuanshiyile。tadeshijiebengtale，ercike，zhanzaitashijiezhongxinde，shiwowenwan！bushisuqingyi，shiwo！
yishengdehuashitielv：“taxianzaiderenzhijiushitadexianshi。”zaizheigeyoutahunluandanaogoujiandexianshili，wowenwan，jiushiweiyideguang。neime，woweishenmebunengshunshierwei？weishenmebunengliyongzheihuangmiujuelundejushi？
yigedadandaojinhufengkuangdejihuachuxing，zaihunluandesixuzhongxunsuchengxing，daizhedushebandeyouhuoli。jirantarendinglewoshitade“wenwan”，neiwojiushi。wokeyibanyantaxuyaoderenheren，zhiyaoduiwoyouli。
wohuanhuanzhiqishen，muguangyijiuluozaifuchenyuanchenshuidelianshang，danyanshenshenchu，neidianxujiadewenrourutongchaoshuibantuiqu，zhishengxiabingfengdesuanjiheyizhongjijiangjuequliewudelengjing。fuchenyuanpangdadeshangyediguo，tamingxianeixielingrenzashedecaifu……guoqu，neishiyaobukejidexingchen；erxianzai，mingyundediaoguijiangkaiqibaokudeyaochi，yiyizhongjiqifengcidefangshi，didaolewozheige“tishen”deshoushang。
fengxian？dangranyou。suqingyineishuangcuidudeyanjingjiushizuizhijiedeweixie。haiyoufuchenyuandejiyi，neishiyigesuishikenengyinbaodezhadan。danjudadeliyi，zuyirangrentingerzouxian。genghekuang，shitafuchenyuanqianwode！wunianqingchun，wunianhaowuzunyandemofang，zuihoubeiyijuqingpiaopiaode“bubizaimofang”dafa……
yisibinglengde、jinhucanrendexiaoyi，qiaoranpashangwodezuijiao。woqingqinghuiwoleyixiatawuyishizuanjindeshou，dongzuowenrouyijiu，xinqueyirutieshi。
“haohaoshuiba，chenyuan。”woduizhechenshuidetadiyu，shengyinqinghuan，“nide‘wenwan’，huihaohaozhaogunide。”
zhaoguni，zhidaozhaganzheishenfenzuihouyidianjiazhi。