第4章
4
“微微？”
songhenianjingyadekanzhewoshenshangdebinghaofu。
tayuqizhongmanshihuaiyi，“nizhendeshengbingle？”
wojuedepibeijile，wodeweihunfuzaiwozuoshoushudeshihoupeizaiqitanvrenshenbian。
xianzaiqinyankandaowochuanzhebinghaofuchuxianzaiyiyuan，haizaihuaiyiwoshibushizaipianta。
womeiyouzaijieshideyuwang，zhixianglikexiaoshizaizheili。
“songhenian，womenjieshuba。”
zuihoushenshendikanleyiyansonghenian，wolengjingdeshuochuzheijuhua。
songhenianbiaoqingbiandebuan，zhengyaokaikoujiubeixiajiaojiaodeshengyindaduan。
“doushiwobuhao，yaobushiwoshengbingheniangegeyebuhuilaipeiwoerhulvelejiejie，niyaoguaijiuguaiwoba，qianwanbuyaoguaiheniangege。”
“nibugaoerbiedezheisannian，heniangegeyizhizaidengnihuilai，rujintahaoburongyidengdaonihuilai......”
xiajiaojiaosuiranshuozhedaoqiandehua，kezaisonghenianbeihou，talianshangtiaoxindexiaoyiqueciyandehen。
一直以来都是这样。
meiciwohexiajiaojiaoyouliyizhengzhideshihou，tadouhuichongdangdadudequanjiewo。
tazirannengdadu，yinweitaconglaidoubuhuishibeifangqideneige，tashisuoyoushiqingzhongdejideliyizhe。
haoxiangchulewo，meirennengkanchutaduiwomanhuaideeyi。
yiqianhaiyousonghenianzhanzaiwozheiyibian，rujinjiulianta，yejiandingdixuanzelexiajiaojiao。
fennudeqingxushunjianjiubeixiajiaojiaotiaoleqilai。
wowojinquantouhaimeizouchuyibu，jiubeisonghenianhuanghuangzhangzhangdetuozhuailechuqu。
songheniankanbudaodeshenhou，xiajiaojiaoduiwoxiaodeyiliandeyi。
“xiaweiweinidaodixiangzenmeyang！jiaojiaoxianzaibingdeneimezhong，nandaonigangcaishixiangdongshoudatama？”
suijitayoutoutengdezhiwenwo：“nishengbinglezenmebugenwoshuo。”
songhenianganggangtuozhuaiwoshijidaodongshoushudeshangkou，beishuaikaihouwoyouxieyaoyaoyuzhuideyizheqiangmianzhichengshenti。
songheniandehuayijujuqiaozaiwoxinshang。
tacongjialilikaishiwojiushuoguowobushufu，tatouyebuhuidejiuzoule。
zheijitiantazaiyiyuanlihexiajiaojiaotongchitongzhu，danfanhuijiayicijiunengfaxianwobuzaijia。
jiulianfangruijitadadianhuagaosutawozuoshoushule，tayejuedeshiwozaiwuliqunao，lianhemoshengrenyiqipianta。
shenzhiganggangtacongwomianqianluguo，danfanfenyisixinshenjiwo，doubuhuizhuyibudaowo。
woyanzhongdeshiwangkuaiyaoyichulai，xinkouxiangshiyouyikuaidashiyadewoshuobuchuhualai。
kanwozheigeyangzi，songhenianxianranyeshixiangqilailezheixieshiqing，mianshangshanguoyisikuijiu。
dantarengranzuiyingdebianjie。
“nishenmeshihoujiaolexindepengyou......neirendeshengyinwoburenshi，zheicaiwuhuile。”
wodaduantaqiangciduolidehua。
“buyongzaijieshile，womenhaojuhaosanba。”
wozhuanshenxianghuidaogebibingfang，zhishihaimeizoujibu，jiubeiyanqianhuranchuxiandeyidaoshenyingyibazhangshanfanzaidishang。