gualedianhua,boxiacaidiankaifangroufaguolaideneitiaoxinwen。
kanzheshangmiansongyaomohefuyanranbingpaizouchujichangdezhaopian,tamomojiangtupianfangda。
fuyanranzhendehenmei,shineizhongzhangyangwubidemei。
boxiataiyankankanjingzilideziji,meimuqiandan,suserulian。
songyaomodepengyoumenyiqiandoushuo,tashisuoyoutishenzhongzuibuxiangzhengzhude,danqueshenqidedailezuijiu。
zhikanleyiyan,boxiajiushensebubiandiguandiaolexinwen,zhunbeiqianwangyiyuan。
医院,神经科。
bingchuangshangdeshaonianjinbishuangyan,wunianle,rengranmeiyoubanfensuxingdejixiang。
boxiabianjita**shoubu,bianhuanshengkaikou:“taxihuanderenhuilaile,suoyiwokenenghuizaiyejianbudaonigegele……”
chuangshangdeshaonianmeiyourenhefanying。
薄夏唇角泛起苦涩。
xuxutaotaozaibingfanglidailelianggexiaoshi,boxiacailikai。
quezaichudiantishi,zhuangjianlesongyaomo。
jiandaoboxia,songyaomomeitouxiayishiningqi,zhijielengzhelianyibajiangrenlazhu,chukoujiushizhiwen:“nigenzongwodaozhei,shixiangzuoshenme?”
boxiayileng,tachuixiayanmouruanruanjieshi。
“womeigenzongni,wodidideyiyuanshizheili。”
zheihuasongyaomoyigezidoubuxin,tataidulengku:“wojinggaoni,buyaochuxianzaiyanranmianqian,fouzebieguaiwobukeqi!”
薄夏沉默下来。
tameixiangdao,zaiyiqi3nian,songyaomojingduitabanfenxinrendoumeiyou……
jiantabushuohua,songyaomogengshirendingtashizhidaolefuyanranzaizheili,guyiguolaide。
huiguoshen,boxiamuguanglveguotashoulidetiandianhe,mangroushengtixing:“tiandianduixinzangbuhao,nihaishishaochidian。”
“biejiwozhuanyihuati!”songyaomoshensebunai,haixiangshuoshenmeshi,shoujixiangle。
kanjianpingmushangdelaidianmingzi,tashenseshuzhanyishun,suijikanxiangboxiazaicijinggao:“zairangwozaiyiyuankandaoni,jiubiexiangcongwozheinadaoyifenqian!”
shuowan,songyaomojieqidianhuakuaisulikai。
boxiadingzaiyuandi,taiyankanzhetajinleyijianbingfang。
taxianglexiang,haishigenshangqianqu。
touguochuang,quezhenghaokanjianfuyanransajiaoweilekoudangaojisongyaomo。
心口微微刺痛。
boxiajinyaoxiachun,biekaiyanshen,zhuanshenlikai。
jitianhou,boxiazhengzaihuashigongzuo,resoushangturanbaochufuyanranhuanmanxingshengongnengshuaijie?。
kandaozheigexiaoxi,boxiacaimingbaiweishenmehuizaiyiyuanpengjiansongyaomo。
sixupiaoyuanpianke,boxiajiufangxiashouji,jixuhuahua。
caihuabujiu,yidaodichendaizhenuqidenanshengquezaitabeihouxiangqi。
“薄夏!”
boxiayijing,caizhuanshenjiujiansongyaomozhanzaimenkou,lianselenglieyinchen。
kanchubuduijinglai,boxiafangxiahuabiqishenshangqian,haimeikaikou,jiubeisongyaomoyibaguanzaiqiangshang。
houbeizhuangshangjianyingbinglengdeqiangbi,tengdeboxianingqimei,bujiekanta。
songyaomoshuangmouxinghong:“yanranxuyaojingyang,niqueguyibaochuxinwen,daozhitabingqingehua,nishenmeshihoubianderuciedule!”
boxianaozifameng:“shenme?”
“别装了。”
songyaomobuyoufenshuozhijiezhuaizhetawangwaizouqu。
shouwanbeizhuaideshengteng,boxiazhengzhabukai,beiqiangxingdaidaoleyiyuan。
yingmianzoulaidehushishensejiaoji:“songzong,rhyinxingxuezhaodaolema?”
xiayike,songyaomobianjiangboxiatuileguoqu——“tajiushirhyinxingxue,choutade。”
boxialiangqianglexiacaizhanwen。
xinkoufanqikuchu,taquemeiyoufankang。
输血台上。
xueyidiandiancongtadeshentichouzou,boxialianseyeyidiandianbiandecangbai,tadeyanjingqueyizhikanzhesongyaomo。
kanzheneizhanglianshangcengjingdewenroudoubianchengbingleng。
denghushichougouxuehou,zhenguanhaimeiquchu,songyaomozhuanshenjiuyaozou。
boxialianmanglazhuta,youyicizhongshen:“bushiwozuode。”
songyaomoquezhishishuaikaitadeshou,kandoumeikantayiyan,jingzhiqulebingfang。
yanzhengzhengkanzhesongyaomodebeiyingxiaoshi,boxiahunshenfaleng。
taxialeshuxuetai,haimeizoujibu,zhijuejiaoxiafaruan。
xiayike,jingyanqianyiheishiquyishi!
zaicixinglaishi,rumushichunbaidebingfangtianhuaban。
boxiamianqiangchengqishenzi,erbianzhouranchuanlaiyishengdaizhezebeideshengyin——
“nidouhuaiyunlianggeyuele,zenmehaiquxianxue?”