kanzhemianqianduizijishenshenjugongdenvren，siyehanxinliyouxieyiyangdeganjue。
tashuobushanglaineishiyizhongshenmeyangdeqingxu，jiushiyouzhongxiangyaoshangqianfuqisunian，ranhouqingshenganfutadechongdong。
yishidaozijijuranhuiyouzheiyanghuangtangniantoudesiyehanjianmeiqingning，yikaikoujiushizuyijiangzhouzaoyiqiedongzhudebinghanyuqi。
“wozhishikanzaichenchendemianzishang。”siyehanpiekaiyan，keyidebuqukansunian，“tahenxihuanni，xiwangnibuhuigufutaduinidexihuan。”
sunianminleminchun，meiyouhuida。
bugufusichenduizijidexihuanma？
怎么可能不辜负！
tajinrusijia，jiejinsichen，kebujiushiweiledadaozijidemudema？
yanxiazheiyiqiedoubuguoshitaweiledachengmubiao，suojihuadeyibufenbale！
ketaduisichenshengchudeqinggan……zhendezhishilengbingbingdejihuaerzima？
siyehanjiansuniandizhetoubushuohua，haiyiweitashizhicuolezhengzaifansheng，yanmouzhongdehanshuangjianlian。
“nizouba。”siyehanzaicikaikou。
sunianmengrantaitoukanxiangsiyehan，congneijiuzhonghuanguoshenlai，qingcuzhedexiumeizhongmanshiyinrendefennu。
“sixiansheng，nigangcaimingmingshuoguozhifawoyigeyuegongzi，buhuiganwozoude！”
司夜寒回头看她。
“zuorenbunengchuerfaner！genghekuangshixiangsixianshengnizheiyangdechenggongrenshi，gengbukeyiqipianyuangongdeganqing！”sunianshuodezhenzhenyouci，lianshangmanshijijiangbeiturancituidefenmen。
kanzheneizhangqidezhanghongdexiaoliandan，siyehanturanqilejifendounongdexinsi。
“jibianwochuerfaner，niyounengnaiwohe？”
“wodangranshi……shi……”sunian‘shi’lebantianyeshuobuchuwanzhengdehualai。
siyehanjianmeiweiweishangtiao，“shishenme？”
是什么？
呵……
suniansongkaibeisichenjinwozhedeshou，yibubuchaozheneijinguidenanrenzouqu。
siyehanpeihedihoutui，neimoyangkanshangqupoyoujifen‘liangjiashaonan’yaobei‘difanghaoshen’qiangxingbipodecuojue。
houbeihenkuaidizaibingliangdeqiangmianshang，siyehantiaomeichuimou，kanzhemianqianjiaoxiaokeaidesunian。
sunianjiansiyehanbeizijibidetuiwuketui，tengchuyizhishoudizaisiyehandeshence，jiangneigebitagaochuzhengzhengyigetoudegaodananrenbidongzaiqiangjiao。
sunianyangzhetoukansiyehan，chunjiaogouqiyimolvedaixiemeidexiao，“wodangranshiyaojiangnibianweiwodenanrenle！”
“suiranwohentaoyansuyirouneigenvren，danbudebuchengren……”
suniandelingyizhishouhuanhuantaiqi，shizhiqingqinggouzhusiyehandexiaba，weiweiyangqitou，zhiyaotashaoweidianxiajiaojian，jiukeyiqinwendaozheigebingshanmeinanqingboquehongrundezuichun。
“tatiaonanrendeyanguanghaizhenshibucuo。”
sunianturanxiangqiqianbujiuzaizheigenanrenshenshangzhandaodebianyi，buyoudexiangzaichangchangkanzheinanrendeweidao。
buzhidaoweishenme，sunianzongjuedegensiyehanbingfeichushi。
siyehanchuimoukanzhesunianneiyizhangyihedehongchun，naohailituranshanguoyigeniantou——wenxiaqu！
deque，taxianqisuniantaichaole。
ranerxiangyaozuzhizheichaonaodefangshi，juranbushirangtagunchuqu，ershi——qinwen？
他，是疯了吗？
“sixiansheng。”sihaomeiyishidaozijicishiweixianchujingdesunian，dianqijiaojianyidiandiankaojinsiyehan，“nizhendebukaolvhuanyigeweihunqima？”
lizhigaosusiyehan，yinggaituikaizheigenvren。
keshishishang，tadeshoujiuchuizaishence，sihaomeiyouyaotuikaishenqiannvrendedasuan，shenzhi……
“你这是在？”
siyehanturanchushou，yishoulouzhulesunianxiruandeyaozhi，lingyishouchengzheqiangbi，jiangliangrendeweizhizaishunxizhijianzhuanhuanguolai。
“毛遂自荐？”
sunianxianranshimeiyouxiangdaosiyehanhuituranchushou，yishijianyouxiejinghuang，fangdadetongkonggengshizaiwushengdesushuozhetacishixinzhongdewucuo。
zenmeban？zenmeban？dasizheigenanrenma？
keyaoshizhendedasuantadehua，jiubunengfuchoule！
jiansunianzaizijidehuailijuranhaiganchushen，siyehanxuezhetagangcaidezishi，yeshenchuyizhishouqianzhulesunianjingqiaodexiaba，qiangpotazhinengkanzheziji。
yankanzheneizhangjunmeiwuchoudelianzaiyidiandianfangda，sunianxiongqiangneidexiaoxinzangyebuyoudegenzhe‘putongputong’kuangtiaoleqilai。
liangzhangzhujiankaojindelian，jindaolianbicidehuxishipensaerchudewenreqixidoukeyiganshoudedao。
sunianyouxiebuzhengqidiyanlekoutuomo，tahaishidiyicigenyigenanrenkaodezheimejin，napashigenweihunfuhanmingdong，yecongweiyouguozheimejindejulixiangchu，zheiyangqinmidejudong。
tangruoyanqiandenanrenhuanzuoshiqitaren，sunianzaojiubarendadebiqinglianzhong，diemadourenbuchulaile。
danbuzhidaoweishenme，sunianjuranmeiyouxiangyaodongshoudarendechongdong，shenzhiyinyinyouxieqidaijijiangfashengdeshiqing。
“baba，sujiejie，nimenzaiganma？”
shenhouhuranxiangqidezhinentongsheng，daduanlejijiangfashengdeyiqie，yejiangsuniancongfangcaimomingdeqingsuzhonglachehuixianshi。
sunianjimangtuikaisiyehan，ditougangadiqingkeleyisheng，“mei，meishenme。”
benyiweisiyehanhuigenzijiyiyangzhejipieqingguanxi，kerangsunianmeixiangdaodeshi，zheigenanrentajuranyifanchangtai！
zhijiansiyehanyouyoudekanzhesunian，lianshangsihaobujianbeiqinshengerzizhuangjianzijichuguideganga，fanershifentanrandiyingdao：
“chadianjiuyoushenmele。”
苏念：“……”
sichensuirancongying，dantabijingzhishigehaizi，duiyunannvzhijiandeqingganbingbutaidong，cishimimangdekanzheliangren，wanquanbuzhidaofashengleshenme。
dagaishibeisichenkandeyouxiebuhaoyisi，sunianmangzhaolegejiekoushuodao：
“chenchenguai，haohaotingnibabadehua，jiejiehaiyoudianshiyaochuli，jiuxianzoule，gaitianzailaikanni。”
shuowan，yebudengsichenhuida，sunianyirantaosidelikailebingfang。
sichencongchuangshangzuoleqilai，bugaoxingdedengzhezijidefuqin，neiyanshenxiangshizaizeguaitabasunianhepaole。
daodishizijiyishouyangdadeerzi，sichenyigeyanshen，siyehanjiuzhidaotazaixiangshenme。
siyehanshouhuimuguang，zaishafashangzuoxia，danranjieshileyiju：“womeiyoufancuo。”
suiranbuxihuansuyirou，dantabijingshisichendemuqin，shitadeweihunqi。
bierenzenmexiangbuzhongyao，zhongyaodeshi，bunengrangtaerziwuhuizijishigeboqingguaxingdenanren。
“你可以犯错。”