第1章
我母亲这辈子很苦。
tingwofuqinshuowomuqinnianqingdeshihouzhangdeshifenpiaoliang，shilibacunderendouzhidaowomuqin，suanshiyinweipiaoliangerchumingle，neishihouzhuiwomuqinderenhenduo，haobukuazhangdeshuogenxianzaidexiaomingxingyiyang，zoudaonalidouyourendashanweiguan。
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wokuzheshuo，“woxiangwoma，woyaoweiwomabaochou！”
wofuqinyanjingtonghongdekanzhewo，yishigengyan。
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kandaowofuqinshenbianturanyouzheimeyigenvren，erqiehaidaihuijiale，wofuqinjuranzhaozhibiwodajisuidenvren？？
zheigenvrenzhishilengmodekanlewoyiyan，meiyoushuorenhehua，jiuzhijiekanxianglewofuqin。
wofuqinyiliantaohaodedaizhezheigenvrenhuidaoletadefangjian，erqiehaiguanshanglemen，shiduonianle，wodiyicikandaofuqinxiao，haishiduiqitanvrende，wozhenshilengzhule。