第1章
yuye，panshangonglushangyiliangheisejiaochechongkailehulanzhuangdaoshantishang，chetoubeijibian。
jiashishiderendangchangsiwang，houzuoshanghunshenshixueyiranhunmidenvrenhailaolaohuzhushenxiadexiaonvhai。
yigexiaoshihou，xibumoujunquyiyuannei。
jizhenshidemendakai，jigeyishengchulaizhaixiakouzhao，duiwaimiandengdaidejunqulingdaoyaoleyaotou。
“qingjieai，shenboshita......meiyouqiangjiuguolai。”
jianbangshangkangzhejiangxingdelaozheshentiyizhen，baozhexiaonvhaideshoujinlejin，xiaonvhaimangrandetaitou，sishifanyingbuguolai，daidaidekanzhebaozhetaderen。
xiaonvhaijiaoyunian，chehuoguoshiderenshitadefumu。
jintianshitadeliusuishengri，tadebabayuyianmamashenzhiqiaodoushiqiangxieyanjiusuodegaojigongchengshi。
pingshigongzuohenmang，haoburongyijichushijianlaijitaguoshengri，yijiasankouchuquyouwan。
tuzhongquejiedaojinjitongzhi，tamendexiangmuchulexiewenti，zuoweizhuyaoyanfarenyuan，zhinenglianyewanghuigan。
babamamazaicheshanghaizaigentashuomingnianguoshengribuchangtaqunaerwan，mamahaibaozhetashuoyihouyaoduopeipeita。
“niannian，dengzheigexiangmuwancheng，mamajiutuixialaizhuanxinpeiwodebaobeihaobuhao？”
mamadehuahaiyouyanzaier，tahaimeiyoulaidejishuohua？
biangutusheng，chezidahuashikongzhuangshangleshanbi，babadangchangsiwang，xianzaimamayeqiangjiuwuxiao，zenmejiuzhishengxiatazijileni？
yunianzhishanggaoda180，suirannianjixiao，danhenduoshiqingtadoudong。
lilaojiangjunkanzheyunian，yanshenfuza。
“nianyatou，genwojinqukankannidebabamama。”
yunianshensemuran，lilaotanlekouqi，zheihaizifumugongzuomang，xiaoguniangsuanshitamenkanzhezhangdade，kanzhetazheiyangyeshiyuxinburen。
tayexiangduoliudianshijianjiyunianxiaohua，wentishixianzaiqingkuangteshu。
yuyianshenzhiqiaoshenfenguoyumingan，shichuturanmeiyouliujitamentaiduodeshijianchulizheijianshi。
tamenfuqishidingjiandejixiegongchengshi，chenggonggailiangguoduoxiangjunshisheshi，xianyiyujunquqiangxieyanjiusuo，shibukeduodederencai。
erxianzaitamenfuzedezhongwuqigailiangxiangmuwaijiezhumu，ruguozaizheishihoupuchuxiangmufuzerenqushi，huizaochengnanyiguliangdehouguo。
suoyi，zhinengbaomichuli，jinkuaihuohua。
tamendeguhuixianzaiyebunengjinlieshilingyuan，shenzhilianmubeidoubunengyou。
zheishifashengdeturan，buzhiyunian，jiulianlilaodouyouxienanyijieshou，zhenggeyanjiusuodesunshigengshinanyiguliang。
lilaobilebiyan，baozheyunianzoujinqu。
yuyianshenzhiqiaojingjingdetangzaineili，xuejiyijingbeiqingliganjing，kanqilaigenshuizheleyiyang。
xiaoguniangzhandoudeshenshou，modaoleshenzhiqiaobingliangdelian。
zhidaocike，yizhianjingdaoyouxiedaizhideyunianzhongyukulechulai，haotaodaku。
tingdezaichangderendouxinsuanbuyi，zheigehaiziconghuizaoshu，yehenlijietafumudegongzuo，conglaibukunaozhedarenpeita，dongshidebuxianggexiaohai。
现在，唉。
这孩子......
lilaoxiangzhe，kuchulaijiuhao，kuchulaijiuhao，ganggangzheihaiziyizhianjingdeguofen，xianzaitayesuanfangxinlexie。
yunianbuguanzenmequanzenmehongdoumeiyouyong，yizhikudaoxutuodeshuiguoqu，beililaodaihuilejia。
zheiduanshijiantazanshizhuzailelilaojia，kanqilaisihuhuifule，zhishibiandechenmenle，jibenbukaikoushuohua。
jingchangbaozhefumujitazuzhuangdexiaobijibendiannao，zaifangjianyidaijiushibantian，zhiyoujiaotachifancaichulai。
yunianzhishanghengao，danshibingmeiyouyichuanfumujixiefangmiandetianfu。
fanerduidiannaogengyouxingqu，conghenxiaoduizheifangmianjiubiaoxianchujidadetianfu。
yuniangenzhefumuzaijunquzhangda，junquliziranyeyouzheifangmianderencai，kanxiaojiahuoganxingquyeleyidoutawan，rangtagenzhe。
suiranfumushiqiangxieyanjiusuode，danyunianzheijinianjihudoushizaiwanganbangongshidazhuan。
nandeyujiantianfuzheimehaohaiyuanyixuedehaizi，limianjiweidingjiangaoshouyanranshibaxiaoyuniandangjichengrenpeiyang。
duibiqilaitamenbiyuyianshenzhiqiaofuqigenxiaoyunianxiangchudeshijianhaiduo。
yuniansuiranrenxiao，quehenyouzijidexiangfa，jujuelelilaoxiangsongtashangxuedetiyi，jinlewangansuoxuexi。
zheixienianyunianyizhizaijunquzuowangluoanquanfangmiangongzuo，taduizheifangmiandetianfugaodeheren，youshiyigenengnaizhujimoxuexidexingzi。
dangnianjiaotadeshifumenbeitataokonghou，gengshizhanzhuanyugedajunquxuexitiaozhan，bijingzheifangmiandedingjianrencaiyibandoushilongluozaijunquweiguoxiaoli。
tatianzizhuojue，suirannianjin20sui，yijingshidabianquanjunquwudishoule，zhenggewangansuowurennengchuqiyou。
jingguoneichangbiangu，yuanbenkailanghuopodeyunianbiandechenmoguayan，sihushenghuozhongchulexuexixunlianjiumeiyoubiedelequle。
yuniancongsixuzhongchouli，tanandeyouzheimehuangshendeshihou。
xiangqilaihaoxiangkuaidaotadeshengrile，zheimeduoniantasihumeizenmezhengjingguoguoshengri。
tamendouyiweitashiyinweijiehuaidangniandeshiercaibuguoshengri，qishitazaojiufangxiale，zhishizheixingziyangchengle，hennangaibian。
tabuxihuanrenaodedifang，biqigenrendajiaodao，taningyuanduizhediannao。
xiangdaotagangjiexiadexinrenwu，qujingdouzujianwanganbu，jinxienianwangluoyuelaiyuefada，jingdouneibiandeanquanxitongzhiqianyizhishijunquwangansuozaiweihu。
zheicishangmianyaobolichulaidanduzujianguojiawangluoanquanbu，tadeweizhishibuzhang。
zheiduitadaomeishenmenandu，zheishitadezhuanye。tayecengbeijiediaodaojigexinjunqubangzhezujianguowanganbu，keyishuoshiqingcheshulu。
qishiduizainaershenghuoyunianjuedewusuowei，zheixienianbuguangegejunquzenmeqiangren，tadoukuiranbudong。
zhisuoyiyizhiliuzaizheili，yeshiyinweixiguanleeryi，bingmeiyoutamenxiangdeshenmeteshuyiyi。
youxiangdaolingyijianshi，yunianpoyouxietouteng，gaizenmejujueni？