第四章病根
shaotuileyihou,wohaishiluoxialebinggener。
yiyoulengkongqixilai,jiurenbuzhudekesou,zheinaodaiyijiuxiangshikuaiyaobaozhayiyangdeteng。
weilebumafanbieren,wotoutouquleyiyuankanluoyisheng。
yishengxunwenwojinqikeshiyouguodanaodekepeng。
woxiangqilaisongmingyuanhuilaideneiyitian,beitahuaizhongdeneigejiaodidideguniangtuidaohounaoshaozhongzhongdekezaidishang。
henyoukenengshineiyicibabenjiubuhaodenaozijikehuaile。
“quzuogecigongzhenba!xianzaiyishuzheimefada,kendinghuibanizheitoutengdemaobingzhihaode。”
houlaizuowanlehecigongzhen,dafukanzhewonaodailideyuxue,shuowobixuyaozhuyuanzhiliaole,ruoshibuzhuyuandehua,shuobudingwozheinaodaihuiyuelaiyueyanzhong,zuihouyanbianchenglaonianchidai,sangshisuoyoudejiyi。
womeixiangdaohuizheimeyanzhong,dafushuorangwohuiquhaohaobaozhongshenzi,yinweitashuowoduziliyoulegexiaoshengming。
suansuanshijianyinggaishiyousangeyuele,ganghaojiushisongmingyuanlikaijiazhiqianneiyiwanyoude。
wobashoufangzaidupishang,xianzaidetajiuzhiyouyingbidaxiao,meiyouxintiao,yemeiyoudongdandejixiang。
gangjiwozuoguohecigongzhendeyishengrangwogankuaiqufukejiandanglika,zuihaowenyixia,zuolehecigongzhenjiancha,zheihaizishibushinengliuxia?
“xianzaitahaixiaoni,nimobuchulai,ganjinqufukekankan。”
wozhuazheyishengkaizhedanzi,hunhuneededaolefukezhenshi,waimianquandoushiyangyizhexingfuxiaorongdebaoma,shenpangpeizhedebushizijimamajiushipopohuozheshizijizhangfu,erwoyejiugulinglingyigeren。
baobao,nizhidaoma?zheiyibeizimamaguodetaikule。
mamabuxiangrangniyeguozheiyangderizi。
woshimeiyoujialirenchengyaode,jialideneilianggegenwoyouxueyuanguanxiderenquandouyifuzaiwodeshenshangxixue,bawodeziyouhuanzuotamendezunyanhelianmian。
ruoshinichushengzaizheigejiali,pashidiebutengjiubuai。
ruoshinichushengzaizheishishang,yidinghuiguodehenxinkude,wobuxiangnixiatiandeshihouredezhangchufeizi,dongtiandeshihouhuizhangdongchuang,yiniansijidouzaiweiquanjiaganhuo,haiyaoshouhoumacuotuo。
ruguoshiwozheishenzigumeitingshangjinian,bunengpeizainishenbian,niyougairuhekuaikuailele,ananquanquandezhangdani?
shenzhihaiyaobeineixieshiliyandehaizimenjiangzunyancaizaidishang,duiyuhoumadehaizi,niyaoyantingjicong,yaoxianggewanwusidegongtamenwanshua,xile,nimeiyouzunyan,yegengmeiyoujia。
nibiebuxin,zheijiushinimawocongxiaodaodashenghuodehuanjing。
wozhijieyuyuelemingtiandeqinggongshoushu,kanzhechankedafuyuyanyouzhidehua,woyaozhetouyanjiaoyejichuleleihua。
“wobuxiangtachushengyihouyehewoyiyangzaizheishishangshouku,suoyibulaidaozheigeshijiancaishizuihaodexuanze。”
yishengjiwokaileyaoliudeyao,wonahuijiaquchi,gangchileliangli,jiuzhijuedefubuyouyigunuanliuyaowangxiachong,kenengshihaizizhidaolewodexiangfa,pinmingdexiangyaodikangyaowudezuoyong。
wobazijiquansuozaiyiqi,zheiyangfangfojiunenghewoduzilidehaizitiedegengjin,yerangwozuihouzaibaoniyiciba。
baobeizaihuitianshangdeshihouyidingyaokanqingchua,qianwanbuyaozaixuanwozuonidemamale。
nicongwoduzilichulaizonghuijinglizheishijiandesuoyoukankehetongku,nikeyibuyaoqian。buyaoquanshi,danshiyidingyaohuodemanmandeaiya!
yijuexinglaiwobianfaxianshenjujianchudenainaihezaipangbianyinchenzheliandesongmingyuanzhengzuozaiwodeduimian。
“nainai,ninzenmelaile?”wokandoumeikansongmingyuanyiyan,ershizoudaopangbianwoqilenainaideshou。
zheigejianengjiwoyisiwennuandechulecongqianpianaiwodesongmingyuanjiushisongnainaile。
“woruoshizaibulai,nibianyaobeitaqifusile。duzilihuailehaizizheishierzheimeda,zenmeyeburangrenhuilaozhaitongzhiwoyisheng!”
“shibuxiangyaozheigehaizima?ruoshinihaipayihoutahuishourenqifu,biansongdaowoneiliqu,wozheilaotaiponapashipinlelaomingyehuihuzhuwodezhongsun。”songnainaishuowanbianyanshenshifenxilidekanzhesongmingyuan。
songlaofurenbuduoshuohua,fenfusongyihexiao4haohaozhaokan,wobianhuidaolaozhaiqule。
congqiandewojiuaishuilanjue,meiciqilaideshihou,tazongshihuizaichuangshanghewonaoshangyihuier,yidingyaorangwoqinqinta,caihuiqushangban。
neishihouwozhijuedetaniwai,xianzaidaojuedeyuanlaizheijiushitaduiwodepianai。
tazuozaineiliyiyanbufa,shenqingwenroudekanzhewo,zheidaoshirangwojuedeyouxiehuanghu,haizaixiangxiayuweideshier,shibushizhishiwoxinzhongdehuanying?
woxinhuaiqiji,jiangzijideshoufangdaoletakuanhoudedazhangshang,xiangyutashizhixiangkou,haixiangyaoruanmianmiandehuantayisheng:“mingyuan!”
“ruanjiaojiao,nizenmegande,wodehaiziyoubudenishuodadiaojiudadiao。”taturanehenhendedengzhewo,fangfoxiayimiaojiuyaojiangwodexinganwachulaiyiyang。
“nitangruozairangwozhidaoniduiduzilidehaizizuochushenmeshanghai,nishenbiandezheijigeren,jiuyigedoubieyaole。”