第5章 这些年一直是一个人

zheishisannianlaitadiyicizhishita,danzhishiyishunjiubianyikaileshixian。

tadeyanjingyiruwangxibanqingchewuhei,kantadeshihoubuzaishimanmandeaiyi,youdezhishipingjingdanran。

tadexinzaiyishunjianbiandekongluoluodi,muguangyeanlexiaqu。

“youran,bamaquleaokelanjieyeyehuilai,jialimeiren,nizheijirijiuzhuzaizheierba。”shenshunayanranshiyifuzhangjiedefengfan,chuchuweitakaolvzhoudao,“zaigujiawohainengzhaoliaoni,zheixienianniyigerenzaiwaimianshoukule。”

mingzhidaotahegujinchenyouyiduanguowang,queliutazaigujiazhuxia,ruobushishenshunayizhitengtaaihuta,shenyourandouyaohuaiyitashibushiguyijizijinankan。

suiranshenshunazaihaomenquanziliyouhenhaodepingjia,zhangxiangchuzhong,wenwandafang,danliuzhangfudeqiannvyouzaijiazhongzhuxia,zheishibushitaidafangledian?

zongrantashitademeimei,dannvrenweilehanweihunyindexingfu,budougaijinshenxiaoqima?

tadezuijiaogouqiyimoliangbodexiaoyi:“zheixienianzaijiazhouwoyeshiyigeren。”

tanengzaineigemanjieguilaodemoshengdifanghuoxialai,yijingxuehuiledulishenghuo,hekuangshenjiahaishitadejia,bingqiejialihaiyouyongren。

shenshunaxintengdekanzhetaxiaoshoudelianjia:“youran,womenjiemeiyousannianmeijianle,nandaonijiubuxianghewoxujiu?”

“xujiuyoudeshishijian。”tahegujinchenrujingangadeguanxi,shizaishimeibiyaozhuzaiyigewuyanxia,“jie,anpaisijisongwohuishenjia。”

gujinchenfangxiashouzhongdexingjiucha,nalewaitaozhunbeishanglou,zouleliangbutingxiajiaobu:“shijianbuzaole,jiusuanshiyaozoudengmingtianba。”

shenyouranwangxiangketinglideshizhongbiao,lianshidianbandoubudao,bingbutaiwan,danduishangshenshunaqipandeyanjing,talvelvechenyinpianke:“neidaraole。”

gangtashangtaijiedegujinchenshenxingweijiang,neikeqiqingdandeyuqiyouruyibajianruideliqi,cubujifangdecizaitadexinwo,mentengzhixi。

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shenyouranganghuiguo,shichahunluan,yizhenggewanshangdoushizhanzhuanfance,wufarumian,dengdaotiankuailiangshiqianmianleyihuier。

tajuedingjintianhuishenjia,xinglaihoujiujiangzuowanhuanxideyiwuzhuanghuixinglixiangli,yiqieshoushituodangxialelou。

ketingli,gujinchenchuanzheyishenxiuxiandejiajufuzuozaicanzhuoqiankanbaozhi,tademianqianbaifangzheyibeiniunaiheyifenhaiweikaidongdesanmingzhi。

taweidizhetou,shenserenzhendekanzheshouzhongdebaozhi,tingdaoxialoudejiaobushenghuitoukanleyiyanta,hanleyisheng“lishen”,lishenjianshenyourancongloushangxialai,jiangtadeneifenzaocanbaishangcanzhuo。

shenyouranzoujincanzhuo,zaitadeduimianzuoxia,dandandetongtadazhaohu:“zao。”

gujinchenweiweiyizheng,huiyingdao:“zao。”

tajuedeqiguai,zheigeshihoukuaiyaojiejinbadian,tazenmehaiyouxiandezuozaizheierkanbaozhi,buqushangbanma?

zaocanhegujinchendeyiyang,shiyifensanmingzhi,yibeiniunai,haiyouyifentusimianbao,tazhichileliangkousanmingzhi,jiangniunaihewanjiubaole,choulezhijincalezuijiao。

“zaocanhenzhongyao,nichidetaishao。”gujinchenheshangshouzhongdebaozhi,tadeshiliangzhenshixiaodejingren。