第4章
wokanzhezhouyanshouzhongderentou，youkanlekanjiaoxiadeyitanxueshuisuirou，wobuzhidaogangcaikandaodedaodishihuanxianghaishizhenshide。
womaibunuodongleyixia，yijingyindaowojiaodixiadexuezisuizhewodeyidongnianlianchuleyizhenzhenxuesi，zheishiquequeshishishizhenshide。
keshigangcaineigerentou，mingmingshizaiwodeyanqian，erqieneishengyin，jueduibushiwoxiangxiangchulaide，qingqingchuchudetingzaierduoli，keshi......
wojingkongdekanzhezhouyanzaiqingqingdezhenglizheishitishangdecanzhahesuixie，zhouyandeyanshenzhongdaizheyisisiaiyuanheyihan。
“tabushizisha…ai…”zhouyanmeiyoutaitou，ershidizhetoubianzhenglibianqingshengdeshuodao。
wobuzhidaozheishishuojiwotingdehaishitazaiziyanziyu，danshishuowanzheijuhuahou，zhouyantaiqitou，kanxiangwo。
a，bushizisha，zheijuhuarangwoyixiazihuixiangqiganggangwokandaoneigekepahuamianshihoutingdaodeneijigezi。
wodengdaleyanjingkanxiangzhouyan，gangxiangshuohua，danshiwoyouxiangqizhouyangaosuguowo，bunengshuohua，woyingshengshengdejianghuayanlehuiqu。
“wozhidaonikandaotale，yetingdaole，taxuyaonidebangzhunikan......”zhouyanshuozhe，jiangzhanmanlexianxuedeyizhishoutaiqi，ranhouzhilezhi。
woshunzhezhouyandeshouzhikanqu，zhijianbuzhidaoshenmeshihou，gangcaiaixueroumohudeneiketoulu，cishiyijinghuifulezhengchangdewuguanmoyang。
suiranhaishihenduowuxueheshangkoupamanlelianshang，danshi，woyijingnenggoukanchu，zheishiyigeshaonvdelianpang。
gangcaineijihukuaiyaoconglianshangdiaoxialaideyanzhuzi，cishiyedoubeianzaiyankuangli，neizhangzhangdejiemaoyeweiweideqiaozhe，zhishihaidouzhengzheyanjing，haoxiangshizainushizheiyiqie。
zheishuangyanjing......ruguotahaihuozhe，yinggaishiyigehenpiaoliangdenvhai，yinweineiliangshanjiemaoxiamiandeyanjingzhendehenmei。
“hu......”woshenshendetuchuyikouqi，ranhouliangshouwuzaizijidekoubichu，shengpazijizaijingjiaochushenglai，zheishishenmecaozuo？
“yihuiniyaoshizaijiandaota，nikeyiwenwenta，nigaizenmebangta？”zhouyanyilianpingjingdekanzhewoshuodao。
wenwentagaizenmebangta？zheinandaobushiyijusishime？
wozhangdalezuiba，kanxiangzhouyan，wobuzhidaoyanqiandezhouyanshuozheijuhuashishenmeyisi，dankantadeyangzi，bingbuxiangshigenwonaozhewan。
“......”wodaleyigeduosuo，congwojindaozheililai，wosuokandaodetingdaodeyizhizaichongjizhewodeshijieguan，zheiliyiqiesihudouhewoxiangxiangdebuyiyang。
wodaoxianzaiweizhiyeyizhimeiyoujiangzijikandaodedangchengzhenshicunzaide，yinwei，zhici，wodouyizhihaishigewushenlunzhe。
shenzhiwoyizhidoujiangzheixieguijiuyuwodeyizhilibugoujianding，yidingshizijizaihehuziji，dan，zenmekan，zhouyanyebuxiangshigepianwoderen。
wohuaiyidetaiqishou，zhilezhiziji，ranhouyoukanxiangzhouyanshenqiandeneijushaonvdeshiti。
“woxiangxinninengzuodaode，”zhouyankanxiangwo，zuijiaoweiweiyixiao，ranhoudandandeshuoleyijuhua，jiezhe，ditoujixuzhengliyanqiandeshiti。
wonengzuodao，wonengzuodaoshenme？zhouyandaodizaishuoxieshenme？
cishi，wokandaozhouyanzaidayidiandiandeqinglizheshitishangyijingposuidehepirouningzaiyiqideyifudengzawu。
zhenggequtishang，xiongbuwangxiayijingxueroumohu，zhiyouxiaofubuwangxiadeweizhihaiyougutoulianzhe，shangmiandepirouyijingwanquantuolileshenti。
qingxiezaishentiwaidezangqiguanyefenbuqingnalishinali，yinwei，zhenggefuqianghexiongqiangjibenshangdoukongle，shenzhinengkandaoyigengendeleiguzhizaishentiwaimian......
rucicanliejingsongdehuamian，woshizaiburenxinzaiduokanyiyan，zhenpazijirenbuzhu，suishizaituchulai。
dangwozhunbeijiangshixianzhuanyi，kanxiangyibiandeshihou，naodaihaimeidengzhuanguolaideshihou，wodeyuguangsihukandaoleshenme。
“a......”woxinzhongjingjiaoyisheng，yinwei，woyuguangkandaodedongxiyijingzaimanmandexiangzhewodezhengqianfangyidong。
zheishiyigezhangfapijian，mianbaichunhongdenianqingnvzi，zhengzhengzheyanjingkanzhewo。
“a......”zheiyici，wogubushangneimeduole，dashengdehanjiaoleqilai，tongshi，woshentixiayishidexianghoutuiqu。
keshi，wowanglejiaoxiashiyitanxueshui，yijiaocaizaishangmian，shentiyigeliangqiang，zhijiezuozailedishang。
yucitongshi，wofaxian，zheigezhangfadenianqingnvzijiushitangzaizhouyanmianqiandeneigenvhaier，yinwei，neishuangdayanjingshangmianweiweiqiaozheliangshanjiemao。
“wo，buhuishanghaini......”nvhaizhanzaiyuandi，kanxiangwoqingshengdeshuodao。
ta，daodishisirenhaishihuoren？zenmezheimezhenshidezhanzaiwodemianqian，erqie，shengyinhaishineimedeqingtian？
wozhengzhengdekanzheyanqiandenvhai，zhangzhangdetoufa，zhazheyishuangdayanjing，honghongdezuichun，jiebaideyachi，yishenqianlansedelianyiqun，jiaoshangyishuangbaisedexiezi。
wozuozaidishangyidongbugandong，shixianxiaoxindecongzheinvhaishenshangzhuanyikailai，kanxiangzhouyan。
cishi，zhouyanyijiuzairenzhendezhenglizheineijuyijingcanliedeshiti，sihumeiyouchajuedaowodejingjiaoshenghewoyanqiandezheigenvhai。
“ni，nidaodishi，shishenme？”wojinliangkongzhizhezijibiehanjiaochulai，duosuozheshuodao。
“wozhidaoninengkandaowo，wozhixiangqingnibangwo......wo，wobushizisha…woshibeixianhaide......”nvhaishuozhehua，biaoqingbiandebeishangqilai。
zheidaodishiwochuxianlehuanjue，haishisheizaizheiligenwowanezuoju？
“neigeshiwo，wozhidaozijiyijingsile，kewo，wobuganxin，wobuyaoqiuzenmeyang，zhixiangrangxiongshoudedaochengfa......”
nvhaishuozhe，shangqianyibu，jiezheshenshoulakailezijilianyiqunyexiadelasuo......
“ni......ni......ganshenme......？”jiandaoruciqingjing，buguanshihuanjuehaishiezuoju，zheizhongwanxiaokaibude。
wojiaohanzhezhengxiangshangqianzuzhitalaxiazijidequnzi，xiayimiao，woshenchuqudeshuangshousuolehuilai，wodetongkongjijudeshousuozhe。
zhijiannvhaierlakailelianyiqundelasuo，baixidepifuguoluchulai，yizhishouzhijiechuantoupifushenlejinqu。
qingkejian，xianxuebengjian，qianlansedelianyiqunlimabeixianxueranhong。
“zheili......youdongxi，nibangwo，quchu......”nvhaishuozhehua，zhuanshenkanlekanzhouyandefangxiang，cishi，zhouyanzhengzainvhaishentishangzhenglizhe。
“shenme，quchushenme？”wodashengwendao，yinwei，dangnvhaizhuanshenzaikanxiangwodeshihou，liantongneidiluozaidishangdexianxueyitongxiaoshile。
woganmangzhanqishenlai，zhengzheyanjing，zuzukanleshimiaozhong，taizhenshile......
“chuyi，tashuoshenmele？”wolengshendeshihou，zhouyandehuajiangwoyixialahuilexianshi。
“ta，tashuo......”wogangshuolejigezi，limatinglexialai，wuzhulezuiba。
“xianzaikeyishuohuale......tagennishuoleshenme？”zhouyankanzhewotingxialeshuangshouqingshengshuodao。
“hu......”woshenshendehuxileyikoukongqi，rangzijikuangtiaodexinpingwenleyixia，ranhouzoushangqian，laidaozhouyandemianqian。
wobuzhidaojiexialaihuifashengshenme，zhishikanzhezhouyan，taishouzhilezhishishenshangjianbangxiamiandeweizhi。
“tashuo，rangwobangtaquchulai......”woxiaoshengdeshuodao，shuowan，taiyankanzhezhouyan，wobuzhidaoweishenmetagangcaiyezaizheili，haiyaowenwonvhaigenwoshuoleshenme？
nandaozhiyouwonengkandaozheigenvhai，zhouyankanbudaotingbudaome？
“wolaole，xianzaihenduoshiqingzuobulaile，suoyi，zheigeshihoucaizhaodaoni......shizheiliba？”
zhouyankanzhewogankaideshuoleyijuwosidongfeidongdehua，ranhoushenshouzhilezhishiti。
womeiyoushuohua，dianlediantou，zhouyanweiweiyixiao，suishounaqipangbianzhuozishangdeyibashoushudao。
“chila......”yishenghaosiqiegepaomodeshengyinchuanlai，shishenshangleigukaohoudeweizhibeizhouyandeshoushudaoqiekai。
zheimeqingsongjiujiangpifugurouqiekaile？biqiekaipirougengrangwojingyadebushizheige。
“a，zheishishenme？”dangliantongpirouhexiexugutoubeiqiekaihou，yigeshanzheliangguangdedongxichuxianzaiwomenmianqian。
zhouyanshenshoujiangzheigeliangguangquchu，heranshiyimeishanzhejinguangdejiezhi。