yushengshoubeishangyizhong，taxiayishiniutoukanqu，siboxunzhengcuzhemeitouningshizheta，henshibugaoxingdeningshizheta。
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“我……”
zaitabunuziweidexunchiyanshenzhong，yushengbuzijuedejiuxinxuqilai。
shaohouxiangxiangyoubudui，youxiebuyuedetuikaitadeshou，niutoujiuwangqianchong：“yaoniguan——”
“peng——”deyisheng，huahaimeiluoyintadezhenggeshentidouzhuangzaidianxianganshang。
“zi——”tengdeyushengdaochouyikoulengqi，taniuguotounumuershi，“siboxun，nishibushixiangchaojia，mingzhidaowoyaozhuangzhuzi，nidoubutixingwo。”
siboxunshouhuidangzaiyushengdeetouyushuinidianxianganzhijiandeshouzhang，qingshengshuo：“wojiaozhunile。”
“kenihaishimeitixingwo。”
yushenghenbujiangdaolidekaishibaoyuanta。
siboxunnieleniebeitadeetouzhuangdeshengtengdeshouzhang，pingjingdewen：“nihaihaoba。”
“sibule。”yushengbanyangzhetouchongtafanchuyigedabaiyan，“wosilenixiangqunideqingmeizhuma？wangxiangnini。”
shuowan，yushengzhuanshenjiucaizheqingchendelushuiwangjiadefangxiangzouqu。
“nidengdeng。”siboxunfanyingguolai，fanshoujiulinqitadeyiling，youbatajituolehuilai，“nishuoqingchu，shenmeqingmeizhuma，wokemeineizhongguanxi。”
yushenghoulonglituzhechaofeng：“haisiburenzhangni。ninainaigenwoshuode，tashuoxingyang，congxiaohenijiejiehaiyouniyiqigennibaxueyi，xianzaishixiaoxiangshisanyiyuandeyisheng。nigaozhongbiyehougentadingguohun。zhibuguohoulainiyoulewowo，nibamaxianpinaifu，jiubangnibahunjituile。ninainaihaishuo，taxianzaixiangkaojindiquyiyuan，xianggennidangtongshi，gennizaixuqianyuanni。”
siboxundemeitouyuezhouyueshen。
“wonaizhenshizheimegennishuode？”
“he。niaixinbuxin。bushininaigenwoshuo，wohainengzhidaonidepintoushigeyisheng，haizaisanyiyuandangzhuzhiyishile？”
shuowan，yushengshuaizhelianzibokaitadeshou，touyebuhuidewangjiadefangxiangzou。
siboxunzaicichezhetadehoulingbatajizhuailehuilai。
zheici，yushengzhongyunule。
“siboxun，nizailayixiawodelingzi，wozhendeyaogennidajiale。bieyiweinizhangzhebiwogao，jiukeyisuibianbalawo！”
“wo……”siboxunlianmangfangkaitadehouling，qiheidemouguangjindingzheta，shuo，“shenmepintou，bieluanshuohua。wokeconglaimeigentayoushenme，gengmeiyoudingguohun。zhibuguoshiwonaiyixiangqingyuanbale。wobamayeconglaimeidayingguo。”
yushenghuyidekanzheta：“zhende？”
“我发誓。”
“he。keninainaiyexinshidandandegenwoshuo，nimenliangtanhunlunjia，nidiaorenhuixiaoxiangyeshixiangwanhuita，gentajiehun。zhibuguowoyeyelaizhaoni，nijiuyoubatajipaoqile。”
“zheidoushiwonaishuode？”
“feihua。jiushitagenwoshuode，haishizaihunyanshanglazhewojiangde。”yushenglizhiqizhuangdeshuo，“buranwozuotianxiawuweishenmechadiangentadaqilai？haiqiannuniquanjia，rumanibama？woyoubushichiduolechengdehuang，nigaiqingxingwozuotianmeizaijiuxishangmatalaobusideweilaobuzun，burannizaiwoniangjiamianqiandelianyediujinle。”
shuowanzheixie，yushenghuluandebaizheshoubuzhuntazaichezijihouling，chaozhejiadefangxiangzouqu。
tabayuxifengzuodeshigaosusiboxun，bingbushiweizijibianjieshenme。
zhishiyaorangtazhidao，yiqiedoushiyouyuanyinde。
shangbeizi，yuxifengkemeishaojitashangyanyao，tiaobotaduisiboxundekanfa，rangtayizhihennanjieshouta，buxiangxintashizhendeaizijicaiqudeta。
siboxunzhanzaichenyangzhongningwangzheyushenglikaidefangxiangruoyousuosi。
tadangranbuhuihuaiyiyusheng。
她不会撒谎。
那就是……
siboxunbilebiyan，zaizhengkaiyanshi，maizhexiuzhangdetuichaoxiaomaibudefangxiangzouqu。
yushengcaidaojiamenkoubiantingdaoyuanzilichuanlaijijizhazhadetanhuasheng，wanglimianyikan，shiyuxifengzhengdaizhelingwailianggeerxizaigentangwanshuohua。
zheiyuxifengzhenshiweilaobuzun。
zuotiancaigentachaojia，dalepopo，jintianjiudaizhelianggegenbanlaikandaerziyijiarendexiaohua。
jianyushengchouzhelianjinwu，yuxifengdunshimeishangyixi，yanzhuyizhuanyiranxinliyoulepu，lianmangzouguolaiyingta。
“shengsheng，zheiyidazaodeniqunaerleya。zuotianshiwobuhao，woyemeixiangzhendedani，jiuxianghehuhehuni，jiniliyidianguiju，jiaonizuorenzuobiejiaerxidedaoli。xiwangnibuyaojijiaoa。”
余笙内心：“……”
zheiyuxifengdoukuaiqishisui，haizhennengzuosi。
zuotianyaochouta，yaobushipopohuzhe，aidadejiushitale。
tajuranhainengtianzhelianshuochuzheifanhualai。
chiguozuotiandekui，yushengyejiayixiaochulaishuo：“nanengni。nainai，zuotiangennidingzui，dequeshiwobudui。xiwangnidarenbujixiaorenguo，buyaogenwoyibanjianshi。buguo，jiranwoyijinggenboxunjiehun，tayiqiangennaxiemaomaogougoutanguoduixiangdingguohun，keqianwanbiezaitile。”
“你这孩子……”
yuxifengxiangzulan，danyushengkuaiyankuaiyu，daodouziyiyangbazheixiehuatongtongshuolechulai。
yushenghenshizhijiemingledeshuo：“haiyoua，yebiezaitishenmegongpoxianpinaifu，baboxungenbierendehunshituilelaiquwodehua。zheiyaochuanchuqu，wodelianwangnalige，wozaizheigejia，haizenmelizua。”
zuotianyinweiyuxifengtareleshi。kezheigekui，tabunengchidebumingbubai。jiusuantayoucuo，yeyaorangbierenzhidaozheishiyouyuanyinde。
tangwantingwanhou，lianmangzouguolai，zhuazhuyushengdegebo，yaozheyawendao：“shengsheng，nainaizhendeshizheimegennishuode？”
“shia。haishuoneirenxingyang，congxiaogenbaxueyi，boxungaokaohoujiugenboxundinglehun。”
“ma！”sulailaoshidetangwanchongzheyuxifengbeifendehouleyiju，“nizenmeduiboxundexifushuozheizhonghuani。nizheibushixiangnongdetamenlianglihunma？nizenmezheimehenxinni！nijiusuanzaiyuanwodangnianbudayingzheizhuanghunshi，niyebugaizheiyanghaiboxuna。shengshenga，niyaoxiangxinboxun，tameiyou，tazhendemeiyougenbierendingguohuna。”
zailoushangtingdaozheifanhuadesimeijuanchonglexialai，genzijinainaiduizhi：“nainai，nibahuashuoqingchu。niweishenmeyaogenyushengshuozheizhonghua？yangpingsuirangenwoshitongxue，yegenbaxuexiguojigeyue，keboxunconglaimeigentachuguoduixiang，gengmeiyougenboxundingguohun。”
“我……我……”
yuxifengjianyushengjurantounaoqingxing，bazheixiehuajishuochuanle，bujinlaoliangebuzhu，suoxingnaoxiuchengnudishuo：“wokantajiushigejiaojiajing，tazaiyuanwangwo，wowuyuanwugudezenmehuigentashuozheifanhua。”
shuowan，tajiujiaodimoyoujiliule。
ershenhesanshenjianpoposhiwei，yebuzaikansiboxungenyushengdexiaohua，lijigenzhejiaodimoyou，liudeyiganerjing。
siboxuncongxiaomaibujiyushengmailekuangquanshuihuilai，jiukandaomuqinhejiejiezaiyuanzilibaotoutongku，yushengyouxieshouzuwucuodezhanzaipangbian。
“niyouzuoleshenmehaoshi？”siboxunyiweiyushengqifutamen，bujinqicongzhonglai，henshimeihaoqidedingzhetakan，yanshenfengli。
yushengbuganshiruodenumuershidenglehuiqu。
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