第4章
xiaoyuqinzhetadedingxiangxiaokou，tingjinshenzi：“sangzinei**liuxiadetaier，woyijingrangdaoshilianchengdanyaole，mingribianjinisonglai，nichile，baozhunrongyanyongzhu，shenxingmiaoman。”
wodeshouzhibuzijuedizuanjinzhangxin，xiongxionghenyizaixinzhongfanjiangdaohai。
我好恨......
tajingranyongwodehaizijisongwanzhuyan。
dierri，wozhengzhazhexinglai。
gangheleyiwanqingzhou，taihouyixingrenqishixiongxiongdichongjinwodeqindian。
tadashenghechi：“zhangzui！”
mamayibazhangliandaiwankuai，jiangwoshandaozaidi。
wodieluozaixixidesuicipianshang，fenglidecipianzhajinpirouli，wodengshitengdelenghanlinli。
“qianchaohuangdishengde**zhong！yaobushiduanwangjiuleni，jiangnijizaimingxia，nipeihuozhema？”
“bujiajinweibazuoren，jingganpashanglongchuang，goudewoersanribuzaochao！”
“给我狠狠地打！”
wobaizhelian，jueqiangdebengzhijibei，zuijiaoguashangyisilengxiao。
mingmingjiuxiaoyuyuweinandeshiwo，shiquhaizideyeshiwo，eryutadianluandaofengdequeshisongwan。
pingshenmewoyaotitadanzhehuoguoyangmindezuiming？
taihoujianwobufu，biaoqingyaneyouxianqi，huishoushiyishenbianderenganjindongshou。
wobeibaquwaipao，jiazaimudengshang，datuicudemugunzhongzhongluozaiwoshenshang。
houjianyizhi，xingxiandexuemochongyingwodezui，meirenzhu，wuheidexuepenyongerchu。
gongrenmenjiezaiyipangweiguan，yijujubukanruerderumachuanlai。
“haijunzhuni？kantaguangzhexiashendeyangzi，yuchangjiyoushenmequbie？”
“yuzijideshushutouqing，nengzuochuzheidengxialiushidejiannvren，zaosizaochaosheng。”
“yaobushiduanwangyouconglongzhigong，shiwochaoweiyideyixingwang，tayepeizaigongli？zaojiubeifamaidaoyaozili，beiqianrenqile。”
太后素来恨我。
woshiqianchaogongfeisuosheng，xingdebeiduanwangcongsirenduililaochulaicaideyicunhuo。
tajuedeshiwodeqinshengfuqinhaisiletadezhangfu，chourensizailegongbianli，zheibizhangjiugaiyouwolaihai。
tengtongyaguolewodeyishi，wokaishifayun，huanghujiantingdaoyigejicudeshengyin。
“住手！”
luozaishenshangdegunzijiaranerzhi，xiaoyujiaojidiyibashuaikaizazaiwoshenshangdemugun。
“muhou，duanxionglinsiqianweiyidexinyuanbianshirangsangzihaohaohuozhe，ruoshibatadasile，pashiyaohanletazaijiuquanzhixiadexin。”
taihoushenqingyansu，lenglengkaikou：“nirucihuta，ganshuoconglaimeiyouduizheige**dongguoxin？”
tameitoujinsuo，yandishanguoyisihuangluan，henkuaidiaozhenghaoziji，kanxiangwodeyanshenjinshiliangbo。
“muhouwuhuile，shafuzhichoubugongdaitian，erzizhishixiangliuzhetadexingminghaohaozhemo，rangtaqingyisile，qibubianyileta？”
yuanlairangwoaishangta，rangwohuozhe，yeshitazhemowodeyizhongshouduan。
songwanshangqianwanzhutaihoudegebo，xianqidipielewoyiyan。
“muhou，ninfanbuzheweilege**shengqi，shangleshenziduobuzhidang。”
“zheige**zheibeiziyebukenengjixiaolangshenghaizile，nindanxindeshidoubuhuiyou。”
tajiaoaoditingqiduzi，shoufuzhuzijidexiaofu，lianjiayihong，hanxiudao：“qishi，chenqieyijinghuaitaisangeyuele。”
taihoudunshixixiaoyankai，qinhedifuzhesongwandeyao，yiqunrencuyongzhetamenlikaile。