“wangdafu,ninxiangyaojieqianshima?”
wodiandiantou,qishibenlaibuyongde,keshijiangzhengzhinazoulewosuoyoudejixu。
wogangxiangjieshiyixia,jiubeiqianjingdedaduanle。
“neininyouqianhaima?dajiadouhenkunnan,zhuanqianbuyi,ninyezhidaoninquhetufeidajiaodaoshijiusiyishengba,bu,yinggaishishisiwusheng。”
“ninzheihejieqianbuhaidelaolai,youshenmeliangyangni?”
wolengleleng,anranditou,qianjingdedehuameiyoucuo,shiwoguofenle。
danxiangdaoshenme,woyoulianmangkaikou:“zheishiwobudui,woxianzaijixuyongqian,mafandajiabazhiqianzaiwojiashezhangdeqianhaiwo。”
wohuayinluo,shunjianyouxierendeshensebiandebuziranle。
chaotinghunyong,tanguandangdao,baixingmenguodeburongyi,woxinruan,meishaoshezhang。
haibushangde,woyemeiyoucui。
dajiadouburongyi,meibiyaoduoduobiren。
jiuerjiuzhi,wodezhangbenbiwodeyishugenghou。
woshenzhikeyishuo,chengneiyibanderenzaiwozheilisheguozhang。
zuidade、yeshizuijindeyibishiqianjia。
dangshiqianjingdeyibingchanshen,weilejiuta,wonachulewoweiyiyikebainianlaocanjitadiaoming。
yinweiguanjiashuojiazhongmeiyouneimedexianyin,xiangzhewaimianluanzaozaode。
wojiuxianjizhang,meiyoushouqian。
qianjingdetanlekouqi:“wangdafu,woshuoledajiadouburongyi,ninzheishihourangtamenhaizhangbushibisitamenma?”
kezheibenlaijiushitamenniyinggaihaijiwodea。
我女儿也要死了。
“我…”
huazaicibeidaduan:“genghekuang,ninyanzhichuyibingfangzizhihou,bushishouqianlema?neixieqianhaibugouma?”
shouqianshiyinweiyaomaiyuancailiao,erqiewojichuqudedoushichengbenjia,shenzhizijihaidianlebushao。
zheixierenzhendebuzhidaoma?
“我…”
qianjingdebujiwochahuadejihui,jixushuozhe,wobugainaqiandeyiersangeliyou,zuizhonggaiguandinglun。
“wangdafu,womentongqingninnverdezaoyu,danshuwomenbunengjieqian,erqieyebunengsongninqushanjiao。”
zhouweirenshenyiweirandidiandiantou。
womangrandizhuantou,yankuangtonghong:“kanzaiwojiulenimendefenshang,bangbangwoyebukeyima?”
youjirenburendizhuanguotou,bikailewodemuguang。
“wangdafu,ninzheishixieentubaoba,ninshiyanjiuchuyibingfangzi,keshiwomenfuqianlea,yinhuoliangqilea。ninyuwomenqishibingwuen。”
“dajiajuzaizheilizhishiyinweishan。”
tingzheqianjingdedehua,bushaorenfuhe。
“shia,womennenghuoxialaishiwomenbenjiugaihuo,niyoushenmegonglao?”
“ninverbeitufeidaizou,chunshuhuogai!”
“nixiangrangwomendainiquzhaoshanfei,nibushihaiwomenma?”
“erqieyaoshinizaodianyanzhichufangzilai,wodieniangyebuhuisi,niheninverxianzaizheiyang,jiushinidebaoying。”
wozuozaidishang,yangshizhezhouweirendezuilian,tingzheyijujuedudeyanyu,zhongyurenbuzhuliuzheleidaxiaochusheng。
nannanhuogai?meiyougonglao,quanshibaoying?
woyishengzhibingjiurenmeiyougonglao,meiyouhuanlaisihaoganji,fandaoshichenglewodebaoying?
是我,是我错。
wobuyinggaizhiwangguannengweiguan,wobuyinggaixiangxinrenxinhuanrenxin。
doushiwodeyuchun,caihuirangzaixianzailianjiunannandejihuidoumiaomang。
woyaozheya,yidiandianzhanqilai,yiciliangci……
zhongyu,zaizhongrendegeyideshixiandangzhong,wotingzhibeituozheyitiaocantui,zouchulerenqun。
meirenjiu,wozijiqujiu。
napashisi,woyeyaohenversizaiyiqi。