第3章
womenliangrenyiqianyihoudiquleyishengneili，dangwonazheneixiedanzizouchulaishi，jiaozhuleshaoyubai，“shaoyubai。”
“zenme？”shaoyubaitingxiajiaobuwen。
“yaobubiejianchale。”woniejinshouzhongdejianchadan，“haizideshishunqiziranba，yexuhaibudaoshijian，yexubenlaiwomenzhijianjiubuyinggaiyouhaizi。”
wotailejieshaoyubaile，tamuqianzhishizanshidixuanzelerennai。
womencengjingdeqingfen，heshuangfangfumudeyali，rangtamianqiangxuanzeduiwofuze。
suoyi，wobudasuanjixuzheiduanyijinghaowuyiyidehunyin，gengmeibiyaozaituogewugudehaizijinlai。
guoran，shaoyubaideyanshenanlean，daizhefuzadeqingxu，“huaiyundejuezequanzainishouli，ruguonibuxiang，wobuhuimianqiang。”
wokuxiaoyisheng，tingqilaihaozunzhongwo。
tahewoxiangdeyiyang，wanyiyoulehaizi，womendehunyinqianchegengduo，yihoulihundejilvgengdi，zuligengda。
wobajianchadanrengjinlelajitong，shaoyubaiyeshi。
huiqudelushang，woguyitiqilezhiqiandinghaodesanzhounianjinianrilvxing，qishiwoyijingbuxiangqule，danwoxiangzhidaoshaoyubaidetaidu。
tabimuyangshen，cemiankanguoqubilianggaoting，meigushensui，yangmiankaozaizuoyishang，butaixianghuidawodehuadeganjue。
“yaobubuquleba。”woyoushuo。
“hao，zhenghaogongsimang。”tazongsuankailekou。
tazhihuihuidataxianghuidadewenti，wozhidao。
zheishishaoyubaideshoujixiangleqilai，takanleyiyanhou，zhijieguadiao，keduifangsihubuganxin，yilianfalehaojitiaoxinxiguolai，congwodejiaodukanguoqu，mimimamadexiaozuowen，danshiwokanbuqingneirong。
wodangzuomeikanjian，yinweizheibushidiyicichuxianzheizhongqingkuang。
shangyishizaiyudaoheshanshanzhiqian，woheshaoyubaizhijianyijingchulewenti，yuelaiyueguadandeganqing，hetashengyichangshangdefengchangzuoxi，rangwomenzhijianzaojiuwuhuakeshuo。
“yaokanma？”taturanwenwo，chunjiaodehuduyouxiefengci。
“meixingqu。”wokanzhetadiguolaideshouji，niutoukanxiangchuangwai。
taxiaoleyisheng，bashoujisuishourengzailezuoyipangbian，ranhoujixubimuyangshen，duiyuwodefanyingmeiyoutaiduoxingqu。
tabuguanshiwaimaohaishijiashi，doushifenyouyue，conggaozhongkaishidaoxianzai，youyiduinvrenxiangyaopujintadehuaili，napaxianzaitajiehunleyewusuowei。
buzhidaoheshanshannengbunengjieshouzheiyidian。
shaoyubaibawosongdaojialihou，tahaiyaoqugongsi，wojiaozhuleta，“shaoyubai，jiwobangexiaoshi，womenliaoyiliao。”
suihouwanghaoxiache，woheshaoyubailiuzaicheshang。
woshenxiyikouqi，xiadinglezuihoudejuexin，wenletayigewenti，“nihaijidewomenjiehundediyinian，nihewotiguoyicilihunma？”
shaoyubaimilemiyanmou，kanxiangwo，quemeiyoushuohua。
neiyicishitaheduolejiudeqingkuangxia，genwotilihun，tachengrentaduiwoyijingmeiyouzuichulianaishideganjue，zhishiwomenyijingzoudaolezheiyibu，bujiehunhaoxiangduibuqisuoyouren。
wodangtaheduole，renzheneixindenanshou，weitahuanyifu，paojiejiucha。
diertiantahaoxiangwanglezheijianshi，woyebuzaitiqi，jiudangmeitingdaotadezhenxinhuayiyang。
“yaobu，womenlihunba，wozhidaonizaojiubuaiwole。”wozhuangchusatuocongrongdemoyang，fengqingyundandizhunbeiweiwomendehunyinhuashangjuhao。
zaiwohaimeiyoubeitichujudeshihou，zijitichufangqi，bujinkeyibaozhuwodezunyan，hainengbashitaikongzhizaibaofazhiqian。
shaoyubaideyanlishanguoyisiyouandeguang，xujiu，tacaikaikou，“womuqianmeiyoulihundedasuan，womenzhijianqueshishaole**，danshiwomenbenlaijiubuzhishiyinwei**caijiedehun，bushima？”
tapingjingderangwojuedezhixi。
tashishaojiadejichengren，congxiaojieshoudejingyingpeixunrangtayangchengleliyizhishangdesiweifangshi，napaxianzaitamingmingxinlideneigerenbushiwo，tahaishihuiweileguquandajuerjianchirennai。
yidanwomenlianggeyaolihun，shaojiahesongjiazhiqianqiansiwanlvdeguanxi，jiuyaoyiyibaicheganjing。
nan，zhendehennan，erqieliangjiarenkenengyincierfanlian。
zheidoushiwoheshaoyubaibuyuanyikandaode。
“你还爱我吗？”
suiranyijingzhidaodaan，danwohaishiwenlechulai。
cengjingdeshaoyubaishiaiwode，taaiwodeyangziwojianguo，wojide，tahuiweiwodeyijuhua，feiquguowaipaixiawoxihuandexianglian，zaiwoshengrishi，maitonggongtongdepengyouweiwosongjingxi......
qishi，tazuoguohenduoaiwodeshi。
kexianzaiwoningyuantaconglaimeiyouaiguowo，qimahuixiangqilaiwobuhuizheimexintongheyihan。
ranhou，wojiukeyihaobujiujiedixiaosalikai。
“buyaowenzheizhongyouzhidewenti。”takanchuwoyanjinghongle，naizhexingzidadao，“womenbushiguodetinghaodema？ruguoshiyinweiwaijieneixiechuanwen，neimedakebubi，doushijiade。”
wokanzheta，zhijuedetadeshuocishifenkexiao。
tabuyuanyilihundehua，duiwolaishuo，shengxiadejiuzhiyoumanzhangdejianao。
“zongzhi，nihaohaokaolvyixia，buguannishenmeshihouxiangtongle，xiangyaolihun，wodouhuidaying。”wozhidaozaishuoxiaquyemeiyong，burujitayidianshijian。
shaoyubaichajuedaowoshitielexinyaolihun，liansehenchen，tabuzaishuohua，wozeshidakaichemenxialeche。
——
jinye，shaoyubaihaishimeiyouhuijia。
womeiyouxiangyiqianyiyang，dianhuaxinxixunwentaqulenali，heshenmerenzaiyiqi。
以后也不会了。
linshuiqian，woshoudaolefangxiaohanjiwofalaidexinxi，yiduanshipinli，shaoyubaipangbianzuozheyigemeiyandenvren，liangrenzhengzaihejiu。
fangxiaohanyoufalaiyitiaoyuyin，“niheshaoyubaidaodizenmehuishi？zenmetayuelaiyuexianggedanshenguizu，niyuelaiyuexianggeguafua？”
suoyourendoumeiyouxiangguo，yiqizhangdadeqingmeizhumaxiuchengzhengguohou，quejianxingjianyuan。
wofalegeshipintonghuajifangxiaohan，tamiaojie。
chuletazhiwai，haiyoujigetade**mei，wobutaishuxi。
“re，nikanneibian。”tashenshoujiwozhilezhiduimian，dengguangxia，shaoyubaizhengheqitarentanxiaofengsheng，tashenbiandenvrenshibushihuizaitaerbianshuojiju，tatingwanhouweiweidiantou。
fangxiaohanshengpawokanbuqingchu，tedibashoushendelaozhang，henbudecoudaoshaoyubaimianqianqu。
“xiaohan，wowennigeshi。”wodezhuyiliqishibingbuzaishaoyubaishenshang。
“啥？”她问。
“nibamalihunshi，nimaqingdeneigelvshiniyoulianxifangshima？nengbunengtuijiwo？”wojuedezaodianzhaogelvshizuozhunbeibijiaohao。
fangxiaohanneibianshiqingba，meiyouchaonaodeshengyin，zhiyouzhuchanggeshouyouyudesangyinchangzhege，“kenicengjingneimeai**mayanchuxijie，wogaibianchengshenmeyangzicainengyanhuanyanjuan......”