第一章我嫌脏
“chuxiaojie，qingwenninhaiyoushenmeyaofenfudema？”
zuozaijingtouqiandechuyuanweiweiyileng，chuangwainuanchengdeyangguangdazaitamingxianxiaoshoudelianjiagushang，gengxiandijifenqichu，xushiguangmangtaiciyan，chuyuannanshoudimiqileyan，huanleyihuihoukaikou，shengyinshayadixiangshijumutouyiyang。
“youde。”chuyuannachuyifengjingmeibaozhuangdexin，“mafandengwoqushihou，liantongzheigeyitongjiwodezhangfushenshize......xiansheng。”
neisangezikazaihoulongli，chuyuangengyandilihai，taditoukanzhezhenhenmibu，shoudejihuzhishengxiagutoudeshouwan，yanjingsuanchudilihai，wangrigaoaoshangyangdeyanweicikequebeipibeinongliedifugaizhe，meijiaodeneikezhiruoyinruoxian。
shenshizeshuodedui，taxianzaideyangzi，xianggui，bu，lianguidouburu，nanguaishenshizeduitaqizhirubilv。
“haode，shenxiaojie，womenhuizunzhaonin......”
“dengyixia。”chuyuanqishen，yinweishengbingdeyuangu，chuyuanshenmeliqi，shuangtuiyinyinfazhan，tatonghenzheiyangbukandeziji，quehaowubanfa，chuangwaidexiangrikuishengkailemanyuanzi，jincancande，kexi，tadeshengmingbunengxiangxiangrikuiyiyangyingzhelierishengfangle。
chuyuanshuo，“woqushihou，nengrangshenshizequwomuqian，zaihuayifuxiangrikuima？”
lvshilengleyixia，zheiyanghuangmiudeyaoqiuzaitadezhiyeshengyazhongyeshiwensuoweiwen，danhaishizunzhongta。
yizhenfengchuilai，raoluanlechuyuandesixu，xingrongkugaodeyanjinglihuranshanguoyidaoguang。
likailvshishiwusuodeshihou，chuyuandefeiyinyinzuotong，menmendezhixiganyongshanglai，chuyuanlaibujisikao，zhandouzhexiaoshoudezhiyougutoudeshoucongbaolifanchulaiyipingzhitongyao，hezhewenshuihexiaqu。
yaowankazaihoulonglideshihou，chuyuanhaishitongchuleyanlei。
chuyuanhenzaojiuchajuedaolezijihuxidaoyouyiyang，yikaishishichuanbushangqi，houlaishicheyedekesou，zuihou，takanzhezijikechulaidexianxuezhishengxialezhandou。
tadefeiaishixishouledaliangershouyandaozhide，gangheshenshizejiehundeshihou，taweilejishenshizepaoyewu，latouzi，meishaopeineixielaozongyingchouhejiu，mantianxunrendeyanweili，taduobukai，bibude。
tayiweizheiyang，jiunengrangshenshizeduokantayiyan，napazaibuxihuanta，yenengxiangjingrubin，bicizunzhong。keshenshizeyagenjiubuyuanyizhengyankantayiyan，dantameiqinei，haishimeitianlakehu，tantouzi，zheikeyicicidejianchi，meinengdenglaishenshizedezhumu，daoshixiandengdaolefeiai。
yanleishunzhelianjiayidiyididiwangxialuo，chuyuantaiqishou，pinmingdicazheyanlei，danbuzhidaoweishenme，jintiandeyanleixiangshizenmedoucabuwanyiyang，liantongxinzangdougenzheyiqizhandou。
tazixushiyigehenjianqiangderen，danzheiyike，lianrijizandeweiquhebuganhaishijiangtaneidiancuiruodezixinjidifenshensuigu，lianyifugujiadoupinbuqilai，lierizhaozaitayinweitengtongerniuqudemianjiashang，gewaidizhuoren。
neipingyaohenguanyong，chuyuandaojiadeshihou，shentishangdetengtongyijingxueruoleqifen，nachuyaochikaimendeshihoushi，xiangshichajuedaoleshenmeyiyanghunshenjiangying。
“kada”yishengzhuankaimensuo，menkouliangshuangzhengqidebaifangdexiezijiuzheimehaowufangbeidicitongzhechuyuandeyan。
yishuangballyde，yishuangyljingdianhongdigaogenxie。
gezheliangshanmen，chuyuanhaishiqingchuditingdaolelianggerenhuan.aideshengyin，xiangshiyibadaoyaoshengshengdibatadezizunpichengliangban，naozihaimeizhuanguowandeshihou，shufangdemenyijingbeituikaile，chuyuanjiuzheimehaowufangbeidihechuciduishangyan。
“jiejiejintianzheimezaohuilaile，wohaiyoushi，neiwojiuxianzoule。”chucigangadiraoguotashenbian，guangzhejiaodiandaoxuanguanchulinzhexiejiuzou。
“nijintianzenmezheimezaohuilai？”shenshizedazhelingdaicongfangjianchulai，miansebuyue，xiangshiduitazheimezaohuilaiyouxiebuman。
楚辞是她的亲姐妹。
dangzhetademianbazijideqinjiemeidaidaozijidehunfangzuoyundong，yigezhangfuduiqizizuidadewuruyebuguoyuci。
chuyuanyanjingfasuan，tazaojiuzhidaochuciheshenshizedeguanxibuzhengchang，dantazheshishimeixiangdaoshenshizekeyizuodezheimejue，zaineizhangtacengjingchongjingguowushumeihaodehunchuangshang，shengshengdisi.lietadezizun，jiulianzhaonvren，yeyaozhaohetazhangdeyoubafenxiangdenvren！
为的就是侮辱她！
tamenjiehunwunian，tameishimeikedouxiangzheyaozenmewuruta！
xinlixiangshiyazheyikuaishitou，rangtazenmedouchuanbuguoqilai，chuyuanwuzhexiongkounulirangzijideqingxupingfuxialai，mingmingbudaoyigeyue，tajiukeyichediziyou，tajiulianzheiyiyuedoudengbujilema？
pianpianyaozaizheigeshihou......tajiannanditunyanleyikou，xujiumeiduoshuo，shenshizebushuangdeshengyindichendizaitaerbianzhaxiang，“chuyuan，nierduolongle？wohenishuohuatingbujian？”
congjiehundaorujin，tajiumeiyouzunzhongguota，fandaoshita，xiangshiyigeshuaibudiaodeyingziyiyanghenbudeshishikekegenzaitadeshenhou，chuyuanzhijuedekexiaohekebei。
tashenxileyikouqi，shuo，“shenshize，nizaiwaimianzenmegaodouxing，biebarendaijialilai，wobuxiangrangwairenshuiwodechuang，woxianzang。”
这是她最后的底线。
danzheijuhuasihushichudaoleshenshizedenilin，zhuanshunjian，tadelianshangshanguojingcaideyanse，henhendizhuazhuchuyuandegebo，qiangzhididaoleqiangshang，yanlishibaonudeyinleng，“nixianzang？chuyuan，niyoushenmezigexianzang？niganjing？niketaigaokannizijile！”
nanrendelidaohenda，chuyuangenbenzhengtuobukai，quanshenshangxiaxiangshisanjialeyixia，mimimamadetengcongshouwanchuyicunyicundifangshexingchuanbianquanshen，chuyuanmeitouzhoudihenjin，yongjinliqiqubainanrendeshouzhi，tongdiyanleibengchulai，“shize......nifangshou......fangshou......”
danshenshizewanquanbutingtadeaiqiu，baijingxiuzhangdeshouzhisisidiqiazhetadebozi，chuyuanbaidaofaguangdebozilikehongle，“chuyuan，zheiyiqieniyingdede，niwanglema？congqian，nijiushizheimexiurujinyuede，xianzaizhibuguobaoyingdaonishenshangleeryi，chuyuan，nisibuzuxi！”
jinyue......jinyue，youshijinyue......
chuyuanheshenshizejiehundeshihou，yougefangzaixinjianshangdenvren，danbishi，chujiadeshiliqiangda，shenshizedikangbuguojiazudeyaoqiu，quleta，buchulianggeyue，jinyuezaiguowailishi，congci，shenshizejiuhenshangleta。
yizhihendaoxianzai，jiulianchuci，doushishenshizezhuanmenzhaolaibaofutade！
buzhidaoshenshizeshishenmeshihoulikaide，chuyuantanruanzheshenzikaozaihongmujiajupang，bozishangyizhenyizhenditeng，liandaizheyanleidouguntangdihuaxialai，yidiyididiluozaitadeshoubeishang，huachengleyishengzichaodexiao。
buguantazenmezuo，zaishenshizedexinli，tajiushiyigehaisitabaiyueguangdezuiren。
yibeizidoujijijinyueshuzui。
keshitameiyoushijianle，yishengshuo，tadeshentizuiduozhinengchengyigeyue，zhangdao27niandeneinian，tazongsuanshimingbaile，shenmejiaoguoyitian，shaoyitian，ketaheshenshizejiehundewunian，congweiganshouguoshenmeai。
她怎么能甘心？
chuyuanqiangchengzheshentishangdetongchupaqilaideshihou，shenshizezhenghaocongloushangxialai，yijinghuanleyitaoheisedexizhuang，tachuanxizhuangdeyangzihechuyuanjiyizhongyiyangyingjuntingba。
chuyuanhurantaitoujiaozhuleta。
黑色的皮鞋一顿。
“niyouxiangganshenme？”shenshizedichenzhesangyinlenglengdiwen。
taconglaijiumeiyouzhengyanqiaoguota，jiulianshuohuayezongshijiaqiangdaipaode，danxianzaidechuyuanyijinggubushangneixie，anxiaxinliduonianjiyadekuchu，chongzhejichuyigenankandexiao，“shenshize，wochengquannimen，danwoyouyigeyaoqiu。”
“nixiangaijinyueyiyangaiwoyigeyuehaobuhao？yigeyuehou，womenlihun。”