第1章

youshiyinianqiyueban,cunluoli,suichukejiandexiaohuodui,lvlvqingyanpiaoqi,kongqizhongjiazazhezhiqianfenshaodeqiwei。

yuesemenglong,shuyingposuo,chanmingbuduan,shibushichuanlaijishenggoujiao。

wonazheyidiehonghongdezhiqiandunzaimenkou,mianqiandehuoguangjiangwodelianshaodefatang。

wokanbudaodeshi,lianjiaxiahechu,jipianbaiseshelinyishanerguo,erwozhishiganjuelianjiafayang,shenchushouzhualezhua。

meiniandeqiyueban,nainaijiuhuirangwojijialishiqudezhangbeishaozhiqian,leidabudong。

qishiwoyudaoguoliangjianguaishi,zhenggerendeshenghuodoufashengletianfandifudegaibian。

woyinxiangzuishendeshi,zaiwobasuineinian,jialibabaxiangyaobafangzichailezhongjian。

jieguozaichaidijishi,faxianleyiwoshe,mimimamadepanraozaiyiqi,qingde,baide,heide,gezhongshedouyou。

看的人心慌。

yeyenainaishuosheyouling,quzoujiuhao,danwodangshibeihehuaile,zhijiehunleguoqu。

babayishiqiji,zhijieyibahuobashequanbushaosile。

zineitianqi,wochangjiajiueyunbuduan。

babadangwanbiansizailecesuoli,diertianbeirenfaxianshi,hunshenqingzi,bianbuyaohen,shuangyanfanbai。

yikanjiushibeisheyaoside。

mamabeitongyujue,zhenglibabadeyitishi,babadezuiliturancuanchuyitiaodashe,mengdiyaozhulemamadehoulong。

之后,妈妈也死了。

erwoyenantaoeyundejianglin,wanshangdeshihou,wotangzaichuangshang,zonghuimengjianyitiaojumangjiangwochanraoqilai,neizhongzhixideganjuerushenlinqijingyiban。

erwodeshentiyekaishimomingdechuxianshelin,wohaipajile,diyishijiangaosuleyeyenainai。

yeyenainaiyehaowubanfa,kanzhewozhitanqi,pingshijingshendousoudeyeyefangfoyishunjiancanglaolejishisui。

zhihouwomeitianwanshangdouhuizuoemeng,meicimengjingdouhuibeibutongdesheshasi。

erqiexinglaihou,wofangfozhendebeishezhemoguoyiban,hunshenqingzi,lianjiayouxiezhongzhang。

yeyekanwozheiyangbushibanfa,fangfoxiadingleshenmejuexin,lijiachuqulesantian。

santianhouyeyenahuilaiyichuanhongsheng,shangmianxizheyigexiaolingdang,yeyebangzaiwojiaoshang,congneiyihouwojiuzaiyemeiyouzuoguoemeng,yiqiedoufangfomengjingbansanqule。

suiranwoduoguolezaihuo,danneixiesheshizhongbuyuanfangguowo,zhuanerquzhemochangjiaqitaxuemai。

changjiazaicunliyeshiyigebudabuxiaodejiazu,zisunzhongduo,zheixienianbeineixieshenaode,sidesi,shadesha。

zuihouzhishengxialewozheiyigexiaobeihaicunhuozhe。

dierjianguaishijiushiwoshishibasuishi,yejiushizuotian。

wanshangwotangzaichuangshangshuijueshi,shuimengzhonglaidaoleyipianxuwuzhidi,yitiaopanshanjusheningshizhewo,wobeihedebugandong。

huranganjueyiguqingliangshunzhewodexiaotuihuanhuanwangshangpa。

zheisheyigaiwangridezuofeng,zheicishenzhikeyiyong‘wenrou’laixingrong。

qingliangdeganjuexiangshizaifumoyiban,manmandepashangdewodexiaofu,panxuanzaineili,shenzhihaixiangwangwoduzilizuan。

shibasuidewo,zaoyibushibuanshishidexiaonvhai,shunjianmingbailezheishexiangganshenme。

danshiyeyezaoyiqushi,rujingaizhaosheijiumingni?

diertian,yejiushijintian,wobashiqinggaosulenainai。

nainaishuo,xianrangwobazhiqianshaole,ranhouxiawudeshihoudaiwoquzhaogebicundemashen。

mashenshigebicundeshenpo,huiyixieshenqidedaofa。

zhouweicunziliderendouzhidaochangjiabeishebaofudeshi,douliwojiayuanyuande,qichumashenyebuyuanrangwojinqu。

wozhanzaimenkou,kanzheyanqiannianlaotishuaidelaoyu。