youshiyinianqiyueban,cunluoli,suichukejiandexiaohuodui,lvlvqingyanpiaoqi,kongqizhongjiazazhezhiqianfenshaodeqiwei。
yuesemenglong,shuyingposuo,chanmingbuduan,shibushichuanlaijishenggoujiao。
wonazheyidiehonghongdezhiqiandunzaimenkou,mianqiandehuoguangjiangwodelianshaodefatang。
wokanbudaodeshi,lianjiaxiahechu,jipianbaiseshelinyishanerguo,erwozhishiganjuelianjiafayang,shenchushouzhualezhua。
meiniandeqiyueban,nainaijiuhuirangwojijialishiqudezhangbeishaozhiqian,leidabudong。
qishiwoyudaoguoliangjianguaishi,zhenggerendeshenghuodoufashengletianfandifudegaibian。
woyinxiangzuishendeshi,zaiwobasuineinian,jialibabaxiangyaobafangzichailezhongjian。
jieguozaichaidijishi,faxianleyiwoshe,mimimamadepanraozaiyiqi,qingde,baide,heide,gezhongshedouyou。
看的人心慌。
yeyenainaishuosheyouling,quzoujiuhao,danwodangshibeihehuaile,zhijiehunleguoqu。
babayishiqiji,zhijieyibahuobashequanbushaosile。
zineitianqi,wochangjiajiueyunbuduan。
babadangwanbiansizailecesuoli,diertianbeirenfaxianshi,hunshenqingzi,bianbuyaohen,shuangyanfanbai。
yikanjiushibeisheyaoside。
mamabeitongyujue,zhenglibabadeyitishi,babadezuiliturancuanchuyitiaodashe,mengdiyaozhulemamadehoulong。
之后,妈妈也死了。
erwoyenantaoeyundejianglin,wanshangdeshihou,wotangzaichuangshang,zonghuimengjianyitiaojumangjiangwochanraoqilai,neizhongzhixideganjuerushenlinqijingyiban。
erwodeshentiyekaishimomingdechuxianshelin,wohaipajile,diyishijiangaosuleyeyenainai。
yeyenainaiyehaowubanfa,kanzhewozhitanqi,pingshijingshendousoudeyeyefangfoyishunjiancanglaolejishisui。
zhihouwomeitianwanshangdouhuizuoemeng,meicimengjingdouhuibeibutongdesheshasi。
erqiexinglaihou,wofangfozhendebeishezhemoguoyiban,hunshenqingzi,lianjiayouxiezhongzhang。
yeyekanwozheiyangbushibanfa,fangfoxiadingleshenmejuexin,lijiachuqulesantian。
santianhouyeyenahuilaiyichuanhongsheng,shangmianxizheyigexiaolingdang,yeyebangzaiwojiaoshang,congneiyihouwojiuzaiyemeiyouzuoguoemeng,yiqiedoufangfomengjingbansanqule。
suiranwoduoguolezaihuo,danneixiesheshizhongbuyuanfangguowo,zhuanerquzhemochangjiaqitaxuemai。
changjiazaicunliyeshiyigebudabuxiaodejiazu,zisunzhongduo,zheixienianbeineixieshenaode,sidesi,shadesha。
zuihouzhishengxialewozheiyigexiaobeihaicunhuozhe。
dierjianguaishijiushiwoshishibasuishi,yejiushizuotian。
wanshangwotangzaichuangshangshuijueshi,shuimengzhonglaidaoleyipianxuwuzhidi,yitiaopanshanjusheningshizhewo,wobeihedebugandong。
huranganjueyiguqingliangshunzhewodexiaotuihuanhuanwangshangpa。
zheisheyigaiwangridezuofeng,zheicishenzhikeyiyong‘wenrou’laixingrong。
qingliangdeganjuexiangshizaifumoyiban,manmandepashangdewodexiaofu,panxuanzaineili,shenzhihaixiangwangwoduzilizuan。
shibasuidewo,zaoyibushibuanshishidexiaonvhai,shunjianmingbailezheishexiangganshenme。
danshiyeyezaoyiqushi,rujingaizhaosheijiumingni?
diertian,yejiushijintian,wobashiqinggaosulenainai。
nainaishuo,xianrangwobazhiqianshaole,ranhouxiawudeshihoudaiwoquzhaogebicundemashen。
mashenshigebicundeshenpo,huiyixieshenqidedaofa。
zhouweicunziliderendouzhidaochangjiabeishebaofudeshi,douliwojiayuanyuande,qichumashenyebuyuanrangwojinqu。
wozhanzaimenkou,kanzheyanqiannianlaotishuaidelaoyu。