第5章

第5章

linshangyushicongzhulineibiantingdao**xinyuchushide，dangshitarenhaizaimeiguo。

linshijituanyougehetonghenzhongyao，xuyaotazaixiangxianchangkanzhe。dengdaoqianhaohetong，zhulijiushuoqingkuangbushineimehao，talimamaijipiaohuojihuoliaofeihuilai。

rengangxiafeiji，tingdaotazaishengjiabieshuo，jiuganleguolai，qizhongdaodifashengleshenme，linshangyuhaimeilaidejiqulejie。

**xinyuduishengyinzhoudeai，jihushirenjinjiezhi。zaimingzhidaozheiduanganqingbukenenghuodexingfudeqiantixia，haishizhimibuwu，feiepuhuodikukujianchizhe。

yijianchijiushi3nian，ruguolihunnengneimeqingyidehua，tadejianchicaishizhendexiaohua。

tidaoheshengyinzhoulihundeshiqing，**xinyushensebushihenhao。

taneilengmodeyanshen，bishihaizainaohaizhongpanxuanzhe。

linshangyujitadiguoquyibei**shui，tawozaishouli。

**xinyumeiyouhuida，linshangyuyebuzheji，anjingdengzhetahuida。

tazhidao，tahuishuo。zhishixuyaoshijian。

“shangyuge......”**xinyuminminchun，bashuidiguoqujita。taheshengyinzhouzheiduanhuxiangzhemodehunyinzhong，youtaiduodeshimoyuanwei，wufaduanshijianyongsanyanliangyugaozhita，tashenxiyikouqi，henlongtongdishuoleju，“dagaishizheimeduonianle，woaileile，yezugoule。”

fangqizizunaileta4nian，zaitayanlitajiushidaotiededufu。jiranruci，burujiudaozheijieshu。

xiangdaoneigeshiqudehaizi，**xinyubuyoudeyankuangfanhong。

takukujianchi3niandehunyin，zuihoudelaidezheige。

taleiyanposuo，fumozhefubu。

tadoubucengganshouguo，haizichuxianzaizheili，haizijiuzheiyangmeile......

linshangyukanzheshangxinyujuede**xinyu，zhangzuibuzhidaozenmeanweita。

gancuibizui，zaibingfanglianjingdipeizheta。

“xinyu，genwoqujiangchengshenghuoba。”linshangyusisuoliangjiu，huanhuanshuodao。

tanachuyifengxinjita，“zheishi**shushujiniliude。”

**xinyudailengdijieguoxinfeng，youtingjiantashuo，“**shushuzhidao，nishineizhongbupengnanqiangbuhuitouderen，taainisuoyixiwangninengzhuiqiunixiangyaode。zheijinianli，nideyiqietadoukanzaiyanli。”

**xinyuzhandouzheshuangshoudakaixinfeng，chouchulimiandexinzhi。

「babazuiaidexiaoyumao，jianziruwu。

xiaoyumaoxinkule，babazhidaonizheijinianhenburongyi，niyizhidouzaikukujianchizheyiduanshibaitoudingdehunyin。

neigenisilitaoshengjiuhuilai，cengduinixunuodagege，wuluntashifoujideni，shifoujidenuoyan，womenxiaoyumaoshounuole，aitazheimeduonian，yezugoule。womenyumaohenlebuqile！

nideaihenweida，weidadaoshengyinzhoubupeiyongyou。

nimamayishiqingxingdeshihou，zonghewoniantaozhe，tadanxintadeguniangyihouhuichiku，rangwoduojiniheananliuhoulu。

tazongshuo，tazhiyouzainikanzheshengyinzhoudeshihou，nengzainideyanlikandaoguang。jirannirenweitashinideguang，neinijiuquzhuisuizheidaoguangba。

houlaiwomenzhidao，tashinirenweidexingfudefangxianghezhongdian。jiranruci，womenzuoweifumude，ziranshiyiwufangudizhichini。zheiyeshiwomendangfumuweiyinengzuode。

xiaoyumao，bababuzhidaonideainengzhichengniduguoduozhangshijian。babashentibuyunxukanzhenniqingxing，suoyibabazuihounengjinizuode，jiushijiniliuhaohoulu。

dangnikandaozheifengxindeshihou，jiudaibiaoniyijingshiwangtoudingle，yejiandaoleshangyu。bababuxiwangniliuzaibeicheng，jinixianzaijiangchengzhibanlefangchan，yejiniheananliuxiayibibufeidezijin，zugounimenkuaileduguoyibeizi。

gongsinishushujiuxihuanjiunazouba，bababuxiangnichengshouneimeduo，shenwaizhiwujiusuitaquba。

babahemamaxiwangniheanandoujizhu，bulunwomenshifouhaizainideshenbian，nimendouyaoyongganmianduizheigeshijie。wohemamayongyuanzhichinimendejueding。

xiaoyumao，niheananshiwohemamaliuzaishijiedeguang，womenbuqiunimenwanzhangguangmang，zhiqiunimennenganwenkaixinduguoyusheng。

zuihou，qingyongyuanjizhu，babamamaainimen。

**衡远绝笔。」

kanwanzheifengxin，**xinyubeileishuimengzhushuangyan。

huixiangcongqian，tashiduomederenxinga？

qingchunnianshao，mingmingshenbianxuanzeneimeduo，yanlixinliquezhiyoushengyinzhou，qitarenkaojindoubunengjieshou。

daohoulai，gengshifeishengyinzhoubuke。

fumucongkaishigezhongzhizhi，zhizhiwuguo，houlaiquanlizhichi。

tazoudemeiyibu，doushitazaifumupushehaodedaolushang。

yaoshinenghuidao15nianqiandeneigeyewan，**xinyuxiang，tabukenengjiushengyinzhou。

ruguodangshi，meiyouchushoujiushengyinzhou，taderensheng，jiubuhuineimekebei。

yebuhuiyinweitadeyijuchengnuo，feitabuke，zuihouluoderujinzheibutiandi。

kerujin，shiyizhici，tahuihenyemeiyouyong。

linshangyushishikaikou，“**shushushengqianlailejiangchengyitang，yifangmianshijiniheananzhibanfangchan，yifangmianshijiwojiaodaiyixieshiqing，haiyoujiangzheifengxinjiaojini。xianzaiwodouzuodaole。”

tataishoushiqutadeyanlei，“xinyu，nigaizhangdale，nibunengyibeizidoushineiyang。**shushuxiangniheananxingfukuaile，niting**shushudehuayici，weizijihuozhe。wohuiyizhizainishenbianfuzuoni，dengniwanquannengjienazheigeshijie。”dudangyimian，zaiyebuxuyaowo。

**xinyuditou，kanzhefuqindeziji。

huoxu，taheshengyinzhoudegushi，zuijiajiejujiushitayuanzoutaxiang。errenlaosibuxiangwanglai。

xuyu，**xinyukaolvqingchu。

“hao，shangyugege，woheniqujiangchengshenghuo，yihouzaiyebuhuilaile。”

tabiyan，yanqianshanguoxingxing**deren，yijifashengguodeshiqing。

yeshishihouhebeichengdesuoyoushuozaijianle。

jieweizaizheili，yebusuanshitainankan。

buguanjintianlinshangyuyoumeiyoulai，tadoujuedinghaole，denghaolezhihoulikaizheili。

yaomequfoluolunsazhao**xinan，yaomezhaogeanjingdifang，guotadexiaorizi。

zuihou，taxiangzailikaiqian，qujianneigeaile15niandenanrenzuihouyimian，dangzuoshizheigegushidejieju。weineiduanganqingshuoyisheng“zaijian”，jineichangcishengbukenengyuanmandeaiqing，huashangyigeshuyutadejuhao。

**xinyuzaiyiyuanzhulebangeyuecaichuyuan。

bishibeichengxiadaxue，chengshiliangbianlvhuadaishangfugaishangleyicenghouhoudexuehua。

songbolushangjiangeyiduanjiushiyitanshuizi，neishixuehuadehenji。

**xinyuguozheweijin，zhishenburufengxuezhong。

身影单薄惹人怜惜。

shoujizaicishixiangqi，shitashushu**hengshandedianhua。