第四章
wominzhechun，woqueshixiangguo，ruoshitazhidaolewodecunzaiwojiulikaizheili。shashou，zhiyouhuozaibubeirenzhixiaodedifang，cainenganquan。napatashiyigeshouwufujizhilidexiazi，duiwozaobuchengweixie。fuxiaoyangzhetou，youshenmezibailingxiahualuo，dijinlewodezhangxin。zheiciwofenqingle，neishixiaoxiazideyanlei。zheidileitouguopiroujingu，tangjinlewoxinlideyigejiaoluo，wocongsirenduilipachulai，lianjiuyifutongpitiegu，lengyingxinchang，neijiaoluodagaishiwoshenshangzuihourouruanganjingdedifang。我愣愣地抚上心口。tazhanshengdao：“wojiudangbuzhidaonidecunzai，nixiangkanbiankan，kebukeyi……kebukeyi，buyaoliuwoyigeren？”banshangwuyan，wominzhechun，zhuanshenchuqu。fuxiaodeshoutingzaibankong，haiweichizhewozhewoyixiudemoyang。wotizhereshuihuilaishi，jiukanjiantaweichizheneigezishi，kudehunshenzhandou。wojiangshuidaojinmupen，kanzhekudenanguoderen，buzhidaogaizenmeban。wodeshijielimeiyoukulederengaizenmechuli。wozhizhidaorenfenhuorengensiren。xiangqituzixinqingbuhao，chibuxiafanshi，fuxiaojiushibatuzibaozaihuailishunzhetuzimao，tuzixinqingjiuhaole。yushi，wojiangfuxiaobaojinhuaili，shunzhetademofa，xiangzherangtaxinqinghaoxie。fuxiaojiuzhewohoubeideyishankudekuaiyaoqijue。woxunsizheyaobuyaojiangtadayun，haorangtaxieyixie。shoudaozaitabaixidehoubojingbihualeyixia，wojiufangqile。我下不去手。wosuoxingjiangtabaozaihuaili，rangtakugetongkuai，jiusuanyunguoqule，yehuiyunzaiwohuaili，buhuidiaodaodishangqu。fuxiaomaishouzaiwohuailikulehenjiu，zuihouzhichuanlaiyiliangshengchuoqi，dantahaishimeiyoutaitou，tasangyinranshangkuqiang，menshengdao：“ni……buzoule？”woshunzhetashibushiyizhandebei，dao：“womeidifangqu。”woquqizhijie，dizhetadexiaba，jiangtadeliantaiqilai，penglepengbeiyanleijintoudebailing：“nihaonengku。”fuxiaobaixideerjianshunjianbiandetonghong。womengdejiangtadahengbaoqi。tayishengjinghu，jiangzhileshenzi：“zuo……zuoshenme。”我道：“洗澡。”
