xiaozhenshoufujianver,yaoqinglehenduorenquchixijiu。
qinqingbuxihuanshejiao,dandanweidetongshidouqu,tabuchuquxiandebuhequn,yushimianweiqinanqule。
daolejiudian,tongshilazheqinqingqukanxinren。
xinrenzaimang,tamenzhikandaolebaizaiyanhuidatinglidezhaopian。
tongshibuyoudewen:“xinlangshiheshuoba。”
qinqingquetuikaitongshideshoushuo:“woquyixiaxishoujian。”
budengtongshifanyingguolai,qinqingfeiyiyangdezoukaile。tameiyouquxishoujian,ershizhaolegejiaoluojizhaopianshangdenanrendadianhua。
tadexiannanyouzenmeyaogenbierenjiehunle?
qinqingganjueyaozhixi,danhaishiyongchengnianrendejueqiangnuliweichizhejiazhuangdelengjing。
dianhuatongle,budengqinqingkaikou,heshuoshuo:“baoqian,woyinggaizaodiangennijiang。”
“weishenme?”qinqingfaxianzijideshengyindoudelihai,bujinaonao。
“zhangxihuaiyunle。wobixuduitafuze。”
“nimenshenmeshihoukaishide?”
heshuochenmoleyishun,tanqidao:“dagaiyinianqianba。”
一年前?
“nihaijideme?yinianqian,nifaxiaodexiyanshang,zhangxicenggennidatingwodeshiqing?”
qinqinghuixiangqilai,queshiyouneimeyihuishi。zhangxiyeshitadefaxiao。faxiaojiehun,henduofaxiaodouqule。
“neitianzhihoutajiumeitianjiwodadianhua。wohenfanta。ketajianchibuxie,zhengzhengyiniandoumeifangqi。lianggeyueqian,tashuotashengri,yaowozuihoupeitayici。woxiangzhezheiyiniantayeburongyijiudayingle。jieguo,womenfashengleguanxi。”
heshuoshuodepingjing,qinqingtingdeganchangcunduan。
“qingqing,duibuqi,nishihaonvhai,shiwopeibushangni。”
“去死。”
qinqingzhijieguaduanledianhua。taxianglaishigehepingderen,lianjuzanghuadoubuhuijiang。kezheihuiertahunshenmaohuo,zhixiangbiaozanghua。
tacongmeixiangguohuiyudaozheizhongcaodandeshiqing!
怎么能这样呢?
至少跟她说一声啊。
说个分手很难吗?
weishenmeyaobatamengzaiguli?
yingshengshengbatabianchengyigebaichi!
qinqingxiangzou,kehunyanchangdihenda,yishijiantaxiangwutoucangyingyiyangluanzhuang,buzhidaogaihequhecong。haozaitongshikandaota,batalahuijiuzhuo。
“nishouzenmezheimeleng?”tongshifawen,xiayishitaishoumoqinqingdenaomen,“zenmele?bushufume?”
tongzhuodetongshimenfenfenkanguolai。
“是不是着凉了?”
“yaobuhedianreshuinuannuan?”
mianduitongshideguanxin,qinqingyingshicongyafenglijichuyijuhua:“wojiushidayimalaile,meishide。”
dayimalaile,xuanmiaoyouhaoyongdejiekou。tongshiyitingjiubuzaiduowen。shenbiandetongshiqudaolebeireshuijiaotanuannuan。
qinqinglenglengdebaozhebeireshui,renshouzhewuzangliufubeiyanleiqinshidetongchu。
tabunengku,jueduibunengku!
qinqinggenheshuoshidaxuexiaoyou。heshuobiyehoukaodaoashishiyedanwei。qinqingzaizhenshanggongzuo。liangrenzaiyicihuanjingzhenggaihuiyishangzhongfeng,huxiangliuledianhuahaoma。zhihouyinweigongzuodeguanxijingchanglianxi,yilaierqujiuquedinglelianaiguanxi。
heshuoshuotabuxianggongkai,danxinyingxianggongzuo。qinqingjuedebugongkaiyehao。bijingzaiyigexitonglishangban,wanyiliangrenfenshou,chuanchuquyingxiangbuhao。
lingwai,yidanliangrengongkailianqing,jialikendinghuicuizhejiehun。heshuoshuotazanshimeiyoujiehundedasuan。qinqingxiangtayebuzheji。
liangrenyipaijihe,kaishiledixialianqing。
算一算也快两年了。
genheshuozaiyiqidediandiandidi,lilizaimu。heshuoshuoguodehua,biaoguodetai,suoyoudeyiqieyiqie,douxiangdianyingyiyangzainaohailihuifangzhe。
heshuoshuotafanduihunqianxingxingwei。qinqingjiulaolaoshishidegentajingshenjiaoliu。
heshuoshuotabuxihuanbeipangrenkuitanyinsi。qinqingjiupeihetatandixialianqing。
heshuoshuotabuxihuanchidao。qinqingmeicifuyuedouhuitiqianbanxiaoshidao。
qinqingxiangbutong,meiyoujiehundasuandeheshuoweishenmezhuantoujiuhebierenjiehunle?
“晴晴?”
qinqingbeishenbiandetongshijiaohuishensi。
“nihaihaoba。”tongshiyadileshengyinwendao。qinqingbuxiangsaoledajiadexingzhi,tayaojinyaguandianlexiatou。
hunliyishikaishi。heshuogenzhangxizaitaishangjieshoubinkezhufu。
nancainvmao,tianzaodishe。
qinqingzhijueciyan,zhaxin。
ketabunengzenmeyang。tayaoweichiyigechengnianrendetimian。
xinniangxinlanglaijibinkejingjiu。
zhangxikandaoqinqingxiaodegenxiangrikuiyiyang,hailazheqinqingdeshoushuo:“wonenggenheshuozaiyiqihaiyaoxiexieni。”
qinqingmunedekanzhezhangxi。
zhangxixiaoxiao,qinnidewanzheheshuodegebo,“neitianyaobuqingqingsongwo,wokendingjiuchidaole。”
qinqingkanleheshuoyiyan。heshuohuibileshixian,duizhangxishuo:“haiyouhenduobinke,womenquxiayizhuo。”
“neiqingqing,nichihaohehao。”zhangxishuowanjiuwanzheheshuozoukaile。
tongshihaoqi,lazheqinqingwenshenmeqingkuang。qinqingzhanglezhangzui,zhijuesangziyanhuolaladetengdejin,xinkouyedudehuang,yigezidoushuobuchulai。
qinqingxiangqi,tacengdazhangxideshunfengchequshilikaihui。zhangxituranshuoqitayuehuiduixiangdeshiqing。tashuoyuehuiduixianggenqinqingshiyigexitonglide,haishuojianguoqinqinggentazaiyiqi。
lingwai,faxiaodexiyanshang,qinqinggenzhangximingquebiaoshiguoheshuoyijingyounvpengyou。kezhangxihaishicongbiechudatingdaoleheshuodelianxifangshi。
suoyi,zhangximingzhitagenheshuodeguanxihaijieru?
huiyiyuezixi,zhusimajijiuyueduo。
yuanlaishitayanmangxinmang,jingmeiyouchajuechulai!
zhangxidefumuguolaijingjiu。
yizhuorenzhanqilai,qinqingyejuzhejiubeigenrenshuo“gongxi”。chaojiweixindehua,ketabudebushuo。renjiadexiyanshang,tazongbunengshangxinkubizi。duodiulian。
raner,nanshoushizangbuzhude。
yibeijiuxiadu,qingxujiukaishishikongle。
“nibushilaidayimame?zenmenenghejiu!”qinqingkusexiaoxiao,chenshenbiantongshibuzhuyi,youhediaoleyibeijiu。
“ai,nibunengzaihele。”
“meishi。dajiagaoxing。”qinqingjiuyishangtou,yayideqingxukaishicongsimianbafangyongchulai。talazheshenbiantongshideshou,shuo:“woconglaimeifaxianjiuzheimehaohe。”
同事们都笑了。
“jiushigehaodongxi,danbunengtanbei。”shenbiandetongshibajiubeinakai。qinqingshenshounalegebitongshide。manmanyibeihongjiuyikouqiguanxiadu,tongshimenkuxiaobude。
“suanle,nandeqingqingxianghejiu,jiurangtahegegou。”tongshimenzhidaoqinqingshigehenneilianderen,shuohaotingdianchengshuwenzhong,qishijiushimen。zheizhongrenxihuanbaqingxuzangzaixinli,mianshangfengdanyunqing,xinliqianchuangbaikong。
tongshimenbusha,kanchulaiqinqingyouqingxu,jiuyouzheta。
zhuchirenrechangdeshihouyaoqingbinkechanggezhuxing,qinqingyishoujiupingyishouhuatong,cong《fenshoukuaile》changdao《xiaosan》,zhijiebazhangxijichangkule。
“qinqing,nifengleme。wodehunli,nichangshenmexiaosana。”
jiujingshangtoudeqinqingfangfokandaolexiaoxilongqideduzi,zhijiebashoulidejiupingzazaidishang,“nijiushixiaosana,weishenmebunengchang?”
heshuoshangtaiquan,zhijiebeiqinqingshanleyibazhang。
“fuxinhan,gunyuandian。”
“qinqing,nipingshenmedaren!”
zhangxiqugenqinqinglilun,beituikai。
heshuojimangbaozhuzhangxi,nuduiqinqingdao:“zuoweiyigechengnianrenhaiqingnilizhiyidian。”
理智?
“nishiwonanpengyoua!nigenbierenjiehunle,wodoubuzhidao!nihaiyaoqiuwolizhi?”qinqingnazhehuatong,suoyoushengyinjingguofangdachuanbianleyanhuidatingdemeiyigejiaoluo……
全场炸了。
qinqingzhijuedeerbianwengwengzuoxiang,yanqiantianxuandizhuan……
tatuiyiruan,pianzaizheishidaolexiaqu。