第一章

1983nian,shanghaigangkou。

“呜呜——”

mingdibuduanzuoxiang,liuxueguilaidelunchuantingkaozaigangkou。

xixirangrangderenquncongchuancangyongchu,sisankailai。

songzhixiachuanzhebaichenyi,dalabaku,linzheyikouhesepixiang,duzizhulizaidukou。

她重生了。

zhongshengzaishangbeiziganggangliuyangguilaideershiliusui。

takanzhezhouzaoshuxiyoumoshengdeyiqie,xinqingfuza。

zuoweiyiminggongchengshi,taxinzhongyouyiguyouranershengdezihao。

yinweiershiduonianhou,tadezuguohuigengjiadefuqiangminzhu。

“宋知夏。”

yishengqingliedeshengyinchuanguocaoza,chuanjinerduo。

songzhixiakanguoqu,jiujianyigechuanzhebanzhengjunzhuang,shencaigaotiaodenanren,zhanzaijiefangca-10kacheqian。

zhengshitadezhangfu,gujingshen,xianrenhongjianlvtuanzhang。

zheishi,yusongzhixiajiebantongxingdetongchuangbujindaqu:“songtongzhi,neibushininanrenma?zhidaonihuilaijiulaijieni,nimenzhenenaia!”

爱吗?

songzhixiachuilechuiyanmou,meiyoushuohua,zhishikanzhenanrenchaozijizoulai。

shangbeizihegujingshenjiehunliushiduonian,tayizhiweizhetazhuan,weitayunyulesangehaizi,taduizijiyeyizhijingzhongyoujia,shijunqudemofanfuqi。

kehoulaitatitazhengliyiwushi,jingfanchuletaduonianlaixiejichulianluwanqueyizhimeijichuqudemianhuaixin,caizhidaogujingshenyizhimeiyoufangxiatadechulian。

dangchuzhishiyinweiluwanchengfenbuhao,zhengshenmeiguo,tamencaimeinengjiehun。

ertahegujingshendejianmianhejiehun,zhishiweiletadeqiantu……“zaixiangshenme?”

gujingshenwenzhe,zirandejieguolesongzhixiashoulidepixiang。

zhangxinyikong,songzhixiadexinyegenzheqifulexia。

takanzhegujingshenyaoleyaotou:“xianshangcheba。”

shuowan,bianlvxianshangleche。

gujingshenshenmehuadoumeishuo。

cheshang,songzhixiawangzhegujingshenlengyingdecelian,qianshifaxianzhenxiangshidesuanseheweiqudouyongleshanglai。

henkuai,tashouhuishixian,naodailideniantouyeyuelaiyueqingxi。

taxiangnongmingbaishangbeizishibushilindaosi,gujingshendoumeiyouaiguoziji?

shishenjian,chetinglexialai。

shuxidehongzhuanfangyingruyanlian。

zheilibushijunqujiashuyuan,ershigongchengshisushe。

qianshitajiuyizhizhuzaizheili,zhidaohuaiyun,caibanjinjunqujiashuyuan。

jiangujingshendakaichemenyaoxiache,songzhixiakaikou:“woshinidejiashu,nandaowobuyongsuijunma?”

gujingshenlengleyixiashuo:“jiashuyuantiaojianchaxie,yebufangbian。”

宋知夏没说话。

qianshitaganghuiguoshihegujingshenyouxieshengshu,buxiangretayanqi,bianshenmedoumeiwen,quantingtadeanpai。

kexianzai,tabuxiangzuoyigeshenmedoubuzhidao,beimengzaigulideshazi。

“但我想去。”

duishizhong,gujingshenshenshenkanletayiyan,chenmodiguanshangchemenjiangchekailechuqu。

ershifenzhonghou,jiefangca-10shirulejunqujiashuyuan。

gujingshennaleyaochidakaimen。

songzhixiagenzaitashenhou,haimeijinmen。

jiujianwunei,luwanyinglechulai:“jingshen,nihuilaile?”

jiandaotadeneiyike,songzhixiadexintouxiangshibeizhongzhongchuileyixia。

neicengzhexiubuhaoxiangyixiabeijiekai。

tataitoukanzhegujingshen,shengyinseran:“ta……jiushinishuobufangbiandeyuanyinma?”