“peiyanlishibuduizuichusedebing,taaiwohuwo,chongwochengxiaojiaoqi。”
“womenxiangjingrubin,yishixingfu。”
“woxiwangtazhangmingbaisui,fuzewannian。”
shangmiansanjudoushishenzhiyidehuangyan。
但曾经是真的。
……
1970nian7yue,haidaojunqu。
“saozibieshuile,shaoxiaoxiaxunle!”erbianxiangqijingbeiyuanjidongdeshengyin。
shenzhiyiyunyunchenchendizhengkaiyan,yanqianshixiaxiaodetuzhuanbangongshi,chuangtaishangzailepenlvzhi,muchuangsuizhefenggazhizuoxiang,reliujuanjinlai,puzaishenzhiyidelianshang。
yizhenmenrerangtahuanglehuangshen,tabukezhixindidaliangzheyanqianchangjing。
zhidaokanqingcongmenwailai,shenzheshangbaixialanjiushihaijunzhuangdepeiyanlishi。
tacaizhongyuxiangxin,zijizhongshengle。
zhongshengdaojiajipeiyanlidedisinian,laihaidaosuijundediyinian。
sanshiyisuidepeiyanli,yishenrongzhuangzaishen,shenzitingbaxiuzhang。
meimujunyi,shangweizhedeqixipumianerlai。
shenzhiyixinzangpengpeng,shangxialiangbeizi,zaijiandaotayiranxiaoluluanzhuang。
yourenshuo,tayibeizidoushishaonv,huaichunziranzhengchang。
nanrendishangyikuaitang,zaitayanqianhuanglehuang:“zhiyi,womengaiqutuoersuojieajinle。”
peiyanlideshengyinwenrou,mouguangquelinglideyisibugou。
“zheishimeiziweierde,woconggebishaoxiaoneiernade。”
shenzhiyikanzhetang,xinliqueyongqiyipianfuza。
tahaishibazijidangxiaonvhai,napazhibizijidabasui。
shangbeizi,zhidaokuaiqushishi,shenzhiyicaizhidaopeiyanliquziji,zhishiwanchengfumudelinzhongyizhi——
quta,dangtazhenzhengyiyishangdejiaren。
napatamenxiangjingrubin,xingfuyishi,youlesangeraoxisajiaodehaizi。
tayijiuzaizijiderijibenlixiedao。
【沈同志林同志:
woyiwanchengnimendeyizhi,qingnimenfangxin,zuzhijinhouyehuihaohaobaohushenzhiyi。
henbaoqian,wozhinengjishenzhiyiqinqing,jibuleyisiai。】
tayizhiyiweideshuangxiangbenfu,yuanlaizhishidanxiangsi。
taduizijidesuoyouhao,yequandouyuqingaiwuguan。
qutuoersuodelushang,peiyanlizaiqian,shenzhiyigenzaihoumian。
liangrenyongyuandoubaochizhezhiyouyibudejuli。
tiansejianwan,wanxiaguazaitianbianhongtongtongyipian。
napatazuibalidehuameitangyousisidetian,suanqueqinjinlexinli。
shenzhiyichuizhetou,zaixiangshangbeizizijigaobaishi,tahuijueshishuodeneijuhua。
“nihaixiao,budongaiqingbingfeirenshengdebixuanxiang。”
tarenbuzhuxiang,zhonghuoyishi,zijihaiyaogentaxiangjingrubinzhidangmofanguoyibeizima?
“yihoutianqiyuelaiyuere,jiubuyonglaijiwosonglvdoutangle。”
peiyanliturankaikoulahuileshenzhiyisixu,tataimouwangzhelunkuoxilidenanren。
taxiangshuo:zhishisonggelvdoutang,buxinkude……
kexianzai,shenzhiyiquerugengzaihou。
peiyanlibuxihuanta,suoyibuxiangyougengduodeqinmi,yezhengchang。
“hao,yihoubusongle。”
shenzhiyiyaxiafanyongdegengsai,meiyouxiangcongqianneiyanggentasajiaoshualaifeiqubuke。
“baba!mama!wodengnimenhaojiule!”
youtongdeshengyincongbuyuanchuhuankuaixiangqi。
wangzhedadadapuxiangpeiyanlideerziajin,shenzhiyiandandemouguangyouliangle。
zhishimeiyouaieryi,youbushiguobuxiaqu……
“womenajinjintianwandekaixinma?”
peiyanliyibabaoqiajin,xiaozhenielenietaderoulian。
ajinlalelashenzhiyideshou,hudebieqizui:“momojintianbukaixin,doubuhewowanle。”
momoshiajinzaituoersuowandezuihaodepengyou。
shenzhiyiqianjintarouhuhudexiaoshou,renyoutahuangahuang:“weishenmeya?”
ajinyixibizi,lazhetawangpeiyanlishenbiankao。
“momodebabamamazuotianchaojiale,tayizhizaiku。”
hualuo,ajinrenzhenkanxiangpeiyanli:“baba,niaimamama?”
shenzhiyiyileng,xinbuyouditileqilai,wangxiangpeiyanlimanshijinzhang。
peiyanlimeihuida,chakailehua:“weishenmeturanzheimewen?”
“momoshuotabababuaitamama,suoyitamenyaolihun,yihoutajiumeiyoujiale。”
ajinshuowan,lianshangxiemanlenanguohedanyou。
shenzhiyidaoxileyikouqi,zhitingpeiyanliwenshenganweiajin:“ajinfangxin,bababuhuihemamalihunde。”
tameiyouhuida,zhishijilehaizifuzedechengnuo。
shenzhiyi,nidaodihaizaiqidaishenme?
yijiasankouzoudehenman,ajinyijingpazaipeiyanlijiantoushuizhele。
“achen,momotabamazhendezainaolihunma?”
tingshuotamenqingmeizhuma,congxiaojiedewawaqin,pingriliyeshimofanfuqidaibiao。
erqieshangbeizizhidaozijiqushi,doumeiyoutingshuoguozheiliangrenyounaolihundeqingkuang。
weishenmezheibeizi,turanjiugaibianleni?
“ng,youxierizile,yinggaimashangjiuhuiyoujieguo。”peiyanlidandanhuida。
shenzhiyiyaoyabujie:“weishenme,wojidetamenganqingyizhitinghaode……”
peiyanlishenmouyuanwang,danmodeshengyinzuanjinshenzhiyideerduo。
“fumuanpaidehunyin,meiyouzhenai,helaizhangyuan。”
“xishenggerenyizhidehunyin,lihunshibiranjieguo。”