第1章

“peiyanlishibuduizuichusedebing,taaiwohuwo,chongwochengxiaojiaoqi。”

“womenxiangjingrubin,yishixingfu。”

“woxiwangtazhangmingbaisui,fuzewannian。”

shangmiansanjudoushishenzhiyidehuangyan。

但曾经是真的。

……

1970nian7yue,haidaojunqu。

“saozibieshuile,shaoxiaoxiaxunle!”erbianxiangqijingbeiyuanjidongdeshengyin。

shenzhiyiyunyunchenchendizhengkaiyan,yanqianshixiaxiaodetuzhuanbangongshi,chuangtaishangzailepenlvzhi,muchuangsuizhefenggazhizuoxiang,reliujuanjinlai,puzaishenzhiyidelianshang。

yizhenmenrerangtahuanglehuangshen,tabukezhixindidaliangzheyanqianchangjing。

zhidaokanqingcongmenwailai,shenzheshangbaixialanjiushihaijunzhuangdepeiyanlishi。

tacaizhongyuxiangxin,zijizhongshengle。

zhongshengdaojiajipeiyanlidedisinian,laihaidaosuijundediyinian。

sanshiyisuidepeiyanli,yishenrongzhuangzaishen,shenzitingbaxiuzhang。

meimujunyi,shangweizhedeqixipumianerlai。

shenzhiyixinzangpengpeng,shangxialiangbeizi,zaijiandaotayiranxiaoluluanzhuang。

yourenshuo,tayibeizidoushishaonv,huaichunziranzhengchang。

nanrendishangyikuaitang,zaitayanqianhuanglehuang:“zhiyi,womengaiqutuoersuojieajinle。”

peiyanlideshengyinwenrou,mouguangquelinglideyisibugou。

“zheishimeiziweierde,woconggebishaoxiaoneiernade。”

shenzhiyikanzhetang,xinliqueyongqiyipianfuza。

tahaishibazijidangxiaonvhai,napazhibizijidabasui。

shangbeizi,zhidaokuaiqushishi,shenzhiyicaizhidaopeiyanliquziji,zhishiwanchengfumudelinzhongyizhi——

quta,dangtazhenzhengyiyishangdejiaren。

napatamenxiangjingrubin,xingfuyishi,youlesangeraoxisajiaodehaizi。

tayijiuzaizijiderijibenlixiedao。

【沈同志林同志:

woyiwanchengnimendeyizhi,qingnimenfangxin,zuzhijinhouyehuihaohaobaohushenzhiyi。

henbaoqian,wozhinengjishenzhiyiqinqing,jibuleyisiai。】

tayizhiyiweideshuangxiangbenfu,yuanlaizhishidanxiangsi。

taduizijidesuoyouhao,yequandouyuqingaiwuguan。

qutuoersuodelushang,peiyanlizaiqian,shenzhiyigenzaihoumian。

liangrenyongyuandoubaochizhezhiyouyibudejuli。

tiansejianwan,wanxiaguazaitianbianhongtongtongyipian。

napatazuibalidehuameitangyousisidetian,suanqueqinjinlexinli。

shenzhiyichuizhetou,zaixiangshangbeizizijigaobaishi,tahuijueshishuodeneijuhua。

“nihaixiao,budongaiqingbingfeirenshengdebixuanxiang。”

tarenbuzhuxiang,zhonghuoyishi,zijihaiyaogentaxiangjingrubinzhidangmofanguoyibeizima?

“yihoutianqiyuelaiyuere,jiubuyonglaijiwosonglvdoutangle。”

peiyanliturankaikoulahuileshenzhiyisixu,tataimouwangzhelunkuoxilidenanren。

taxiangshuo:zhishisonggelvdoutang,buxinkude……

kexianzai,shenzhiyiquerugengzaihou。

peiyanlibuxihuanta,suoyibuxiangyougengduodeqinmi,yezhengchang。

“hao,yihoubusongle。”

shenzhiyiyaxiafanyongdegengsai,meiyouxiangcongqianneiyanggentasajiaoshualaifeiqubuke。

“baba!mama!wodengnimenhaojiule!”

youtongdeshengyincongbuyuanchuhuankuaixiangqi。

wangzhedadadapuxiangpeiyanlideerziajin,shenzhiyiandandemouguangyouliangle。

zhishimeiyouaieryi,youbushiguobuxiaqu……

“womenajinjintianwandekaixinma?”

peiyanliyibabaoqiajin,xiaozhenielenietaderoulian。

ajinlalelashenzhiyideshou,hudebieqizui:“momojintianbukaixin,doubuhewowanle。”

momoshiajinzaituoersuowandezuihaodepengyou。

shenzhiyiqianjintarouhuhudexiaoshou,renyoutahuangahuang:“weishenmeya?”

ajinyixibizi,lazhetawangpeiyanlishenbiankao。

“momodebabamamazuotianchaojiale,tayizhizaiku。”

hualuo,ajinrenzhenkanxiangpeiyanli:“baba,niaimamama?”

shenzhiyiyileng,xinbuyouditileqilai,wangxiangpeiyanlimanshijinzhang。

peiyanlimeihuida,chakailehua:“weishenmeturanzheimewen?”

“momoshuotabababuaitamama,suoyitamenyaolihun,yihoutajiumeiyoujiale。”

ajinshuowan,lianshangxiemanlenanguohedanyou。

shenzhiyidaoxileyikouqi,zhitingpeiyanliwenshenganweiajin:“ajinfangxin,bababuhuihemamalihunde。”

tameiyouhuida,zhishijilehaizifuzedechengnuo。

shenzhiyi,nidaodihaizaiqidaishenme?

yijiasankouzoudehenman,ajinyijingpazaipeiyanlijiantoushuizhele。

“achen,momotabamazhendezainaolihunma?”

tingshuotamenqingmeizhuma,congxiaojiedewawaqin,pingriliyeshimofanfuqidaibiao。

erqieshangbeizizhidaozijiqushi,doumeiyoutingshuoguozheiliangrenyounaolihundeqingkuang。

weishenmezheibeizi,turanjiugaibianleni?

“ng,youxierizile,yinggaimashangjiuhuiyoujieguo。”peiyanlidandanhuida。

shenzhiyiyaoyabujie:“weishenme,wojidetamenganqingyizhitinghaode……”

peiyanlishenmouyuanwang,danmodeshengyinzuanjinshenzhiyideerduo。

“fumuanpaidehunyin,meiyouzhenai,helaizhangyuan。”

“xishenggerenyizhidehunyin,lihunshibiranjieguo。”