第三章 活够了

taxianquyanleyun,keximeihuaiyun。

neiyiwan,shangtiandaodihaishimeiyoujuanguta。

“chenyisheng,qiunibangwokaiyizhenpailuanzhenxingma?”

“pailuanzhen?buxing,nideshentibunengdaneizhongzhen,gengbunenghuaiyun!nideleweiai,nizijibuzhidaoma?”

wushiduosuidenvyishengyancijujueletadeqingqiu,taiduhenjianjue。

“nixianzaiyaozuodeshiganjinzhuyuan,jieshouhualiao。”

yewanxingmeibanfa,zhinengjitaguixiale。

“wozhidao,wozaojiuzhidao,keshiwonverdelebaixuebing,wobixudezaishengyigehaizi,cainengjiuta,qiuqiuninle!wokeyilushipin,xiebaozhengshu,chulerenhewenti,wozijifuze!wojuebulianleini,woqiunijiujiuwodehaizi,tacaisisui。”

tabatoukezaidishang,gengyanzhe,yanleizaiyanjinglidazhuan,danshizhongjianqiangdechengzhemeidiaoxiali。

nvyishengzhangtanleyikouqi,wenleyiju。

“neinini?nizenmeban?niyecai23suizhengshirenshengdedahaonianhua,haohaozhiliaonihaiyoujihuide……”

“bu,buyongle,wodouhuoleershijinianle,huogoule。”

taweiweixiaozhe,yanshenjuejue,shisirugui。

谁不想活?

可她没得选。

tabujiuzitong,tajiumeijihuihuoxiaqule。

yishengyaotoutanxi,momingdehongleyankuang,kuaisuzaiqiaojizhejianpan。

“qudaba,yaojinikaile,dawanzhenershisixiaoshineixiaoguozuijia。”

“谢谢医生。”

yewanxingganendaide,jugongliqu。

dawanzhen,likaiyiyuandeshihou,turantingdaohushimenzaishuoxiao:

“tingshuolema?huoyandeweiyichengrenguodenvpengyou,yaoshijituandagongzhuyaoanan,hunmiwuniansuxingle,huoyandoulaiwomenyiyuanle。”

“zhendema?woyaoqukanhuoyan,tazhendehaoshuai,haoshuai,woxihuansitale。”

“woyeshi,woaisitale。”

lianggehushixingfendeshuoxiaozhe,jiaobuqingkuaiganzhequkanhuoyan。

‘yaoanan’sangezixiangshizhazaixinshangdedao,turanjianbeirenshengshengbalechulai。

xianxuesiyi,cuncunhanliang。

姚安安醒了?

laotianweishenmejiushibuzhangyan?

mingmingtacaishizuigaiside,taweishenmebuqusi?

yewanxingzhenglileyixiakouzhaozhezhuzijidelian,xiayishigenleshangqu。

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28lounaowaiketehubingfang,menwaiyoubaobiaokanshou。

bushifeijinqubukedeyihurenyuan,qitarenyilvburangjin。

huoyanzaiyaoanandebingfangdailehenjiu,congshangwudaidaowanshang。

neixiexiangjianhuoyanyimiandefensi,xiangcaifangdeyuji,doubeilanzaileyiyuanwaimian。

tianxiazhedaxue,guazhehuxiaodebeifeng。

neixierenzuizhongaobuzhu,manmanxiaosan。

keyewanxingyizhizuozaixiuxiqudengzhe,dengdaorenqunsanle,dengbaobiaosongxiele,taquzhaoleshenhugongdeyifuhuanshang,daishangkouzhaotoutoujinleyaoanandebingfang。

tazhidaozheiyanghenmaoxian,beitamenfaxiantahuibeisongjinjingshenbingyuan。

ketajiushixiangzhidao,huoyanzheimejiuzailimianganshenme?

tagengxiangzhidao,neigeshexiexinchangdenvrendaodibadongxizangzainaerle?dangniandaodishisheibatatuixialoude?

jinmen,jiukanjianhuoyanheyitangzaiyaoanandeshenbian,batalouzaihuaili。

“laogong,woxianzaijiuxiangchuyuan,woxianghenitiantianzaiyiqi,meifenmeimiaodouzaiyiqi,wozaiyebuyaohenifenkai。”yaoananlouzhehuoyansajiao,shengyinjiaodia,rouma。

yewanxingqileyishendejipigeda。

“guai,zaiyiyuandaizhehaohaozuofujian。wodayingni,dengnihaolewomenjiujiehun,nixiangqunaerdumiyue,womenjiuqunaer,woyaobawomenshiqudewunianquandoumibuhuilai。”

tashengxianwenrou,chongmancixing,takantadeyanshenshenqingchongni。

zheiyimuxiangzhajinyanqiudeci,cideyewanxingxianxuelinli。