第4章
zheiyangdepeizhenye，rangyanshiyixiazixiangdaoledangchuneigeyuye，tahetaxiangyudeneiwan。
taduozaigongyuanhuahuatishangmian，yushuijianluozaitashenshang，erhuahuatixia，peizhenyechengzhesanxiangtashenchuzhishou，“genwozouma？”
jianyanshimeiyouhuida，tayeshizheiyang，huanhuandilexietou，“yuanlaishibuxiangxinwo，kenengwobenjiushigebuzhidexinrende。”
“我跟你走。”
可这些都是回忆了。
yanshixiangdaoguoqu，ejianjiuhuibuzijuexuhanshenchu，dantahaishidanmodikanzhepeizhenye，“shi，wohenni。”
kongdangdangdezoulang，sangezigewaiqingxi。
peizhenyetoutonghaoxiangyoufazuole，chengzaiyipangtongkubukandeyangzi。
“nihao，shiyan**ma？yuyuesandiandewutongliu。”lailegeyisheng，mingpaishangxiezheguwen。
yanshidiandiantou，yishengshuo，“nidejianchabaogaochulaile，woxiangenniliaoliaoba。”
jinlebangongshi，yishengzhijiekaimenjianshandishuo，“yiyan**xianzaideshenti，bingbushihezuozheichangshoushu。”
“什么意思？”
“wochalenidebingshi，tediqulianxilenixinzangbingdezhuzhiyisheng，zaijiashanggenjunizuotiandejianchalaikan，nidexinzangjixinmaiqiangdu，buyidingnenggouzhichengnijianchiwanzhengchangshoushu，tabushishuiyijuejiuwanshide，ruguoshoushuzhongdanfanchuxianyidianyiwai，nixinyayoubugou，fengxianshishifendade，ruguoninfeiyaoyaoqiujianchishoushu，neiwomenzheibiandejianyishininkeyihuanjiayiyuan。”
“keshiwodexinzanghenhao，shangcijianchadeshihouhaimeiyoushenmedawenti。”yanshilengzhu，“nishishuo，woqishihuobuleduojiu，shima？”
yishengsihuyoushenmehuayaoshuo，danyezhishizhanglezhangzui，zuihoushuo，“jutidewozheibianyeshuobuqingchu，nikeyiquwennidezhuzhiyisheng。zongzhi，zheicideshoushuzaiwomenzheishibunengzuole。”
tuikaimen，yanshijiutingjianmenwaidekusheng。
“keshiwoshenmedoubujidele，wozuocuoleshenmewodoukeyigai，danwozhendebunengshiquta，wodenaozikuaiyaozhadiaole，taitengle，woshoubule，woqiuqiuni，bangwoquanquantahaobuhao？nibushitazuihaodejiemeima？”
peizhenyebangongzheyao，yiwangxizhuanggelvdeta，rujinyishenyundongzhuang，nianqingleqibasui，yinyindekuqianggengyinrenkelian，jiulianxianglaizuitaoyantadeguanlinlin，cishiyemudengkoudai，yijingdongrong。
yeshi，gaogaozaishangdepeizhenye，shenmeshihouyouguozheifuqiurenzitai。
“ni，yishengzenmeshuo？”peizhenyeyijiantachulai，jiupuleguoqu。
yizhishoujinjinzhuazhetadeyijiao。
yanshiyemeiliqichekaitale，yishengshuoshenmele？shuotakenenghuobujiule，lianyichangdamayaodedouzuobule，yiqiandebingqingbaogaokenengdoushijiade？weichiyiduanxuweideguanxi，daodisaleduoshaohuang？
weishenmezijihuizheigeyangzi？yiqianlianainao，huozaixuweizhongziqiqiren，beidanghoushuahaixiaozheshuqian。xianzaiqingxingguolaile，taquebaituobudiao，liuxiayiduicanzhanghaiyaojixuzhemota。
weishenmetabunengchedidibuliurenhehenjidishuaikaizheixie，weishenmetahaiyaoangzangdizheiyanghuozhe。
weishenmeshiyidebushita。
“meishenme。wohuiqushoushishoushidongxi，xianzoule。”yanshichuizhetoulikai，peizhenyejinsuiqihou。
guanlinlinzaihoumiankanzhe，benxiangzhuishangqu，danxiangqigangcaiweiqukeliandepeizhenye，tajingmomingtingzhulejiaobu。
到了酒店，门口。
yanshimorankanzhepeizhenye，“nihaiyaogenwodaoshenmeshihou，nijuedenihaiwohaibugoucan？”
“wo...wokeyimibu，nirangwozuoshenmedouxing，nidawobaofuwo，nixiangyaoshenme，wodoukeyijini。qiunibierangwolikaini，wozuobudao，wozhendezuobudao。”
peizhenyeyankuangtonghong，wanxiayaozhigougoudidingzheta，zhouweidekongqifangfodoubeijizoule，rangyanshibuyoudehuxijiasu。
tamengdituikaizheiyaomingdejuli，“nibiezhuangchuzheifuyangzi！waimianhaiyouniqizizaidengzheni，nihewojiuchanshenme！yimianzaiwozheikelianxixi，yimianyouzaishirenmianqianbanyanjuemeiaiqing，nizhuangshenmea！”
“womeizhuang，nixinwo！”peizhenyetaochushouji，diankaishouyebaohongdexinwen，zhijiezaixiamianhuifudao，【qingkuangshejizaoyao，zaijinxingxiangguanchuanbowohuizhijiexiadalvshihan。】
huifugangyifachu，jiuyoushangqianrendianzan。
yanshiyanzhengzhengkanzhezhenggeguocheng，shoujijiuduizaitahetazhijian，tazhuoredehuxihaishaozhuozhetalianjia。
yanshimeixiangdaotahuituranlaizheiyichu，zheibujinyiweizhegongkaisikaiyuxiaoyajingdeguanxi，rangbenjiugaozhangdekuqinglian，shunjianchenglejiaxiang。
keyulungenbenbuhuijieshou，dangsuoyourendouxiangxinlexiaoyajingkudengneimeduonian，zaikanpeizhenyejianjielengmodefouren，peizhenyeshunjianjiuhuichengweizhongshizhidedezhanan，mataboqingguayi，duigongsiyingxiangburongxiaoqu。
他疯了。
zheishiyanshideweiyiniantou。
tazhuanshenjinlemen，quansuojinbeiwoli，shenhouhenkuaigezhebeizitieshanglaigunredequti，jinjinbaozhuta。
yijueshuidaolediertianlingchen，chuanglianfengxizhaojinguangdaoban。
yanshidakaishouji，guoran，suoyoudexinwendoubeiyalexiaqu，peizhenyedehuifuyexiaoshibujian，jiulianjietuyehennanfaxian。erxiangfan，pinglunqudouyibiandaodezhixiangleyanshi，shuoshitadaolehao，fadehuifu。
zibendeliliangjiushiqiangda，zhenzhengnuoyongzhanghaodemingmingshixiaoyajing，keduanduanyiyeshijian，xiaoyajingbujinbayanshituilechulai，haijiangyulunmaotouyindaoletashenshang。
yanshisoudaobijiaohuodeyigebanben，shiyingxiaohaobaochuletazhiqianhepeizhenyeduocitongjintongchudehuamian，bingfushangletaxinzangbingdezhenduanbaogao。xiamianpinglunququanshizaimatade，matabuzhixiuchi，matazaodiansi。
-nixianghuilezhenye，jiubieguaiwolanixiahe，jiusuannixianzaipuguangnineizhanghezhenyedeaimeizhaoyemeiyongle，zhihuigengduorenmani！
kanzhexiaoyajingfajitadeduanxin，yanshiyoulexiejingshen。
-wangshangneixiezhaopianbugou**，wojinigeng**de。
yanshiyilianchuanfachuquhaojigeshipin，jinjiezheshoujijiudinglinglingxiangqi，quanshixiaoyajingdelaidian。
taxiaoxiao，zhijieguanleji。
qizhongyigeshipin，jingzilinanrendanshoubaoqinvren，yangzhelianyunvrenreqingjiewen，nvrenmiansejiaohong，yishouwozheshoujiduizhejingzilu，yishoupengzhenanrendelianbeiwendechuanbuyi，zuihounanrenjiangtadizaijingzishang，sikailetadeyifu，shoujibushenluodi，huamiandaocizhongjie。
limiandenanrennvren，ziranshiyanshihepeizhenye。
yanshigangzhunbeiqishen，peizhenyejiumengdiyijin，xingleguolai，“niyaoquna？”