第1章
偏僻的小诊所里。
“wawa......”
bansuizheliangzhenyingerdetikushengxiangqi，haizizhongyuchenggongjiesheng。
yishenghaimeilaidejibaoguoqilai，yiqunwuyayadeheiyirenbianchongjinlezhensuo，jiangyingerqiangleguoqu。
“xiaoxindian！yunfuzaochan，erbaocaisanjinerliang，zangqihenaobudouhaimeiyoufayuchengshu......”
raneryishengdedingzhu，bingmeiyouyinqitamendelianminzhixin。
qizhongyiminglianshangdaizhedaobadeheiyirenjiangliangmingsiyingjiaojiyisheng，dingzhudao：“yingershixinxiande，gangyinchanchulai。jizhunimendetaici。”
chenyishenggenhushizhanzhanjingjingdijieguositai，hedeliansecangbai、tuijiaofaruan。
mingzhizheiyangzuoduibuqichanfu，keyaoshibuzheiyangzuo，tamenjiudesi。
heiyirenliluodijiaohuanleyingerhou，haobutuonidaishuidilikaile。
zhidaotamenzoulehenjiu，yishengzheicaixiangqichanfudeshangkouhaimeiyoufenghe。
dangtadeshouduoduosuosuodipengchudaochanfudefubushi，turanjinghuchusheng——
“tianna！haiyouyige！”
“budui，shiliangge！！！”
“zhei......zheizenmebana？sanbaogenerbaozhangdeyimoyiyang！”
sibaoshinvhai，heqianmiansangegegemoyangbudaxiangtong。
chenyishengkanzheqiangbaozhongdeyinger，sikaobantian，zhongshizuoleyigejueding。
“nizheiyang......”
******
三天后，福城陵园。
shixiguizaidishang，tadeqianfangfangzheyibushouji，shoujishishipintonghuamoshi。
taduizheshipinzhongdenanrenkeleyigezhongzhongdexiangtou，yangqiudao：
“ba，qiunirangwobabaobaodeguhuigenmamazangzaiyiqiba！tabujinshiwodeerzi，yeshinidewaisuna！nizenmerenxinkantasiwuzangshenzhidini？”
shipinlidenanrenmianluyanezhise，taqifendipaizhuodihou：
“nibizui！yigelianqinshengfuqinshisheidoubuzhidaodeyezhong，youshenmezigezuowoshizhendewaisun？youshenmezigezangruwoshijiademudi？zaishuo，nishibushiwanglebannianqianwojiuyijinggenniduanjuelefunvguanxi？nishengdeyezhong，youzenmekenengshiwodewaisun？”
kanzhefuqinmanliandexianqiyuyane，shixidexin，tongdaojihusuidiao。
妈妈死了。
weileqiangzoutadeweihunfu，jimeishiyaqingshejixianhaita，rangtahuaiyun。
ketababaningyuanxiangxinshiyaqingzheigegentameiyoubandianxueyuanguanxidenver，yebukenxinta。
shenzhizaizhidaotahuaiyunzhihou，diyishijianzhaokailejizhezhaodaihui，dangzhequanwangdemianmatazuoweigongzhongrenwu，buzhilianchi，bingjiangtazhuchulejiamen。
zuizuirangtashangxindeshi......
tadelongfengtaierziyinweiqidairaojing，shengxialaijiusile。
kefuqinquerangmuqugongzuorenyuanjiangtalanzhe，buyunxutajianghaizizangrushijiamudi。
shixisuiranguizaishipinqian，mianluaiqiuzhise，ketashuangquanjinwo，xinzhongdeweiquzaoyibeihenyimiman。
yidaoliangbaicimudeshandianjianghuiheideyuncengsichekailai，jingtiandeleimingzaitiankongzhaxiang，heleshizhenyidatiao。
xinxudetashunjiannaoxiuchengnu，duimuqugongzuorenyuanhechidao：“nimenlengzaizheilizuoshenme？haiburangtaganjingun！”
“rangniguntingdaomeiyou？”
yankanbaoyuyijingqingxieerxia，shixiqueyagenmeiyouyaozoudeyangzi。
meidaisandegongzuorenyuanbunaifandeshenchujiaochuaileguhuitanziyixia。
guhuitantebiexiao，tebieqing。
zheiyichuai，zhijiebatanzijichuaifeile。
zaluozaidideyishunjian，yingshengersui。
shixitongkongzhouranjinsuo，ganjinchongshangquqitujiangguhuipengqilai。
keneishaodaokeliandeguhui，zhuanyanjiubeibaoyuchongshuadeqilingbaluo。
kanzheyuzhongbukubunao，quexianranyijingbeitongyujuedeshixi，shizhenlianshangzhongyuyouleyisidongrong。
zhengyaokaikou，yipangdejimuwangweiqueshuohuale。
“xixi，niyebuyaoguainibabahenxin。zaoyaodehaizibenlaijiubujili，nizenmenengbazheimebujilidedongxizangruwomenshijiademudini？
dangchunimamamaixiazheipianmudi，keshiweileshijiahoudainengyouyigehaodefengshui。ruguonizanglezheigebujilidedongxi，wanyiyihouwomenjiayaqinghetadehaiziyunqibuhaokezenmeban？ninengfuzema？zheibujiugufulenimamadeyifenxinyile？”
yipangdeshiyaqingtingzhemamadehua，chadianmeixiaochushenglai。
tajilikezhizheneixindexingzailehuo，yilianqingchundidiantoufuhedao：
“shiajiejie，nikebunengyuanbaba，babayeshiweinizhexianga，niyijingbuzaishishijiadeqianjindaxiaojiele，rujinyougenyenanrenshenglehaizi，yihoudanfanzhengjingyidianderenjiasheinengkandeshangni？
xingkuinihaizisile，meiletuoyouping，yihouzhishaonengkaozhenidemeimaoxiyinneixieliguohun、haiyouhaizidelaonanrenbushima？niyinggaigandaogaoxingcaidui。”
shixidexintongdaojizhi，hendaozhandou。
zhuaqishenpangdeshitoujiuchaozheshoujipingmuhenhenzaqu。
“滚——”
屏幕碎了。
通话断了。
chuaifanleguhuidegongzuorenyuanyecongconglikaile。
tiandijianzhishengxiadandiaodeyushengzaluozaiposuideguhuitanshang，fachuruqirusudeshengxiang。
******
四年后。
feiwangguoneiyijiahangbandetoudengcangnei。
yigezhazhewanzitoudexiaonvwahuangdongzhetarouhuhudexiaoduantui，qiaolianshangxiemanlexingfen。
“mami，womenhuiguohoukanlegege，zaiqujiqizuzuzhihaobingjiuzoumie？”
shixizhaixiamojing，shunshounieleniebaobeinverlianshangdenaibiao，yanjingxiaodewanwande。
“shunbianhaiyaonahuiniwaipoliuxiadeyixiedongxi。”
“neijiushishuowomenkeyidaihenjiule？”shixiaoshengyanjingyiliang，zhuazhuzhongdianwendao。
kanzhexiaobaozidiliuliuzhuandongdedayanjing，shixizhijieqiaduanletamengxiangdexiaohuomiao，diantou：“ng，suoyizailaizhiqian，woyijingjinilianxihaofuchengzuihaodeyouzhiyuanle。”
“a？......！！！”
shixiaoshengfangfozaoshouleqingtianpili，yishuangshuiwangwangdedayanjingchongmanlezhenjinghetongxin，xuezhaqizhizhanluwuyi。
时熙一脸的无奈。
qishishixiaoshenghencongming，buguanxueshenmedouhenkuai。
kejiushi......buaixuexi。
shiximolemoxiaojiahuodetou，jiangtaikongyidiaoping，ranhoushufuditangxia。
“woshuijuele，baobeinizijiwane。”
shuowan，yebuguanhaizaihuaiyirenshengdexiaoguniang，daishangyanzhaodaotoujiushui。
yipangyouliangmingkongjietingdaolemunvliangdeduihua，renbuzhuxiangxiao，weileanfuxiaoguniangshoushangdexin，ganjinjitanalailegaodianheyinliao。
henkuai，shixiaoshengjiuwangjileyouchou，genyiqunpiaoliangdexiaojiejiedachengleyipian，hunlehenduogaodianheshuiguochi。
chibaohezuzhihou，shixiaoshengturanxiangxuxu。
toudengcanglianggeweishengjiandouliangzhehongdeng，shixiaoshengjiuzaicesuowaimianyibiandayouxi，yibiandeng。
youxili，tazhunbeisijierdong，bachongzinaxia。
sheizhijiuzaizheishi，cesuomenturankaile。
yigegentachabuduogaodenanhaiziconglimianzoulechulai。
shixiaoshengxiayishidetaitoukanqu，zaijiechudaoduifangneishuangganjingchengchedeyanjingshi，turanxiangshichudianyiban。
shouyisong，shoujijiudiaodaoledishang！