guzeyande“zhuiqi”xingdonglvlvpengbi,suqingdekonghuanghejiduyedadaoledingdian。tabunengzaidengle!bixuchenguzeyanduilinwandehenyiweixiao、yulundui“echo”zheiweixinruishejishishangbulejiezhishi,chedihuidiaota!
jitianhou,yiguzhenduilinwan(echo)deyulunfengbao,haowuyuzhaodizaiwangluoshangxianqi。
xianshijijiabaguaxiaobaoheyingxiaohaotongshibaoliao,biaotisongrentingwen:
《xinruishejishiechorenshebengta?shenbaqibukanguowang!》
《“xingguangjiang”dezhujingshihaomenqifu?yiyinpinxingbuduanbeisaodichumen!》
《zhenjing!tiancaimengbaoshengfuchengmi,echobeibaocengshe“touqie”chouwen!》
wenzhangneirongjijinbufengzhuoying、waiqushishizhinengshi:
hanhuqicidianshilinwan(yongyuanming)cengzuoguomouhaomendalao(yingsheguzeyan)deqingfu,yin“xingweibujian”、“shoujiaobuganjing”(zhidangniantouqiexiongzhenshijian)beiwuqingpaoqi。
zhiyitahuojiangzuopindeyuanchuangxing,anshikenengchaoxihuobeihouyou“jinzhu”caopan。
jiangxiaoyumiaohuicheng“fubuxiang”desishengzi,anshilinwanliyonghaiziboqutongqingheshangwei。
shenzhipeishanglejizhangmohude、yisidangniantazaiguzeyangongyufujinbei**dejiuzhao,yijisuqingzhaorenpguode、xiandelinwanshenqingqiaocuilangbeidezhaopian。
zheixiewenzhangxunsubeidaliangshui**fa、pinglun,yindaoyulunfengxiang:
“yuanlaishizheiyang!kanzhetinggaogui,guzilizheimezang!”
“toudongxi?zheizhongrenpinyepeidangshejishi?zuopinbuhuishitoulaidelingganba?”
“haizizhenkelian,tanshangzheiyangdema,diedoubuyaota……”
“guzongdangnianshuaidehao!zheizhongnvrenjiugaipuguang!”
yishijian,wangluoshangchongchizheduilinwandezhiyi、manmaheeyichuaice。feisejituandeguanweiheechogongzuoshideguanfangzhanghaoxiayeyongruledaliangfumianpinglun,hezuofangdalaixunwendianhua,yuandingdeyixiecaifanghehuodongbeilinshiquxiao。linwanganggangzaiguoneijianliqideshengyuheshiye,zaoyuleyanjundetiaozhan。
gongzuoshili,qifenyouxieningzhong。zhulimenkanzhediannaopingmushangdewuyanhuiyu,qideliansefabai。
“echojie,zheixieyaoyantaiedule!womenlikefalvshihangaotamen!”zhuliafenfenbuping。
“dui!gaosizheixiezaoyaode!”zhulibfuhe。
linwanqueyichangpingjing。tazhanzaishejitaiqian,zhijianqingqingfuguoyizhangganggangwanchengdexinshejicaotu——neishiyimeiyiposuijingmianweilinggandexiongzhen,jingmianliewenzhongxiangqianzhexixiaodezuanshi,fangfoliehenzhongtouchudeguangmang,pangbianshouxiezheshejizhuti:“reflection&redemption”(daoyingyujiushu)。
tataiqitou,yanshenzhongmeiyouhuangluan,zhiyouyipianbinglengderuilihezaoyiyuliaodeleran。“lvshihanyaofa,cuociqiangying,zhenduijigetiaodezuihuandezaoyaoyuantou。danguangkaolvshihandubuzhuyouyouzhongkou。”
takanxiangyizhimomozhanzaitashenbiandechenmo:“chenmo,womenzhiqianshoujideziliao……”
chenmodiantou,jiangyifenjiamiwenjiandijita:“douzaizheili。dangniandegongyuwuyejinglituixiuhouyijuaozhou,womenderenyijinglianxishang,tayuanyizuozhengdangniansuqingcengsixiazhaoguota,yaoqiushanchumouduanshijiandejiankongbeifen。haiyouneigebeisuqingshoumai、zhizhengnitouqiedeyongren,xianzaizailaojia,wonadaoletachengrenbeishoumai、beipozuoweizhengdekougongluyin。lingwai,suqingdangnianzaiguowaineige‘jinzhu’pochandeshijianxian,hetaturanhuiguozhaoguzeyandeshijiangaoduwenhe,zhengjulianwanzheng。”
linwanjieguowenjian,zuijiaogouqiyimolengliedehudu:“henhao。xianzaihaibushiquanbupaochuqudeshihou。yulunxihuanfanzhuan,womenjiujitayigegengdadefanzhuan。”tazhuanxiangshejituandui,“xinxiliedezhuti,zhengshimingmingwei‘guangmingdebeimian’。hexinzuopinjiushizheimei‘liehenzhiguang’xiongzhen。womenyaoyongzuopinbenshendeliliang,quyinyuzhenxiangzhongjiangcipohuangyan,jiushulaiziduiheiandezhengshi。”
tayoutiaobuwendibuzhirenwu:
1.gongzuoshiguanweifabujianduanyoulideshengming:duieyifeibangheqinfanyinsidexingweibaoliuzhuijiufalvzerendequanli,bingyugaoxinxilie“guangmingdebeimian”jijiangfabu,zhutizhizhi“zhenxiangyujiushu”。
2.lianxijijiaquanweishejimeitihekoubeilianghaodezimeiti,zhunbeijinxingshenduzhuanfang,butanbagua,zhitanshejilinianhechuangzuolicheng,yongzhuanyeheshilishuohua。
3.jiakuai“liehenzhiguang”xiongzhende**,jiangqizuoweixinxiliedeshoufazhuda。
chenmokanzhetalengjingzhihui、yunchouweiwodeyangzi,yanzhongmanshixinshanghezhichi:“fangxin,yulunzheibian,wohuidongyongguanxiyayiya,yindaoyixielixingshengyin。zhenxiang,huizaizuiheshideshiji,jiyuzhimingyiji。”
guzeyanziranyekandaoleputiangaididefumianxinwen。tazhennuwubi,yifangmianshiyinweizheixieyaoyanbojilexiaoyu(“fubuxiang”、“sishengzi”deziyancitongleta),lingyifangmian,taminruidichajuedaozheibeihouyousuqingdeyingzi(neixiejiuzhaohe“touqie”jiushi,zhiyoutazuiqingchu)。
talelingjituangongguanbulikexiachangkongping,cheresou,falvshishengming,bingdongyongzibenliliangxiangjijiadaitouzaoyaodemeitishiya。tadiyiciweilelinwanmuzi,zhanzaileyulundeduilimian。
zheitianxiawu,guzeyanzhongyutongguo“yanjiu”xiaoyudexihao,dezhitatebiexihuanyoueryuanxinlaideneizhijiao“xueqiu”deangelatu。tateyirangrenmaileyizhiyimoyiyangdedingjisaijiangelatuyouzai,zhuangzaijingzhidelongzili,zaicilaidaoyoueryuanwai,xiangyongzheige“mimiwuqi”dadongerzi。
tagangdaobujiu,jiukandaolinwandecheyedaole。linwanlianseyouxiepibei,xianranshibeiyulunfengbosuorao。guzeyanzhengxiangshangqian,quekandaoxiaoyubeizhexiaoshubao,xiangzhikuailedexiaoniaopuxiangmama。
linwandunxiashenbaozhuerzi,wenroudiwen:“baobei,jintianzaiyoueryuankaixinma?”
xiaoyulouzhemamadebozi,xiaodarensidetanlekouqi:“mommy,jintianbukaixin。”
“e?weishenmeya?”linwanguanqiediwen。
xiaoyuduzhezui,naishengnaiqiquetiaoliqingxidishuo:“wanglaoshijintianwendajia,mamashizuoshenmede。woshuomommyshishejishi,shejipiaoliangbaoshi,haideledajiangbei!keshi……keshilixiaomingshuo,wangshangdoushuomommyshihuairen,shi……shixiaotou!”xiaojiahuoshuodaozheili,yanquandouhongle,shengyindaizheweiquhefennu,“tahaishuoxiaoyushimeiyoubabadeyehaizi!wotaoyanta!mommycaibushihuairen!mommyshishijieshangzuihaozuihaoderen!xiaoyuyoumommyjiugoule!”
haizidetongyanwuji,xiangyibazuifenglidedao,jingzhundipoukailechengrenshijiezuiangzangdesuanji,yehenhentongjinleguzeyandexinzang!
linwanshunjianhongleyankuang,jinjinbaozhuerzi,shengyingengyanquewubijianding:“baobeibupa,mommyzai。neixiedoushihuairenshuodehuanghua!mommymeiyoutoudongxi,mommyshikaozijidenulihecaihuayingdejiangbeide!xiaoyuyebushiyehaizi,xiaoyushimommyzuizhenguidebaobei!”
erzhanzaibuyuanchudeguzeyan,rutongbeidingzaileyuandi。xiaoyuneiju“wangshangdoushuomommyshihuairen,shixiaotou!”、“xiaoyushimeiyoubabadeyehaizi!”,haiyoulinwanneiju“neixiedoushihuairenshuodehuanghua!”、“xiaoyushimommyzuizhenguidebaobei!”,meiyigezidouxiangshaohongdeluotie,tangzaitadexinshang!
fennu(duizaoyaozhehesuqing)、xintong(duierzishoudeweiqu)、yijiputiangaididekuijiu(tadangnianjiushineigewuxianta、daozhitajinribeidihuideshizuoyongzhezhiyi)jihujiangtayanmei!takanzhelinwandanbodebeiyingjinjinhuzheerzi,neiqiangchengdejianqiangheyandishenzangdecuiruo,rangtadexindiyiciyinweiyigenvren,chanshenglejianruide、moshengdetengtonggan。
tashouzhongdetuzilong,“kuangdang”yishengdiaozailedishang。longzilixuebaidexiaotuzishoujingdisuochengyituan。
gengdadeweijijiezhongerzhi。
huoxushibaitianzaiyoueryuanshouleweiquqingxudiluo,youhuoxushijijiezhuanhuanzheleliang,banye,xiaoyuturanfaqilegaoshao。xiaolianhongpupude,huxijicu,xiaoshenziguntang,haibansuizheoutu。
linwanhehuaile,likejichenmodadianhua。chenmoerhuabushuo,yizuikuaisuduganlai,liangrenbaozhehunhunchenchendexiaoyuchongxiangzuijindesiliyiyuanjizhen。
yishengzhenduanshijixingchangweiyanhebinggaoshao,xuyaolikezhuyuanshuyeguancha。kanzhehushijiangxixidezhentouzhajinerzixinendeshoubeixueguan,xiaoyutengdewawadaku,xuruodihanzhe“mommy……teng……”,linwandexindouyaosuile。tajinjinwozheerzimeidazhendeneizhixiaoshou,butingdianfu,zijiqueliansecangbai,yankuangtonghong,qiangrenzheburangyanleidiaoxialai。
chenmopaoqianpaohoubanlishouxu,lianxibingfang。
jiuzailinwanxinlijiaocuidishouzaibingchuangbianshi,bingfangmenbeimengdituikai。guzeyandaizheyishenhanqichonglejinlai,taxianranshijiedaolexiaoxi(kenengshiyoueryuanhuotaanpaizaifujinderentongzhi),toufalingluan,huxijicu,angguidexizhuangwaitaoshenzhikoucuolekouzi,lianshangshihaobuyanshidejiaojihekonghuang。
“xiaoyuzenmeyangle?!”tachongdaochuangbian,kandaoerzicangbaidexiaolianheshoushangdeshuyeguan,tongkongmengdiyisuo,xinxiangbeiyizhidashouhenhenjiuzhu!taxiayishijiuxiangshenshouqupengchuerzi。
“biepengta!”linwanxianghuzaidemushi,mengditaitou,yanshenxionghendidengzheguzeyan,shengyinsiyaquechongmandiyi,“chuqu!zheilibuhuanyingni!”
guzeyandeshoujiangzaibankong。takanzhelinwanbumanxuesideyanjing、qiaocuibukandelianjia,zaikankanbingchuangshangxuruonanshoudeerzi,yigujudadewuliganhexintongganjuezhuleta。tadiyicizaitamianqian,shoulianlesuoyoudeqiangshihebadao,shengyindichenshaya,daizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou:“linwan,wozhishi……xiangkankanta。woshitababa。”
“baba?”linwanlengxiao,leishuizhongyukongzhibuzhudihualuo,daizhewujindehenyiheweiqu,“guzeyan,nipeima?dangnianniweilesuqing,ba‘xiaotou’demaozikouzaiwotoushangdeshihou,xiangguojintianma?wangshangneixierenmawoshixiaotou、maxiaoyushiyehaizideshihou,nizheige‘baba’zainali?!xianzainipingshenmelaikanta?!”
tadekongsu,ziziqixue。guzeyanbeidudeyakouwuyan,xintoufanyongzheqiansuoweiyoudejutongheaohui。tawufafanbo。
“mommy……diedi……”bingchuangshang,shaodemimihuhudexiaoyu,sihutingdaolezhengchao,xuruodizhengkaiyan,mohudeshixiankandaolechuangbiandeguzeyan,xiayishidi、daizhebingzhongcuiruoyilaideyiyuleyisheng。tajideyoueryuanwaineigejitamaidatuzideshushu,yejidemamashuoguotashi“diedi”。
zheiyishengwuyishide“diedi”,rutongjinglei,zhaxiangzaiguzeyanhelinwanzhijian!
guzeyanhunshenjuzhen!yigunanyiyanyude、hunhezhekuangxihexinsuandenuanliushunjianchongkualetasuoyoudefangxian!tamengdikanxiangerzi,yankuangshunjianhongle。
linwanyelengzhule,kanzheerzi,xinrudaojiao。haizishiwugude,tabennengdikewangfuqin。
xiaoyuhenkuaiyouhunshuiguoqu,xiaomeitoutongkudizhouzhe。
bingfanglixianruyipiansijidechenmo,zhiyoujianhuyiguilvdedidasheng。
guzeyanshenxiyikouqi,qiangxingyaxiaxinzhongdejidang。tabuzaishitukaojin,ershituihouyibu,muguangchenchendikanzhelinwan,yuqishicongweiyouguodedichenhe……yisikenqiu:“linwan,wozhidaowoxianzaishuoshenmedoucangbaiwuli。danhaizishengbingle,xuyaozhaogu。niyigerenchengbuzhude。rangwoliuxialai,napa……zhishibangmangpaopaotui,xingma?wobaozheng,buhuidaraoni,buhuikaojin,jiu……rangwodaizaizheili。”tazhilezhibingfangjiaoluodeshafa,zitaifangdejidi。
linwankanzheerzicangbaidexiaolian,youkanzheyanqianzheigexiexialesuoyouaoman、yanzhongzhishengxiajiaolvhebeiweiqiqiudenanren,neixinzhengzhawanfen。tahenta,kecike,tadequexinlijiaocui。chenmozaihao,yeyouzijideshiqing(tagangbeizhuzhiyishengjiaoqugoutongbingqingle)。
zuizhong,duierzidedanyouyaguolehenyi。tapibeidibishangyanjing,meiyoushuotongyi,danyemeiyouzaigantazou。suanshimoxu。
guzeyanxintouyisong,likexiangjiedaoshengzhiban,qingshouqingjiaodituidaojiaoluodeshafazuoxia,muguangqueyimiaoyebucenglikaibingchuangshangdeerzi。
这一夜,格外漫长。
linwanjihucunbubulidishouzaibingchuangbian,yongwenshuijixiaoyucashiwulijiangwen,qingshenghengzheergeanfu,shibushitantantadeetou。tadedongzuoqingrouershulian,yanshenzhuanzhuerwenrou,zhiyououerkanxiangshuyepingshi,yandicaihuilveguoyisiwufayanshidepibeihecuiruo。
guzeyanzuozaijiaoluodeyinyingli,momodikanzhezheiyiqie。zheishitadiyicirucijinjuli、ruciqingxidikandaolinwanzuoweimuqindeyangzi。buzaishiwutaishangguangmangwanzhangdeshejishi,yebushiduitalengruobingshuangdefuchouzhe,zhishiyigeweihaizijiuxin、weihaizijianqiang、weihaizifuchuyiqiedeputongmuqin。
takandaotazaidengguangxiaxiandeyouxiecangbaiqiaocuidecelian,kandaotayanxiadeqinghei,kandaotayinweizhangshijianbaochiyigezishierweiweijiangyingdeshenti。tayekandaoletawozheerzixiaoshoudeneishuangshou——neibuzaishisannianqianyangzunchuyou、zhizhimofangsuqingzuomeijiadeshou。neishiyishuangshejishideshou,zhifuyoubojian,yedaizhecaolaodehenji,quechongmanleliliangheshouhudewenrou。
yizhongnanyiyanyudefuzaqingxuzaitaxinzhongfanyong。xinteng?jingpei?haishi……gengshendezicanxinghui?tadiyicirucishenkediyishidao,zheisannian,tayigerendaizhehaizi,zaiyiguotaxiang,jinglilezenyangdejianxincaizoudaojintian。erta,zuoweihaizidefuqin,bujinquexi,haicengshishanghaitamenmuzideyuanxiongzhiyi。
kuijiuganrutongtengman,fengkuangdichanraozhutadexinzang,ledetachuanbuguoqi。tafangzaixigaishangdeshou,buzijuedijinwochengquan。
chenzhelinwanpazaichuangbianxiaoqidepianke,guzeyanqiaowushengxidizouchubingfang,laidaozoulangjintoudexiyanqu(suirantabuxiyan)。tanachushouji,botongletezhudedianhua,shengyindichenbingleng,daizheqiansuoweiyoudesushazhiqi:
“tingzhe,wangshangdeyulunfengbao,yuantoujiwocha!wadisanchiyeyaobamuhouheishouhesuoyoutuibozhulandemeitijiuchulai!tebieshi……zhongdianchasuqingzuijindesuoyoutongxunhezijinwanglai!haiyou,sannianqian,zaigongyuli,suqingneimeixiongzhen‘beitou’deshi,jiwozhongxinchecha!suoyoujingshouguodeyongren、wuyerenyuan,yigebulou!woyaoquezaodezhengju!like!mashang!”
tabunengzaidengle。tayaoqinshousikaisuoyoudehuangyan,hailinwanyigechilaideqingbai!zheibujinshiweileshuzui,gengshiweile……tadeerzi,bunengyouyigebeifu“xiaotou”wudiandemuqin!
yeseshenchen,yiyuanzoulangdedengguangjiangguzeyandeshenyingladehenzhang。tayanzhongranshaozhebinglengdehuoyan,neishishuyushangjiejuedehenli,yeshishuyuyigejuexinmibudenanrendepianzhi。