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yuelaiyueduodetongshichaowomentoulaimuguang,qizuibasheditaolunzhewomenlianggedeguanxi。

tamenshuo,woshichazubailiuhelizhouyixingfudedisanzhe,mawobuzhilianchi,shangmenqifubailiu。xiaozhulixiangweiwobianjie,danshitamendeshengyingaiguoleta,meirentingjiantashuohua。

“ruguohefajiehunyesuanchazudehua,zheishishangquanshibuzhilianchideren。”

woweizijideqingbaikaikou,tamenzhongyuanjingle,xiaozhulilianmangxiangzhongrenjieshao,woshilizhouyideqizi。

“falvchengrendehunyin,wobingbudasuanchengren。”

lizhouyichulaile,tayikanjiandishangdebailiu,yanlimanshixintongheaohui。

“xiaobai,wobugaiqukaihuide,rangnishoukule。”

bailiuyikanjianlizhouyibianshouzhulekusheng,zhuangzuoyifubeishouqifu,chuchukeliandeyangzi。

“wozhishishuolejijuhua,meixiangdao……”

taxiaoshengchouqi,hexianqiandedashengkuhanshizaishipanruoliangren。

tazhuangdaolelizhouyixinbashang,lizhouyiniejinlequantou,henhendikanzhewo,sihuxiayimiaoyaojiangwoshengbotunxia。

“xiachunchan,nishifenglema?”

wohaimeilaidejikaikou,bailiuyoushuohuale。

“zhouyi,chunchanjiemeishuocuo,wodequezaizheiliwuyiwukao。wozhiyouni,zhiyouni……”

wolengzhule,naozifeikuaiyunzhuan,fupangangcaizijidehua。woqueshimeishuoguo,bailiuhaishihuishuohua,zhenhuajiahuadourangtashuole,wozhinenggandengyan。

tazheiyizhaobalizhouyinaniedesiside,xiayimiao,lizhouyiqishennushizhewo。

“xiachunchan,nishenmeyisi?mingzhidaobailiuweilewo,xishenglezheimeduo,hainazheixieshiqinglaicijita。”

“taxishengzheimeduo,guanwoshenmeshi。”

wokanzhebailiu,youhuanhuankaikoudao:“shiworangniquxishengdema?”

bailiubuhuida,batoumaizailizhouyidehuaili,youkaishixiaoshengchouqi。lizhouyidishenganweilejijuhua,yanlimanshijiaoji。

“xiachunchan,bujiushijinianrimeipeinima?zhiyuzheiyangma?”

yuanlai,tahaijidejinianri。

jidexunuoguodedajingxi。

“你想要什么。”

woxiangyaodeyizhidoubuduo,zhiyouneisangezi。

zaibailiuchuxianqian,woxiangyaodeshilizhouyi。kezaizhihou,mingbaizheishishuzhongshijie,woxiangyaodezhiyou‘woaini’。

woshenxiyikouqi,zhengzhunbeikaikou,lizhouyihuranyoushuodao:“jiudang,woticengjingdezijisongjinide。”

zaibailiumianqian,tabukenzaishuozheishijiehunjinianrideliwu,zhibazheidangzuocengjingwomenqingmeizhumadeneishibanianbuchang。tazuodeyiqiedoushiweilefuweibailiu。

wozhengzhule,kanzheyanqianshuxiyoumoshengdenanrenhejiyililizhouyideyingziyuelaiyueyuan。tacengjingshizhendeaiwo,yuanweiwosheng,yuanweiwosi,kexianzaiyeshizhendeyanfanwo。

nanrenzhendehenshanbian,bailiukanbupoyeshizhenkelian。

“你爱我吗?”

lizhouyikanlekanhuaizhongdebailiu,yaoyaotou。

“wodeaiyijingjilebailiu。huangeqitadeba。”

其他的……

wobuxuyao,wozhiyaozheiyiyang。

kanzhetajujuewodeyangzi,wohuranxiangqiyiqiandelizhouyi,ruguoshicongqiandeta,zheiyiju‘woaini’wokeyiqingsongdedao。

keruguozhendeshiyiqiandeta,wohaibuyidingkeyijueranlikai。

“qishiniyaodewokeyijiniyidian,zhiyaonixiangbailiudaoqian,wokeyibaaifenniyidian。”

“为什么要道歉?”

“wogangcaizaihuiyishilikanjianle,shinituilebailiu。wobujijiaonishuodeneixiehua,danniyinggaijibailiudaoqian。”

我冷笑一声。

tazaiyaoxiewo,fenwoyidianai,yaowopaoqizijidezunyan。

jiehunwunian,woweitaditouwushuci,zhiweilehuoxiaqu。ketaweilebailiuyierzai,zaiersandangzhongxiuruwo,woyaohuoxiaqu,kewoyeyaozunyan。

“我没做错。”

wobuhuidaoqian,bailiudexingweishizaiziqumiewang。

“ruguobushini,tazenmekenenghuishuaidao?”

“huiyishilishenmedoukandedao,ruguonizaodianchulai,tayebuhuishuaidao。”

wohaobuliuqingjielutaxuweidemianju。

“nijitadaoqian,wojinixiangyaode。”

“woxiangyaoshenme?nizhendedongma?”

wuniandouhuanbulaitayidianzhenxin,wobuxinzheiyijudaoqianjiunenghuanlaitayigechengnuo。

lizhouyilouzhebailiu,taweihanshou:“nibujiushixiangyaowozhongxinaishangnima?”

womeiyouhuidata,tahaijiuzhewo,biwoxiangbailiudaoqian。wozhuanshenbadailaideyifuzazaitashenshang,zaicishuodao:“womeiyoucuo。”