林南嘴角一抽。
zheinvrenzhenshigoubujiangdaolide。
baiyijiachangenwoqiangfanchi，kuizheishininenggandechulai。
meibanfadelinnanzhinengduanzhepanzizoujinchufangzaichaoyipanniurouchaofan。
gangchaochulaijiuyoubeijiangrouhuafenzouyiban，kandeyipangdehuangmakuxiaobude。
**yuanlaiyeyouzheimexiaohaiziqideshihou，zhenshihuojiujian。
chiguowanfanhuangmajilinnanshoushilexiafangjian，jiuzaijiangrouwoshidegebi，zheihuanjingkebitazaisujiayaohaodetaiduo，suirantayebuzaihuzheixie。
外边的天色深了。
linnanxiwanzaotangzaichuangshang，kanleyanmoshengdefangjian，henkuaibianxianrumengxiang……
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次日清晨。
jinsedeyangguangqusannonghoudeheiyezaicipuzhaoshijie，daijirenmenwennuanheguangming。
sunianniantongwangchangyiyanglaidaogongsi。
chuangyujituanjianlibuguo10nian，zaimodounenggouyongyouzhengzhengyicengbangonglou，cong1gexiaogongsidaoshizhiguoyi，keyishuotuobukaitadenuli。
tazuoshiyeshileilifengxing，lingshoudixiadeyuangongzhanzhanjingjing。
sunianniangangzoujinbangongshi，houjiaojiuyourenjinlai。
“niannian，wotingshuonigenlinnanfenshoule，shibushizhende？”
wangqianqian，sunianniandaxueshihoudeguimi，xianzaishijituangaojifuzongcai。
gongkaichangheliangrendoushishangxiajiguanxi，danzaimeirendesixiachanghe，jiushijiemeiguanxi。
zoudaobangongzhuohouzuoxia，sunianniandakaizhuoshangdediannao，dandankaikou：
“yidianxiaomaoduneryi，dengguoduanshijiantahaishihuiguaiguaicoushanglai。”
daxueshihousanrenbianrenshi，jiulinnantiantianjisunianniansongfan，jiulianwangqianqianyegenzheguolezuiyin，tagenlinnandeguanxihaishibijiaohaode。
yincicaigengnengkantouzheiliangrendeguanxi。
tabiaoqingyouyulexia，kaikoudao：
“qishiwojuedezheicizhendeshinizuocuole，pingshigenluojunjiezoudebijiaojinjiusuanle，zheiciweiletajuranliandinghunyandoumeiqu，nizheigenbalinnandezunyandiuzaidishangcaiyoushenmequbie。”
“wojiushiyaocailantadezunyan，rangtaduiwoyantingjicong……fanzheng，taxihuanwo，bushima？”
sunianniandexinggehenqiangshi，zhengyinruci，tajueburongxuyourenweinitadexiangfa，
tahenqingchulinnandejiashi，yezhidaocongxiaojiushiqushuangqindelinnanyouduokewangjia，tazheigerenyuwanghendi，zhengyinrucicaihuizhizhe，zaizheigejieguyan，yankanjiunengyutajiehun，linnanshijuebuhuizaizheigeshihoufangqide。
zheidianwangqianqianyouhechangbuzhi。
danrendoushiyouzunyande，jiusuanshitiaogouniyedejitagutou，tacaihuinianzheni，niguangshititajiaoxunta，jiuerjiuzhi，tazijijiuhuipao，gengbietigengcongmingderen。
dantashenzhiyisunianniandexingge，jiusuantashuochulaiyeweibihuiting，fanerhuiyingxiangliangrenjiandeguanxi。
她叹了口气道：
“zuotianluojunjiedejinglirenlaigenwoyaoshenlanyanchanghuideminge。”
shenlanyanchanghui，shichuangyujituanzuijinchijuzikaizhandeyanchanghuodong，baqixiazuiyouzhidegeshoudoujituilechulai，shenzhihaiqinglaiqiyuyulejituandedingjigaoshou，guangshifeiyongdouyijinggaodaqianwan。
yeyinci，mingejiqiyouxian。
zonggong20geminge，qizhongqinglaidegeshouzhan5ge，ruciyilaijiuzhisheng15geminge。
wenyan，suniannianxiangyebuxiangjiudao：
“jita1geba，erqiehaiyaoanpaiyazhouchuchang。”
“duiajielaishuozheishigedaxiangmingqidehaojihui。”
zheihuakebawangqianqianleidebuqing，tayanjingdengda。
“你疯啦！给他？”
“jiutaneichanggedeshuipinghaimeiwochangdehaoni，nirangtashangtaibushirangrenkanxiaohuama，yanzhongdiandaoshihouzanmenzheiduanshijiandenulijiuquanbugongkuiyikuile。”
luojunjiezhangzheyousuniannianchengyao，benjiuzaigongsineihengxingwujizhanyongzhedaduoziyuan，qixiadexuduoyirendouxinhuaiyuanqi。
ruguoyoujishuyejiubale，yandegentuojinkelayiyang，haiqiangtamendeziyuan，zheihuansheixinlinengjieshou？
ruguozaibazhenguidemingejita，pashiyousungongsishengwang。
danzheiduisuniannianlaishuogenbenwusuowei，tashizibenjiabushizuocishande，xiangzuoshenmejiuzuoshenme，zhiqiujieguobukanguocheng。
她无所谓道：
“changgenantingyoushenme。”
“yanchangqianxianjitaluzhigequranhouzaixiuyin，dengzhengshiyanchangdeshihouzhijiefangtiqianluhaodeyinle，tazhuanggeyangzijiuxingle。”
wangqianqiandunshiyusai，wulifanbo。
zheiyangzuoqueshikeyi，danduiqitarenlaishuotaibugongping。
“niannian……zicongluojunjiechuxianhou，nizhenggerendoubianle。”
wangqianqianwunaidezhuanshenzouchubangongshi。
还有句话她没说：
“zhongyouyiri，tahuihouhuide。”
weileyigecengjingxihuanderen，paoqilecengjingmanyandoushinidenansheng，danzenjiubuzhirenshihuibiande，genghekuanghaishineimeduonian。
……
panlongbieshuqu，yihaobieshu。
jiangroudazhehaqiancongloushangxialai，tahaichuanzhediaodaishuiqun，quanranwanglejialihaiyougenanren。
ketingzhengzaipeiyaoyucailiaodelinnan，zhijiejiukandaile。
zheisihuaxuebaidezhangtuihebanluchudeshiyexian……
fanyingguolaihoutalianhongerzaodepieguotou，shengyinyouxiejiongpodekaikou：
“ninini！nizenmechuanchengzheiyangjiuxialaile。”
“zheiyoushenme，neiwanniyoubushimeikanguo，nihaimolenidangshineimezhudong，xianzaizenmehaihaixiuqilaile。”jiangrouwusuoweidezouxialoulai。
tayongshounieqiyidianzhuoshangdeyaocai，yihuodao：
“niyoubing？yaochiyao？”
林南：“……”
他没好气道：
“nicaiyoubingni，wozheishiyaoyuyaoyongdaodecailiao，paoleduishentihao。”
jiangjiakemeiyouzheixie，suoyilinnanzhuanchengyidazaoqulaopengyouneimaide，tajibenmeitiandouhuipaoyibian。
shiyaosanfendu，suoyitaliangkongzhidehenxiao，zhiyourijiyueleidebuduanjianchicainengkandaoxiaoguo，tongshiduipifuyeyouhaochu，zheiyaofangkeshitazijiyanjiuchulaidedumenmifang。
nazhepeizhihaodecailiao，linnanchaoloushangfangjianzouqu。
jiangrouhaoqidegenzaihoubian。
yugangliyijingtiqianfanghaoreshui，zhengmaozhereqi。
suizheyibaocailiaofangjinqu，ganglideshuikaishirouyankejianbiandehunzhuo，zuihoubianchengguiyideheise，kanzheyouxieshenren。
yiqianlinnanyexiangguorangsuniannianpao，naihetaxianqizheiyaoyutaizang，genbenbuken。
tapieleyanhaidaizaishenbiandejiangrou，dandandao：
“nihaidaizaizheigansha，nandaoxiangkanwopaozaoma？”
jiangrouyuqipingjingdehuidao：
“nichuqu，woxianpao。”
linnanyileng，“pingshenme？zheiyaoyushiwozuode。”
kanzhetapingjingdebiaoqing，taxinlizhujianyongchuyigubuhaodeyugan。
该不会……
guobuqiran，xiayimiaojiutingjiangrouyuqiburongzhiyidao：
“zheizhengdongbieshudoushiwode，limiandedongxiziranyedoushiwode，baokuoni！”
“nidedongxijiudengyushiwodedongxi，dong？”
“xianzainichuqu，woyaopaozaole。”
林南：“……”