寻死？
he，haizhenshimingwanbuling。
jichenyangtouqingxiaoyisheng，mouguangzhongdeliqishengqicengcengwuzhang，anzangdehenliyeyuefanonglie。
xiaonian，womingmingyijingfangguonile。
bingqiechengnuoguo，cengjingdeyinanshouduanwobuhuizaiyongdaonishenshang，niweishenmehaiyaokangjuwo？
yici，liangci，nidaodinalilaidediqigangenwojiaoxiao。
wogaosuguoniwonaixinbuhao，weishenmehaiyaotiaoxinwodedixian。
zhiyaoniguaiguaidedaizaiwoshenbian，wohuijinixiangyaodeyiqie。
guoqudejiurangtaguoquba，zhongxinkaishibuhaoma？
niweishenmehaiyaojiuzhebufang，zheiyangyouyisima？
kaikaixinxindedangnidejifurenbuhaoma，weishenmeyidingyaowuniwo。
wojiguonijihui，shinizijiyaopaoqide。
bushihaodaidexiaonvhai，nigaishoudiankutoule。
xiaonian，haohaoshuiyijueba。
jinwanzhihou，yiqiedouhuiguoqude。
wohenqidai，wode，quanxinde，jifuren。
shiye，qiheidefangjiannei，yiqifachudidideshengxiang，touguomenglongdeyueguang，yinyuekejianbingchuangshangdenvhaishenxingxiaoshou。
tademuguangshifendaizhi，biaoqinggewaiguaishun。
“……jixiansheng，zunfurendeshentichengshoubuzhugaoqiangdudecuimian，ninkan……”
jichenchixiaoyisheng，dandandao：“jiaqiang。”
“exiansheng，zheiyangduizunfurentaicanrenle……”
jichenchuixiayanmou，chenshengdao：“woshuo，jiaqiang。”
“……haodexiansheng……”
heiyeshizuihaodeyangaise，nvhaifachusiyadeqiujiusheng，zaiyishengsheng“jiaqiang”zhong，biandeweiruo，jibukewen。
shixuedemengshoupishangweishandejiayi，mengdongdenvhaishizudiaoluojingxinbuzhidexianjing，shenyuandejuchiezhunvhaidehoulong，tunshixiadexueyesanfachuyourendexiangwei。
limingdejianglinshikongjuyebiandeyoujing，chenjideheiyexuxutunxiabaohuse，wuzhudesihouzaininingbukandezhaozedilixiaoshengniji，bufucunzai。
……
半个月后，A市。
shenqiudejijieweizheizuochengshiranhongfenghong，luoyexixisusudiaoluo，fanhuangdeyemaidianzhuileqiutiandeqixi。
“季季，红，吃。”
shenzhemaoronghongyidenvhaitaishouzhilezhiyoubianmaitanghuludexiaotan。
tashuohuadeshengyinhenman，zhejideyongshoubihua，shoushangdedongzuogengjiachidun。
nvhaizhangdehenkeai，qingchewugudedayanjingrutongmaoyanyiyang，xuebaidemaorongmaozixiashiyizhangbazhangdadexiaolian。
tahenjiaoxiao，shenzhikeyishuoshishouruo。
yanmouwanwanshiqiaozheshifentaoxi，xiangkeaidenianhuawawa。
lingrenyihandeshi，nvhaidefanyingyichangchidun，shenseyoujifendaizhi，mingxianbushizhengchangren。
shencedenanrenwanyaozaitabijianluoxiayiwen，chongnikaikoudao：“zhidaole，baobeiyaochitanghulu。”
nvhaimanmandediantou，youshenshouzhilezhiyoubianzuidazuiyuandetanghulu。
yangmaojunmeidenanrenshenshoulilelinvhaidemaozi，jiangtadeshoufanghuiwennuandeyidaili。
“好。”
shenhoudebaobiaojiyouyanlijiandemaixiafurendianmingdetanghulu。
nanrenjieguotanghulu，jingzhifangzainvhaimianqian。
nvhaizhalezhayan，manmannuoshangqianyixiaobu，zhangzuijiuyaoyao。
nanrenyitaishou，mianqiandetanghulubianchengnanrenwenredehuxi。
女孩愣住：“……”
她的糖葫芦呢？
tachidundetuikainanren，yaotou。
youzhilezhitoudingdetanghulu，yanleyankoushui，“chi。”
keaidefanyingrangnanrenrenjunbujin，tachangkaifengyibanvhaiquanjinhuaili，ditouwenlewennvhaideyanjing。
“小傻子。”
xiaonianhanhudedengdashuangyan，shengqideyongxiaopixiecaizhujichendejiaobei。
tazhishishuohuafanyingman，naozibuben，tatingdechulai，jichenzaimataben。
“你，烦，我……”
jichenyourouleroutadexiaolian，zaitashengqiqianbatanghuludidaotazuibian。
“xing，wofan，baobeibushengqi。”
xiaonianxiaokoudeyaozhetanghulu，daimengdedianlediantou，biaoshitabushengqile。
jichenrouleroutadenaodai，muguangwenruan。
xiaonianjiaolehaojiucaiyanxiatanghulu，wu，taitianle，meiyouxiangxiangzhongsuantiandehaochi。
tabatanghulufangzaijichenshouli，zhuanshenquleqitaxiaotanqian。
jichenkuxiaobudedekanzheshouzhongdetanghulu，suishoudijishencedebaobiao。
xiaozuzongyixiangkouweidiaozuan，xianzaixianqile，daihuikenengyouyaochi。
guoyihui，tayaoshibianbuchulaitayaoguodetanghulu，tayouhuiduzishengqi，haobantianbuliren。
“季，鱼。”
xiaonianzhilezhixiaotanshangkaodezizimaoyoudekaoyu，zuichandebuxing。
“吃。”
jianjichenbudong，xiaonianyouzouguolai，shenshouzhuaizhujichendeyijiao。
zhijiatuoluodeshangkouyijingyuhe，zhigenzhangchu**zhijia，duanduandeyijie，lveyouhuaji。
xiaonianzhuaibudongjichen，youpaoquhoumiantuijichenzou，bianzoubiancuicu，“jiji，yu。”
jichenfanshouwozhuxiaoniandeshouwan，jiaobuyizhuan，xiaonianzhizhipudaotahuaili。
toudingchuanlaijichenjujuedeshengyin，“bukeyieniannianxiaopengyou。”
xiaonianguzhideyaotou，yanbabadewangzheta，“yu。”
jichenyansudeditoukanta，“bukeyi，yishengshushushuoguo，baobeibunengchitaiyounidedongxi，baobeiyaotinghua。”
xiaonianxilexibizi，yankuangxuqiliangpaoleishui，yaoluobuluo，shifenweiqu。
“haole，jintianyijingwanhenjiule，womengaihuijia，baobeixiangchiyudehua，jinwanshijianchongzu，wokeyijibaobeizuo。”
jijizuodedongxizuihaochile，xiaonianpotiweixiao，huanxidepujinjichenhuaili。
“嗯呐。”
jichenqingsongdebaoqixiaonian，dabuzouxianglubianyizhangtongtiqiheidehaocheli。
haocheshenzhouweizhanzhesigeheiyiren，shenxinggaodaweimeng，shifenshenmi。
chezijichierqu，shengxiadebaobiaopailepaishou，dashenghandao，“shougongle。”
xixirangrangdejiedaoshunjiananjingxialai，shushimingheiyibaobiaozhengqiyouxudefenfabaiyuandachao。
shiduofenzhonghou，heiyibaobiaoluxushangche，yangzhangerqu。
maitanghuludexiaofanshuleshushouzhonghouhoudeyitahongpiaozi，xiaodejianyabujianlian。
tashenshouguaileguaipangbianzuomudiaodelaodaye，xiaoshengbaguadao：“dayechouchoushoulidepiaozi，zeze，zheiyouqianrenzhenhuiwan，gejigezaizheilihunonglianggexiaoshi，dideshangdabangeyuedeshourule。”
“gangcaineigexiaonvwa，shidalaobandexifuba，zhangdexianghualicongchulaideyiyang。”
pangbiandedashenqileyisheng，“zheishiwozhidao，dalaobanzuixianzhaowo。”
“neixiaoguniangcongmutailidaichulaidebing，tianshengdexinzhibuquan，liangjiarencongxiaodingxiawawaqin，dalaobanyoushigexinchanghaode，xiaoguniangchengnianhou，jiujiedaojialiqinzizhaogule。”