woshilaizisenlindejinglingzuyongshi，zaiyangguangzhaoyaoxia，beishengshuciming——chenguang。
suoyourenyiweiwohuiyizhiliuzaisenlinzhong，zuoyiweishengshudeshouhuzhe，zhidaoyizhimaoxianzhexiaoduichuangru。
dangtamenliqu，neiweimeilidedaozeiyedaizoulewodexin。wobuguquanzu，juexinzhuixuntaliqu，
fangqishouhushengshudeshiming。zhilaizhiqu，meiyouyouyudeshijian。budengsisuo，
wobianyijingtashangqianwangrenleishijiededaolu。ziciyuanbenfaweideshenghuobiandeyouqu。wochengweimaoxianzhe，
weizhuiqiuta，wotashanglvtu，buduantishengziji。erzailvtuzhonggezhongmeihaodexiehouyeyicijianglin。
woconggebulinxijizhongjiuxiadejixieshichengweiwodezhiyou，tayizhishiwoxinlaidezhiyuanzhe。
nulishangrenshouzhongjiuxiadeheimaoshaonvganyuanzuowodepucong，zhongshenfengwoweizhu，yibaoenqing。
wochenglidemaoxiantuan“yonghengzhige”，mingshengchuanbianshijie，lianrenleixueyuandemofatiancaiyemumingerlai。zuizhong，
dangwoyaoqingtajiaruhou，woyiliyusuoyoumaoxianzhexianmubuyideshandian。dandengshangdianfenghou，yiqiedoubianle，
wolikaisenlinfendou80niandeyiqie。zaiwuniankuaileshiguanghou，jiukaishibianzhi。womengehejiashen，hezuojianshao，
zaimeiyoumubiao，bicikaishilengdan。zhidaoyongzheleioudechuxian，dailailehenduoxindongxi，
zheigefengbideshijiezhubukaifang。suoyourendouliwoerqu，tamenbuzaixuyaowo，shenzhiwobuzaishituanzhang，
zhinengzuoqingbaohehouqin。eryiweitongzuhoubei——xidedaolai，womingbaile，woyibeishidaisuopaoqi，
shishihouliqule。woyaotuichuduiwu，huidaoguxiang。zaijiejuehaozuihoudeshiqingzhihou，dijiaotuiduishenqing，
wojiangyinchangjinglingdewangeliqu。1“zheishizuihouyigele。chenguang，weier，qianfangsaorao，tuoyanshijian。
maqidemofajiuyaozhunbeihaole。”leiouzuoweizhihui。duiwuyouyoutiaobuwendekaiqigonglve。
dangzhuzuikaishidegongshihou，wotingxialedongzuo，handao：“xiaoxi，kaishiba。”ng，
wojiaodaochulaidehoubeiyehetuanduipeihewanmei。zhihouwojiuwanquanbuyongchushoule。
anxindelaidaozhiliaozuhuifushangshi。dengdaozhuangtaiquanmanzhihouzaicichuji。zhongyu，
jiangzheizuizhongshouzaihexindemowuxiaomiezhihouneishuijingyibandemigonghexinbeishourunangzhong。zhenggeguochenghaobuyiwai。
zheigezuiqiangda，zuigulaodemigongjintianchedixiaoshi。“leiou，nizhenshitailihaile。nishouhuzaiqianfang，
erqiehainengbaozhengzhihuibuchucuo。jianzhijiushitianshengdetuanzhang。”leiouqianxudetuituo。
erwozemomodekaiqihuishouhexindegongzuo。kanzhetazaizhongxingpengyuedeweizhi，xinyoubuganquewukenaihe。
wulunwofuchuduoshaonuli，doufaxianwoyijingwufadanrenzhihuidegongzuole。tuanzhangziranyejiubuzaiheshile。
zaizheicigonglvezhong，leiouzhanxianlebuyayuwodelingxiushuizhun，erpingshituanzhangdegongzuoyebingmeiyoujitazaochengmafan。
yuzhixiangfan，dangrenleidexingjiwenmingjianglinzaizheigeshijieshi，
lianggewenmingdejiaoguidailaidezhongzhongwentichangshiwoshouzuwucuo。zaizuijiannandeshike，
wozhinengmianqiangbaozhengmaoxiantuanbuxiaowang，zaizheigeshidaiwozhinengzaijiafengzhongqiusheng。
dangwojiangtuanzhangzhiweijiaotuojileiouzhihou，daoxianzai，maoxiantuanyijingxiguanleleioudezuoweilingxiu。
tadetuanzhangzhiweizaijiaojiehoubingmeiyouyisidongyao，huoxuzhiyoukaotacainengbaozheng“yonghengzhige”deyanxu。
shishizhengmingwoqueshiyijingbuzaishihezheigeweizhi。mingming，zuoweijinglingzuwohaihennianqing，
danqueganjueyijinglaole。jieshuzheizuihouyicitaofahou，zheigeshijiezaiyemeiyoumigongle。yushi，
wofangqileqitasuoyoushouhuo，zhiyaoneizuiqiangdademigonghexin。zaixiangguanshiqingjieshuhou，woshenqingcicheng。
“woyaotuidui！”tingdaozheihua，leioutamenlengzhule。neijiweiyuwoxiangbanduoniandeshaonvbukezhixin，
tamenzhidaowodui“yonghengzhige”deganqing。leiouquanshuo“neizenmexing，chenguangnikeshituanduihexin，
nidegongxianshisuoyourendoubibushangde。napanixianzaibushituanzhangle，niyeshiyonghengzhigedemenmian。
”“neishiyiqian，xianzainicaishihexin。erqiexianzaixiaoxilaile，tashihuangzuxuemai，
ziranganzhiheshengmingfashubiwoqianlida，shaojialilianjiunengchaoguowo。”tanleyikouqi，henyihan，
leioubushigetaoyanderen，wowufayingguota，yewufazenghen，zhinenggandaobuganhecuobai。
“liuxiayezhishichengweifulei，jinglingdejiaoaobuyunxuwoliuliuwuwei！”jixieshiweierzoushangqian，haixiangwanliu，
danwoyiyijue，tuikaileta。“nizhenyaofangqifendoule80niandemaoxiantuanma？dangchureqingdejinglingni？
nibawodaidaozheili。xianzaiyaodiuxiawoma？！”meilidedaozeibeisikanzhewo。“zhuren，yaodiuxiawoma？
”maonvmiyakaishidiaoxiaozhenzhule。wozaikanleyiyanzheigemaoxiantuanjidi，zairenwudatingtingxiamuguang。
40nianqian，renwuyaozaimutougaoshipaisixia，xianzaiquezaiyigesuoweidequanxiyingxiangmianqianshuojijuhuajiuxing。
zheigeshijieyijingbushiwosuoshuxideneigele！“shidaibiandetaikuaile，yijingbushiwodewutaile。jingling？
ziranzhizi？he，budoushilaodiaoyadedongxi。xianzaituichuyezongbiweilaibeiganzouyaohao。”leioufahuale，
“nihaishibuxiangxinwomen。woyegennirenshile10nian，woshileiou，shigezenyangderennishimingbaide。
womenjuebuhuipaoqitongbande。”“keshizheigeshijie！zheigeshidaiyijingpaoqiwole！woxianzaibushituanzhang，
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danzheiciwodehuayuzhongyinhanzhefennu。woxianzaibuzoujiutaiwanle。2leioumeiyoushuofuwo，
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”xianzaileioushituanzhang，meiyoutadeyunxu，wowufalikai。danzuoweijinglingzu，woshenglaiziyou。bangeyue，
zuiduobangeyue！woyidingyaozou！diertian，“miya，genwochuquzuorenwu。”woduizheheimaoshaonvshuodao。
“zhuren，nizhenzuoqilailema？shishenmerenwu？renwushuni？”“meiyourenwushu，zheishiwoderenwu，
yeshiniderenwu。”taweiweiyihuo，danyourenyouwolingzhetaquwangzhongshuchengqu。
maoxiantuanjidideweizhibijiaopianpi，danjieyouxingmen，biankeyiquwangzhongshuchengqu。zaizhuangguandexingmenmianqian，
wojuedezijiwubidemiaoxiao，keyanqianzhiwushiyougengjiaruoxiaoderenleijianzaode。youxingmenzai。
bujinjinshizheigeshijie，shenzhishiqitadeshijie，zhiyaozaizheipianxingyunei，renleidounengtazu。
tongguoxingmenxuyao1xiaoshi，zheishiwoyebuzaibaochichenmo。“tingshuorenleiyouyougenggaojidexingmennongchulaile？
”“shide，tingshuoweieryecanyujianzaole，shijiaociyuanxingmen，gengda，gengkuai。
tingshuojiulianliantonglianggeshijiedouzhiyao1miaoni。”“neixianzainengyonglema？”“buqingchua，
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wokaishizhuanyihuati。“daolezhongshuchengqu，quzhongtiandashadecanting，jutirenwuwohuizaineiligennishuoming。
”daolezhongshuchengqu，wofaxianzheilibiqiquniangengjiafanhua，chengzhongyouliuxingqileyizhongxindeshishangchuanzhe。
meicidaodazheili，jiuhuifaxiantabiandebuyiyangle。yaoleyaotou，womenxiangzhongtiandashazouqu。
shenweizhumingdemaoxianzhe，womenzidaiyidiantequan。haobufeilidedianleyigebaomidebaoxiang。
dianleyifenfengshengdedacanhou，wokaishishuomingrenwu。“jideyiqianneigenulishangrenma？”miyajingleyixia，
yihuodewendao：“tabushibeizhuaqilailema？ranhouhaihetayouguanxi？”“dangchuxijimaorenzu，
shiyinweizhongshuchengqudechengzhuerziyaomaiyixiemaonvzuonuli。”“a？！”“woshizuijinyiduanshijiancaiqueding。
neigerenzaibeiguanleyiduanshijianhou，nulimaoyizaichengzhuerzidezhichixiayoukaishile。erqiezheicigengyinbi，
gengjiayanzhong，keyishuobianjishijiegedi。
womenderenwumubiaojiushichedidaohuiweiyuzhongshuchengqudexiangguandixiachanye，rangtamenwusuodunxing！
”miyazhidaoqingkuanghouqifenbuyi，jidongdihuiquan，ziranzantongxingdong。womenjueding，
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zhongshuchengqudedixiachanyebeiliangenbaqi。xiangbudaozheigeshidai，wohainengyourucinengli，
kanlaiyizhishileioutaibiantaile，erduiyuqitarenlaishuo，wohaimeiyouchuyubeitaotaideshihou。
danwomingbaizheiyekuaile。zaijieshuzhihou，wohemiyahaijinxingletanfang，
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erzheiyeyinqijudadehongdong，zaiyigefukongpingmu，
wokandaorenleilingdaozhedenuyanhegezhongrenzaibutongdifangdejieshuobaodao。zongjieshi，
renleikaishipaichazheigeshijiedegechuheian，jianbudeguangdeshijiepuguangle。woxingdonghenxunsu，
danrenleizhiyongleyigeshangwudeshijianjiuyijingbazheijianshiqingchuanbodaosuoyoudedifang。chengzhuzaibaitianzhaojianlewomen，
dasizanshangleyifan。wojiandaogezhongzhenbao，danzhiyaoqiuyijianshi。“jiwozuihaodewuzhuang，yaojinglingshiyongde，
yuding10tao。”zheibingbushitainan，shangwutichuxiawujiunadaoshou，sulvgaoxiaodebukesiyi。
miyayehenkaixin，tahengaoxingwoyoukaishifenzhanqianjinle，jiuxiangyiqianyiyang。danwofaxianleyijianshi，
muhouheishouzhixiangjianyulidenulishangren。dantazenmekenengzuodao，mingmingchuyujianjin，
chufei……zaiqianwangxingmendeguituzhong，wokanxiangmiya“turanxiangqilai，jididexunlianshihenjiumeihuanle。
xinzhuangbeidezaizhongshuchengqulicaiyoutiaojianceshi。woxianchuanyitaoceshi，nidaijiutaohuijidi。mingtianzaijian。
”“ngng，woxianzoule，zhurenyaojiayou！”“mingtianjian，miya。”wojuedingjinwanzaiquyitangchengzhufu。
taxianzaiyinggaimeiyourenhezhunbei。yidingyaokuai。3zaidangtian，hengxingluoxiayuhuizhishi，chengzhuhuidaozhusuo，
tafeichangpibei，danzhilaidejihekoucha，shenhoujiuchuanlaiyidaowenhou。“chengzhuzhenshimangliua，xiangxiehuierma？
”tingdaozheigeshengyin，chengzhujiumingbaitashishei。bijingjintianshangwutamencaigangjianguomian。“nilaidekezhenkuai。
zenmefaxianwode？”taguzuozhending，danwochajuedaoletadejinghuangyujinzhang。“jizeshengbian。
zheiyitiannijianderenbushao，qudedifangyebushao，daliguanxiburongyiba。ruguodongzuobushizheimeda，
wohaihuaiyibudaonitoushang。”chengzhuzhidaotayijingpaobudiaole。
danhaishibaozheyisixiwangshuodao：“wojingjingyeyeshushinian，biewusuoqiu，woyaobaoxiawoerzi，
wozhixiangrangtahuoxiaqu。wozhishigefuqina！”wobingweidongyao，danwokandaozheigefangjianliyouzhejiankong。
yushiwobuxialeyigexianjing。“womeiyouquanlikuanshunidezuinie，yemeiyouquanlizhizeyiweifuqin，
neijiurangmingyunlaijuedingba。woshouzhongzheimeijinbi，paochuzhengmian，wojiubushani。
”chengzhugenbenmeiyouxiangdaohuidedaoyigezheiyangdejieguo，wodexingdongwanquanzaitadeyuliaozhiwai。
zaiwopaochuyingbihou，guobuqiran，yiribenbodepibei，duijiarendedanyou，busuzhikedejinghe，
shengmingdexiepo，yijiduishitaishikongdekonghuang，tadejingshenyalishizaitaida。wojiexiayingbikaishichakanjieguo，
zaiwozhanlupozhandeshihou，tazhongyurenbuzhudongshoule。tanachuleyibanenglianghuochong，xiangyaoxijiwo。
danzaizaoyouyuliaodeqingkuangxia，wohoufaxianzhiyidaoqiesui，jiechuletadewuzhuang。zheiyiketachedijuewang，