chuanchengnvewennvzhuneitian，xitonggaosuwozhiyaozouwangeshentiaolouqingjiejiunenghuijia。kewomeicizuosishi，
neigebaolidebazongzhangfudouhuihongzheyanguixiaqiuwo。dangtadaizhebaiyueguanglaichouwoxueshi，
woxingfendizijianzhuzhenguan。taqueturandafanxuedai，zhandouzhebaozhuwo：“buzhunjuan！
”wozheicaitingjiantaxintongrujiaodexinsheng——“baobao，
nidaodiyaozenyangcaikenhaohaohuozhe...”---1naozilideshengyinbinglengqiehaowuganqing，
每一个字都像钉子，
bawozuihoudejiaoxingdingsizaiyuandi：【…gechuyikeshenzangjinanzhuguchendebaiyueguanglinweiwei，bingzaisangeyuehou，
conggushijituandingloutiantaitiaoxia。qingjiewanchengdu100%，jikefanhuiyuanshijie。
】wotangzaizheizhangnengrongnawuliugerendagun、queyijiukongdangbinglengdeoushidachuangshang，dingzhetianhuaban，
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chuanchenglezheibenbawoqidetuxuesanshengdenvewenli，neigebeiwaganqushen、zuizhongtiaoloucansidetongmingnvzhu，suwan。
erxitongjiwode，shiyitiaobixuyongxuerouheshengmingpujiude“huijia”lu。“huijia”lianggezi，
xiangheianliweiyideguang，youerbandiaozhewo。menwaichuanlaichenzhongershuxidejiaobusheng，youyuanjijin。
wojihushitiaojianfanshedidanzuoqilai，shentibidanaoxianyibujizhulekongju，xiweidizhandou。shiguchen，
zheibenshudenanzhu，womingyishangdezhangfu，yeshiweilaihuiqinshouxialinggewoshen、biwotiaoloudeguizishou。
“peng——”fangmenbeidalituikai，zhuangzaiqiangshangyoudanhui，fachuchenmendejuxiang。
gaodadenanrenguoxiezheyishenlinliedejiuqiyuhanyedefengchuanglejinlai。tashenxingtingba，mianrongjunmeiderutongdiaosu，
zhishicikeneishuangshensuideyanmoulifanyongzhehaobuyanshideyaneyubaoli。tajibuzoudaochuangqian，
yinyingshunjianjiangwowanquanlongzhao。bingliangdeshouzhidaizhewaimiandehanqi，mengdiqiazhuwodexiaba，
lidaodadejihuyaoniesuiwodegutou。“suwan，”takaikou，shengyindichenshaya，daizhenongnongdechaofeng，
“jintianyouzaiwanshenmebaxi？ng？zhuangbing？jueshi？”tengtongrangwoyanqianfahua，
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yinggaiyonghanzheleishuide、jueqiangyoucuiruodeyanshenkanzheta，ranhoubeitahenhenxiuru。kequtamadeqingjie！
wozhixianghuijia！yigupoguanziposhuaideyongqi，huozheshuo，shibeibidaojuejingdediankuang，mengdichongshanglewodetouding。
woyangzhetou，nulirangzijideshengyintingqilaibuneimezhandou，shenzhichechuyigeniuqudexiao：“guchen…youbenshi，
nijiugancuiyidian…”taqiazhewoxiabadeshouzhizhouranshoujin，mousechendeheren。wobishangyan，xinyiheng，
jihushihoulechulai：“…zhijienongsiwoa！”yuxiangzhonggengkuangbaodenuhuobingmeiyoujianglin。
neiqiazhewoxiabadeliliang，haowuzhengzhaodisongle。jinjiezhe，wotingdao“putong”yishengmenxiang。jingyadizhengkaiyan，
wokandaogangcaihailiqimanshendenanren，cikejingzhitingtingdidanxiguizailechuangbiandeditanshang。
tagaodadeshenquweiweigoulouzhe，neishuangzongshishengmanyanedeyanjing，cikejingranxinghongyipian，
limianfanyongzhewowanquanwufalijiede、jinhuposuidetongku。tayangtoukanzhewo，
shengyindoudebuchengyangzi：“wanwan…bieshuole…woqiuni…biezaishuozheizhonghua…”ta…zaiqiuwo？wojiangzaichuangshang，
danaoyipiankongbai。jubenlimeixiezheiyichua？taxiayibubushiyinggaibawotuoquyushiyonglengshuijiaoxing，
huozhezhijiebaworengchuwoshima？guidiaiqiu？zheiooclebadage！jiexialaiderizi，
woxianggezizibujuanzuosideceshiyuan，fanfuzaiguchendeleiqushangfengkuangbengdi。zaitayanqingzhongyaokehu，
qifenzuirongqiadeshihou，woduanzhejiubei“buxiaoxin”zhuangletadebaiyueguanglinweiwei，angguidehongjiupoletayishen。
linweiweijinghuyisheng，chuchukeliandisuojinpangbianrendehuaili。guchendelianseshunjianyinchenrushui，quanchangqiyazhoujiang。
tayibubuchaowozoulai，yanshenxiangshiyaodangchangbawosisui。lailelaile！kuai！xiangshulixiedeneiyang，
henhentuikaiwo，mawoedu，ranhoubaozhenidebaiyueguanglikai！woshenzhiyijingdiaozhenghaolezishi，
zhunbeiyingjieneiyitui。ketazoudaowomianqian，xiongtangjulieqifulejixia，ranhou，zaiyici，
haowuzhengzhaodi——guilexiaqu。tajinjinbaozhuwodetui，balianmaizaiwoshenqian，
shengyinmenyadaizhegengyan：“shiwodecuo…wanwan，shiwobugaidaitalai…nibieshengqi，zenmefawodouxing，
bieqihuaileziji…”quanchangsiji。kehumenmudengkoudai，linweiweidelianlvleyoubai。wozhijuedeyanqianyihei。
zheiqingjiebengdeliantamadouburenshile！woshenzhizaimougeshenye，zhendepashanglegushijituandingloudetiantai。
yefenghuxiao，chuidewodanbodeshuiqunlieliezuoxiang，ditoukanzhejiaoxiaruyinhebancuicanyoumiaoxiaodechengshidenghuo，
siwangdekongjujuezhulewo，danhuijiadeyouhuogengqiang。woshenxiyikouqi，zhunbeiwangqianmaichunei“huigui”deyibu。
shenhouchuanlaiyishengsixinliefeide、jihubusirenshengdepaoxiao：“suwan——！”xiayimiao，
yigujudadeliliangjiangwomengdicongbianyuanzhuailehuilai，tianxuandizhuanjian，
wobeisisidianjinyigezhandouderutongfengzhongluoyedehuaibaoli。guchensisibaozhewo，
zhenggerendoudebiwozheigechadiantiaolouderenhailihai。wenredeyetiyidiyidizaluozaiwodejingwo，tangdejingren。
“buzhun…buzhun…”tayuwulunci，zhihuizhongfuzheilianggezi，shoubeigudewogutoushengteng，fangfoyisongshou，
wojiuhuihuazuoqingyanxiaoshi。wopazaitahuaili，tingzhetashikongdexintiao，
manxinzhiyoujuewangdemangranhezhuakuang：dage，niburangwozouqingjie，wotamazenmehuijiaa？！zuizhongshenpanri，
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guchendaizheyiqunyihurenyuan，zhijiechuangjinlewodewoshi。tazhanzaichuangbian，nizheguang，wokanbuqingtadebiaoqing，
zhinengtingdaotabinglengdeshengyin，heshulimiaoxiedeyizibucha：“choutadexue，jiweiwei。”laile！zhongyulaile！
geshendeqianzou，chouxue！woyayizhuneixinjihuyaopenboerchudekuangxi，nuliweichizhebiaomiandexuruohepingjing。
huijiadedamen，zhongyuxiangwochangkaileyitiaofeng！hushinazhecudadezhenguanhexuedaizouguolai，
youxieyouyudikanzhewocangbaidelian。“kuaidian！”guchenbunaidicuicu，shengyinlengying。jiushixianzai！
zhanxianwo“wusifengxian”（pobujidai）deshihoudaole！womengdicongchuangshangzuoqi，
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jingzhundianzhuzhouwodexueguan，yanjingyinweijidongerfaliang，shengyindoubianlediao：“chouwode！kuai！duochoudian！
bugouhaiyou！”neibiaoqing，neiyuqi，buxiangshiyaobeichouxue，daoxiangshizhonglewubaiwandajiangpobujidaiyaoqulingjiang。
guchenmengdizhuanguotou，shixiansisididingzaiwolianshang，dingzaiwoyinweixingfenerweiweifanhongdelianjiashang，
dingzaiwowozhezhenguan、yueyueyushideshoushang。tadetongkongzhouransuochenglezhenjiandaxiao。xiayimiao，
zaiwojingedezhushixia，taxiangshifengleyiyangchongguolai，shoubeimengdiyihui——“pa！
”neidaishangweikaishishurudexuedaibeitahenhendafeichuqu，zazaiqiangbishang，xianhongdexueyesijiankailai，
zaixuebaideqiangzhishangyunkaiyipiancimudelangjie。ertazeyibajiangwosisidi、yongjinquanlidigujinhuaili，
zhenggeshentidouzaijuliedizhandou，fangfogangcongbingshuililaochulai。“buzhunjuan！”tajihushipaoxiaochusheng，
shengyinsiyapolie，daizheyizhonghuitianmiedidekonghuang，“wobuzhun！nitingjianmeiyou！suwan，wobuzhun！
”zhenggewoshiyipiansiji，zhishengxiatacuzhonghunluandechuanxisheng，xiangyitoubinsidekunshou。erwo，
zaitazheishichangde、zheneryulongdepaoxiaoshengzhong，
zhongyu、zhongyutingjianlelingyigeshengyin——yigezhijiezaiwonaohaishenchuxiangqide，
daizhewujintongchu、konghuangheshenbujiandijuewangdexinsheng：【…baobao，
caikenhaohaohuozhe...】【…biezaizheiyangle…woshoubule…zhendeshoubulele…】【…nixiangyaowodemingma？
jini…doujini…zhiyaonihaohaode…qiunile…】wojiangzaitajihuyaoleduanwogutoudehuaibaoli，
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xinghongdeyandishijihuyaoyichulaide、**luode，woguoqucongweikandong，
huozheshuocongweiganqushenjiude——tongchexinfei。tayizhi…shizheiyangkanzhewodema？neixiebaoli，neixiexiuru，
neixielengmo…nandao…guchensihuchajuedaolewodezhushi，tadixiatou，leishuizaiyicihaowuzhengzhaodigunluo，
zazaiwodelianshang，zhuoredeheren。takanzhewo，zuichunxidong，sihuxiangshuoshenme。erneijuewangdexinsheng，
zaicirutongchaoshuiban，daizhehuimieyiqiedeliliang，yongruwodenaohai：【…xitong…dui！
yidingshineigegaisidexitongzaini！】【…tashibushi…yidingyaonisi？】！！！tazenmehuizhidaoxitong？！
2wohunshendexueyefangfozaishunjiandongjie，danaoyipiankongbai，zhinengdaidaidikanzheta。
xitong…tazenmehuizhidaoxitong？！guchenkanzhewozheifuzhenjingdaoshihundemoyang，
yandidexintongyujuewangjihuyaomanyichulai。tameiyouzaishuohua，danneikuangluandexinshengquerutongchaoshui，
tingdaole…wozaojiutingdaole…neigegaisideshengyin…binitiaolou…binijuanshen…】【…meiyicinishanghaiziji，
wan…wodewanwan…】【…biezaitingtadele…suanwoqiuni…womenyidingyoubiedebanfa…】tasisidibaozhewo，
fangfoyaojiangworousuijintadeguxueli，yongtadetiwenlaiquerenwodecunzai。neiguntangdeleishuibuduandiluo，
zhuoshaozhewodepifu，yeyidiandianronghuazhewoyin“huijia”zhinianerbingfengdexin。yuanlai…neixiebaoli，
neixiezhendui，neixiekansiwuqingdexiuru…quandoushitabenzhuode、juewangdefankang？tashizaiyongtayiweidefangshi，
shitudaduanwode“renwu”，bawocongjidingdesiwangluxianshangzhuaihuilai？
judadehuangmiuganhechilaide、sisilvlvdexinteng，rutongtengmanbanchanraozhuwodexinzang，rangwojihuzhixi。
“ni…”wozhanglezhangzui，houlonggansedefabuchuwanzhengdeshengyin，“niyizhi…douzhidao？
”guchenzhongzhongdidiantou，xinghongdeyanlishijiehouyushengdekongjuheshenbujiandideaiyi，neiaiyirucixiongyong，
jihuyaojiangwoyanmei。“duibuqi…wanwan…duibuqi…”tayuwuluncididaoqian，wenzhewodetoufa，
我的额头，
pale…wopawozuzhibuleni…wopashiquni…”zhouweibeitadailaideyishenghehushizaoyishiqudituilechuqu，
haitiexindiguanshanglemen。fangjianlizhishengxiawomenliangge，yijimandilangjiede、cimudexianhong。jiuzaizheishi，
naohailineigebinglengdedianziyinzaicixiangqi，daizheyisibuyichajuede…qijibaihuai？【jinggao！
jiancedaoqingjieyanzhongpianli！suzhuxingweiyichang！qinglijihuiguizhuxianrenwu：weilinweiweishuxue，
bingweihouxushenzangyizhizuozhunbei！fouzejiangshiweirenwushibai！】renwushibai？shibaihuizenyang？wohainenghuijiama？
jihushitongshi，guchendeshentimengdiyijiang，tataiqitou，yanshenruilidisaoshisizhou，
zuihoulaolaosuozhuwodeyanjing，fangfonengtouguowodetongkong，kandaowonaozhongdeneigedongxi。“tayoushuohuale，
shibushi？”tadeshengyindichenerjinbeng，daizheyizhongyaoyuwuxingzhiwubodoudehenli，“youzaibini？
”wokanzhetayanzhonghaobuyanshideshayiheshouhu，neige“huijia”deniantou，diyicidongyaole。
weileyigemiaomangde、shenzhibuzhidaozhenjiade“huijia”chengnuo，
wozhendeyaoshanghaizheige…yongzheizhongjiduanfangshiaizhewodenanrenma？zhendeyaoanzhaozheilengkuxitongdeanpai，