dingliuxiexingchenshiquanneiwenmingdebaozaokuang，santianliangtouyinmakuzhulishangresou。woyigeshibaxianxiaohuka，
xianglaiduozhetazou。kejinwanhoutai，xinzhuliwangyadekuhanqili，haihunzhe“jiuming”hebolisuiliedejuxiang。
wochongguoqu，zhengzhuangjianxiexingchenzuanzhebanjiesuiboli。laibujiduoxiang，bennengdichongshangqu，
yibajiangwangyahuzaishenhou。“xielaoshixinu！houtaiyoujiankong，naochushangrenfengboduininmeihaochu！
”xiexingchenhaimeikaikou，wohuzhedewangyaqueturancongshenhoujiangwohenhentuidaozaidi！“xuejiamin，
nishaozaizheijiahaoxin！”tazhizhewodebizi，kuzhexiangxiexingchengaozhuang：“xielaoshininbiexinta！
tajiushisuanzhunleninzaiqitoushang，guyichongjinlaiyanxide！”“tayigeyanyuanjiazhuanghaoxinjiuwo，
kendingshixiangboninguanzhujiejishangwei！”womengle，meixiangdaowangyajingshizhifanyaoyikoudebaiyanlang。
qiangrenzhejiaohuaijutong，langbeidicongdishangpaqilai。“baoqian，daraole。shiwoduoguanxianshile。
”……1wobudengxiexingchenyourenhefanying，yiqueyiguaidizhuanshenjiuzou。gangmaichuyibu，
wodejingjirenzhanggejiuhuojihuoliaodichongleguolai。yibaanzhuwo，
duizhexiexingchendefangxiangyingshijulegejiushidudegong。“xielaoshi！duibuqi！shiwomenyirenbudongshi，
chongzhuanglenin！”xiexingchendemuguangyueguota，ruilirudaodiluozaiwoshenshang。shixiancongwojueqiangdelian，
huanhuanhuadaowoshoushangdejiaohuai，mouseshenchen。pianke，takandouweikanzhanggeyiyan，yongzhemoleidewangyazhuanshenlikai，
zhilenglengdiuxiayiju：“guanhaonideren。”zhidaotamendebeiyingxiaoshi，zhanggecaiganzhiqiyao，
lianshangdechanmeishunjianzhuanweizhengning。“xuejiamin**shibushifengle？！”tayazhesangzihou。
woshuaikaitadeshou：“shitaxiangyongbolishangwangya……”“sahuang！”zhanggezhizhemenkou，qideliandouhongle。
“niyanxiale？meikanjianxielaoshigangcaishizenmehuzhetadema？”tadezhiwenxiangyipenbingshui，
jiangwocongtoujiaodaojiao。“yinweimeirenxin，wojiugaichengrenwomeizuoguodeshi？！
”woyingshangtajiaojiyoufennudemuguang。“xianzaibushizhenglunzheigedeshihou！”tafanzaodidaduanwo。
“gongsidedianhuadoukuaibeidabaole，niyaoshibudaoqian，womenliangjiuyiqiwandan！”worouzheshengtengdejiaohuai，
huranxiaole，fanwen：“suoyi，wojiuyaomeizheliangxin，xiangyigeshibaozheheyigebaiyanlangditou？
”“liangxinnengdangfanchima？！”tabeiwodehuajinu，qidefadou，zhizhewodebizi。“hao，niyouguqi！
nidengzheshoujieyuehanba，weiyuejinyifendoubuhuishao！”tashuaishouzouren，liuxiawoduzizhanzaiyuandi，
jiaohuaizuanxinditeng。koudailideshoujizaizheishifengkuangzhendongqilai。wonachulaiyikan，
pingmushangheranshiresoucitiao：#xuejiaminpengcixiexingchen##xuejiaminxinjibiao#jizhangjiaodudiaozuande**tuli，
zhengshiwo“tuikai”wangya，duixiexingchen“tiaoxin”dehuamian。pinglunquzaoyibeichaoshuibandezhoumayanmei。
“zheixinjinvsheia？xianghongxiangfengleba？shibaxianhukahaiganlaipengciwomengege？”“yilianlvchaxiang，
guoranbushishenmehaodongxi。tule。”“baozougege，gegeshican，tiantianbeizheizhongniuguisheshenpengci。
”“xiaosi，zheijiemenerdeyanjiquanyongzaizheierleba？aosikaqianniyizuoxiaojinren。”2diertianyizao，
woshibeigongsiduominglianhuancallzhenxing。wotoutongyuliedihuakaishouji，lengzhule。
gongsiyongwodezhanghaofaledaoqianxin。xinli，wo“chengren”zijishi“weiboquguanzhu”eyichaozuo，
bingxiangxiexingchenhewangya“chengzhidaoqian”。“pengci”dezuiming，beigongsiqinshoudingsizaiwoshenshang。wochongdaogongsi，
yijiaochuaikaizhanggedebangongshimen。“sheirangnimenyongwozhanghaofawende？neishiweizao！”zhanggetoudoumeitai，
zhengyouxiandihezhecha：“gongsidejueding。”“gongsipingshenmejuedingwodeqingbai？”woqidehunshenfadou。
tazhongyutaiqiyan，yanshenxiangzaidaliangyijianfeipin：“xuejiamin，gongsishishengyichang，bushicishantang。
niyijingmeiyoujiazhile！”“yigefuzichan，youshenmezigetanqingbai？”“woyaojieyue！”“keyi。
”zhanggechixiao，jiangwenjiandiuzaiwomianqian，“weiyuejin，babaiwan。
”tayongzhijiandianledianhetong：“kanshinixianpeiguangjiadi，haishigongsixianwangleni。”huayingangluo，
xiexingchendetuanduiyefaleyipianyiyousuozhideshengming。anshiwo“zaoyouqianke，shigeguanfan”，
jiangwosisidingzaichiruzhushang。wodeshoujizaicixiangqi，shiqianjitiangangtanhaodewangjuzhipianren。
duifangyuqixuwei：“jiamina，nideresounaodetaidale。touzifanghenkanzhongyirenxingxiang，nidongde。
”“neigenvsanhao，zhinenghuanrenle。xiaciba……”dianhua**cuidiguaduan。
wobuganxinshiyejiuzheimebeihuidiao，wobixuzijiu。wodiyigexiangdaodejiushihoutaizoulangdejiankong，
neishinengzhengmingwoqingbaideweiyizhengju！wolikedachehuidaozuotiandehuodongchangguan，qingqiuchakanjiankong。
baoandageyilianweinan：“guniang，zhenbuqiao。neiyiduandejiankong，yinweishebeijianxiu，yingpanbeigeshihuale。
”woxinli“gedeng”yixia，chendaolegudi。shebeijianxiu？tiannayouzheimeqiaodeshi！
zheikendingshixiexingchendetuanduidongleshoujiao。woshihunluopodiwangwaizou，quezaizoulangjintou，yingmianzhuangshangleyigeren。
shiwangya。tabuzaishizuotianlihuadaiyudemoyang，zhuangrongjingzhi，yishenmingpai，zuijiaoguazheshenglizhedechaofeng。
tazhudongcoujin，shenchutuzhefashimeijiadeshou，qingqingpailepaiwodelianjia。yongzhiyouwomenliangrennengtingdaodeshengyin，
qingmiedikaikou：“xuejiamin，zuotianbushitingnengnaidema？nibuhuizhenyiwei‘jiu’woyici，
jiunengfeishangzhitouleba？”jianwolianseshabai，taxiaoyigengshen：“jiupingnizheizhonghuose，
yepeidaxielaoshidezhuyi？laihamaxiangchitianerou！”tashouhuishou，
yanshenxiangkanyizhikeyisuijiaoniansidemayi：“yihoukanjianxielaoshi，raodaozou。”“eduile，haiyouwo。
nirebuqideren，douduoyuandian。”tashuowan，caizhegaogenxie，deyidizouyuan。wozuanjinlequantou。
tatiaoxindehuayuheneifuzuilian，dianranlewodenuhuo。womingbaile。zheibushiyiwai。
erzheishiyichangweiwoliangshendingzuodeyinmou。3wobeigongsichedixuezangle。suoyoudetonggaobeiquxiao，
zhuliyebeishouhui。gongsisushedaoqi，wojiaobuchufangzu，zhinengbanjinyigeyueliubaikuai、bujiantianridedixiashi。
wokenzhepaomian，yibianbianfupanneiwandexijie。wangyadebiaoyantianyiwufeng，kezongjuedenalibudui。
wohuranxiangqiyigebeihulvedexijie——zaitakuhan“jiuming”shi，shengyinlisihujiazazheyisixingfen。
tapudaoxiexingchenhuailishi，kantadeyanshenbushijingwei，ershibingtaidekuangrehezhanyou。
zheigefaxianrangwobuhanerli。wolikedakaiershoudiannao，kaishifengkuangsousuowangyadexinxi。
tadeshejiaozhanghaohenganjing，quanshigongzuorichang。wobuxinxie，huanzheguanjiancisoubianlegedaluntanhetieba。zhongyu，
zaiyigezaojiuguanbidefensiluntanli，wotongguoyizhangtazaoqizhaopiandebeijing，
wachuletacengyongguodeid——“xingchenweiyideya”。shunzhezheigeid，woxiangdakailepanduolademohe。
tajingshixiexingchendeguhuijisishengfan！tiezili，
taxiangxijilulezijiruhegenzong、huanxiangzijishixiexingchendenvyou。
bingyongzuiedudeyuyanrumasuoyouhetahezuodenvyiren。zilixingjianquanshipianzhihefengkuang。
wodenaozhongxingchengyigedadandecaixiang：zhengjianshidoushiwangyazidaoziyan，
mudejiushichanchurenhejiejinxiexingchende“qianzaiweixie”。erwo，
jiushineigebeitaxuanzhongyonglaishajijinghoudedaomeidan。meiyoujiankong，wojiuzhaorenzheng。
woxiangqiledangtianduiwohaisuanyoushandedengguangshixiaoli。fanbiantongxunlu，wozhaodaoleta。
wohuaguangshenshangzuihousanbaikuai，zaiyijiadapaidangqingtachifan。qichutahenjingti，pinmingyaotou：“jiaminjie，
zheishidouguoqule，dezuilexielaoshidetuandui，wohaixiangbuxiangganle？
”wobawangyashisishengfandezhengjujietutuidaotamianqian。“xiaolige，wobushiyaonigongkaizuozheng，
wozhixiangzhidaozhenxiang。”wodeshengyindaizhekuqiang，jihushizaiaiqiu，“woxianzaiyijingmeiyouhuolule。
”takanzheneixiefengkuangdetiezi，youkankanwotonghongdeyanjing，zhongyusonglekou。tazhoumeinulihuiyi。
“neitian……zainichongguoquzhiqian，neigewangya，haoxiang……duizhezoulangjintoudejiankongfangxiang，xiaoleyixia！
”“shenmeyangdexiao？”woxiangzhuazhulejiumingdaocao。“jiushi……hendeyidexiao，yishanerguo，
ranhoutacaikaishijianjiaode。”zheigexijierangwoxinxiruokuang！zheishirenzheng！wokandaolefanjidexiwang！
wojidongdiwozhutadeshou：“xiaolige，xiexieni！”kewohaimeigaoxingtaijiu。
wofaxianwodeweibobeirenyongwodeshenfenzhengshensuzhaohui，ranhoufaleyizhangzhaopian。yizhangwodeheibaizhao，
beipchengleyizhao。peiwenshi：“**zenmehaibuqusi？”xiamianshuwantiaopinglun，
quanshi“runisuoyuan”、“womenbangni”、“zhongchouguancai”zhileideedukuanghuan。
woliangundaipadichongchudixiashi，xiangyaohuxiyikouxinxiankongqi，quebeimenkoudejingxiangjingdedaizaiyuandi。
woneishanpojiudetiemenshang，beipomanlexinghongdeyouqi，qiangmianyongdazixiezhe“xinjibiaoqusi”。
kongqizhongmimanzhecibideyouqiweihelajidesuanchouwei。menkoudedishang，quanshishuaisuidechoujidan，yipianlangjie。
lianggedabanshimaodenianqingnvhaizhanzaibuyuanchu，kandaowochulai，likejiangshoulideganshuihenhenxiangwozalai！
“jiushita！zheigebuyaoliandehulijing！haixianghaiwomengege！”echoudeganshuipolewoyishen，langbeibukan。
4jiduanfensidesuozuosuowei，jiqilewoguzilidenifan。wojuedingjiangwochadaodeyiqie，gongzhiyuzhong。
lianyexielepianyusiwangpodezhangwen。limianyoushijiandewanzhengjingguo、wangyashisishengfandejietu，
yijidengguangshidenimingzhengci。wozhidao，meiyoujiankongshichui，zheipianwenfachuqu，henkenengbeidangchengfengzidesiyao，
erwohuibeizibenniandefenshensuigu。kewoyijingbeibidaolejuelu。shouzhixuanzai“fasong”jianshang，zhengyaoanxia，
shoujipingmuturanliangqi。yitiaomoshenghaomafalaideduanxin，yuqibinglengqieburongzhihui：“shandiaoweibo，
laizheigedizhi。zheishinizuihoudejihui。”xiamianfuzheyigedizhi，shijiayinbidesirenchashi。wokanzheduanxin，
xinzangkuangtiao。zheishixianjing，haishiweiyidezhuanji？woshandiaolebianjihaodezhangwen，huanleshenganjingdeyifu，
anzhaodizhizhaoleguoqu。duyiba。tuikaibaoxiangmendeshunjian，wokandaoleyigebeiduizhewodenanren，
shenxinggaodaershuxi。tahuanhuanzhuanguoshen，zhaixiakouzhao，luchuleneizhangrangquanwangfengkuangdelian。shixiexingchen。
“xiedingliu，”wobaozheshoubei，lenglengdikaikou，“shelezheimedayigeju，jiushiweileqingwohecha？
”tameilihuiwodechaofeng，yanshenfuzadikanlewoyiyan，jiangyibushoujituidaowomianqian。pingmushang，
shiyigeyinpinwenjian。woanxiabofangjian，wangyaneichanmeiyouedudeshengyinlikeliulechulai：“xielaoshininfangxin，
neigexuejiaminyikanjiuduininyouqitu，wohuirangtazhinanertui……”jinjiezhe，
jiushibolisuiliedejuxianghetabiandiaodejianjiao。luyinjieshu，baoxiangliyipiansiji。wozuanjinlequan，
zhijiashenshenxianjinzhangxin，fennuhequrujihujiangwodianran。“suoyi，nicongyikaishijiuzhidaozhenxiang！
”“nijiuzhanzaianchu，xinshangwobeiquanwangtongma，beigongsijieyue，xiangtiaogouyiyangbeiganjinbujiantianridedixiashi？
”xiexingchenyingzhewodenuhuo，shensepingjingdejinhucanren。“nachulai，ranhouni？”tafanwen。woyileng。
“shenmeranhou？”woyaozheya，“dangranshihaiwoqingbai！”“hainiqingbai？”tachixiaoyisheng，
“wodetuanduihuifashengming，kaichuwangya，xiangnidaoqian。”“resouguayitian，nidedaojijubuzhiqiandetongqing。
ranhouni？”tashentiweiweiqianqing：“wangyabeihouderen，
huipailaixiayigewangya、liya、zhangya……”“erni，dezuiletamen，
yihouzaizheigequanzizaiyejiebudaorenhegongzuo。”tayiziyidundiwen：“zhei，shinixiangyaodeqingbai？
”woyakouwuyan。shia，wozenmemeixiangdaozheiyiceng。taxiangshikanchuanlewodexinsi，
youpaochuyigezhongbangzhadan：“niyiwei，nihuaguangzuihousanbaikuaiqingdengguangshichideneidunfan，nengbangnifanpan？
”womengditaitou，tongkongzhousuo：“ni……nijianshiwo？”“bushijianshi，woshizaipingguwodehezuohuoban。
”xiexingchenkaohuiyibei，yuqipingdan。“yigezhihuipingzheyiqiangguyong，xiangyongpianweibojiuqutiaozhanzibendechunhuo，
bupeizuowodedao。”tadunledun，yadileshengyin，xianggeyinyourenduoluodemogui：“xuejiamin，
youmeiyouxingqu……genwowanyipiaogengdade？”5“gengdade？”wolengyankanta，jiebeiqudailenuhuo。
“nide‘damaimai’，jiushirangwodangnideqizi？”xiexingchenshensepingjing：“niyiweiwangya，
zhishigeputongdesishengfan？tabeihouyouren。”“maoranfangchuluyin，shinengchengqingni，
danyehuijingdongtabeihouderen。”tajixushuo。“daoneishi，womenzhihuigengweixian。
”wolengxiao：“woyijingyiwusuoyou，hainengzenmegengweixian？”“huisi。”taqingpiaopiaodetuchulianggezi，
quexiangjushizazaiwoxinshang。“wangyabeihouderenshiwodesiduitou，xingyaoyuledefuzong，liyao。
”zheigemingzirangwoxintouyilin。liyaozaiquanneiyishouduanyinhenzhucheng。“suoyi，zheibushiyiwai，
shizhenduinideyinmou。erwo，zhishigejuanjinlaidepaohui？”“keyizheimelijie。”tahaobubihui。
“neiniweishenmeyizhiyinren？”“wozaishoujizhengju，dengyigenengbataliangenbaqidejihui。
”tazhongyutaiyan：“xianzai，woxuyaoyibadao!”“zheishijiaoyi。”tajiangtiaojianbaishangtaimian。
“nilaizuozheibadao。shichengzhihou，wohuijiniyeneizuihaodeziyuan，bingbaozhengnideanquan。
”tayiweiwohaihuiweileqiantutuoxie。ketacuole。wohuranxiaole：“buchang？”wozhanqishen，
jugaolinxiadikanzheta：“xiexingchen，wobuyaobuchang！”“woyaotamenyechangchang，
shenbaiminglie、yiwusuoyoudeziwei！”xiexingchenyanzhongshanguoyayi，suijihuaweinonghoudexingwei。“e？
nixiangzenmezuo？”“wotongyihezuo，danjihuayouwozhudao。”wodingzhetadeyanjing。“nitigongziyuan，
danbunengganshewoderenhejueding。”banshang，tagouqizuijiao，daizhewanweihexinshang：“keyi。
”womendachengletongmeng。wozhongxinzuoxia，naozifeisuyunzhuan。“diyibu，fangfengshengchuqu，
jiushuowoshoushangyounengrangwangyashenbaimingliedeguanjianzhengju。
”xiexingchenshunjianmingbailewodeyitu：“nixiangyinshechudong。”“meicuo。”woqiaoleqiaozhuozi。