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jiangjiabeibaocuodejiaqianjinjianglewei,jiaoyangershiniannian,jiujiataoyi,beipansannianyouqituxing。

wochuyuneitian,linjiangchengxialeyichanghaodadeyu。

xinlaidenvyujinghaoxinjilewoyibasan,tawenwo:「jiarenzenmedoubulaijieni?」

woyileng,shenshoujieguo,kongdangdangdexiuguanxiashiyishuangkushoudaokebudeshou。

家人?

shizhibeiwotoulai,bushuyuwodefumu?

haishiqinshoujiangwosongjinjianyudegege?

woxiaolexiao,meiyoushuoshenme,zhishizaixieguoyujinghou,chengzhesanxiaoxinyiyidezoulechuqu。

ruoshisannianqian,tingdao「jiaren」zheilianggeziwodagaihuijuedeweiqu,kexianzaiwozhixiangzhongxinkaishihuozhe,buxiangzaigentamenyourenheguage。

congjiaqianjinshenfenbeichaichuandeneiyike,wojiumeiyoujiarenle。

ruyushidanbodeyiwuzhebuzhushenqiusinvedehanfeng,lengfengcongyiling,qunbai,zuanjingusuili,fanzhezhenzhencitong,danbiqizaijianyulishoudeqiruhezhemo,shizaisuanbudeshenme。

zouchujianyudamenshi,yuanyuankanjianyoudaoxiuzhangdeshenyingdengzaiwaimian。

wotingxiajiaobu,huxiyizhi。

jishisannianweijian,jishiyushuimohuleshixian,woyenengyiyankanchulai,neishiwoge,jiangxunye。

tadelianbanxianzaiyinyingli,yishenbitingdegaodingxizhuang,meiyufengli,guangzhanzaizheiyanghuangliangpianpidedifangjiurangrenjuedegegeburu。

woxiayishizuanjinleshenshangguoshiyoupojiudesusezhangqun,bennengdexiangbikaitazou,ketayijingkandaolewo,chengzhesan,bujinbumandechaowozoulai。

taxiaoyiyingyingdekanzhewo:「lewei,haojiubujian。」

我低下头。

shuitandaoyinglineizhangqiaocuidaolianwozijidouhuiheyitiaodelian,jiangxunyekandaoshiquemeiyoufenhaojingya,tashangtiaodemeiyan,fangfozaigaosuwo,woshenglaijiugaishizheifumoyang,rujinzhibuguoshirangyiqiedouhuidaoyuanwei。

wobuzhidaojiangxunyeweishenmehuilai。

jiangjiaderendouyanejilewo。

bijingshiwozhanletaqinmeimeideshenfen,haizhenzhengdejiangjiaqianjindianpeiliulishijinian。

kewoyezaoyijinghejiangjiachediduanjueleguanxi,shenzhititameimeidinglesannianlaoyuzhizai。

zheisannianwohuodemeiyouyidianzunyan。

yelibeirenwuzhuzuiqinfan,xianggouyiyangguizaidishangqitaocainenghuanlaiyidianshiwu,beienjinzangwudeshuichili,beishanbazhanghaiyaoqiangyanhuanxiao……cengjingruhongmeiguibanjiaoyandejiangleweiyijingbeicaijinlenili,zaiyemeilejiaoaodeziben。

huozheshuo,chulezheitiaoming,woshenmedoumeile。

为什么?

weishenmehaiyaolaizhaowoni?weishenmejiushibukenfangguowo?

wosisienzheshouwanchudeshangba,haishirenbuzhu,xiaoshengdekaikoujiaota:「jiangxiansheng……」

wozaojiurenqinglezijideshenfen,buzaiyuyuedejiaotagege。

kehuahaimeishuowan,shoulideyusanjiuyinwailizhuidi。

mianqiandenanrenhuranshenchushoujiangjinjinwobaojinhuaili,wenroudeshengyinjiazazhexinxi:「lewei,gegehenxiangni。」

tadeshentihaotang,kewoquelengdefadou。