jiehunqianyiwan,banyeshiyidian,wojiedaolepengyou「buxiaoxin」dajiwodedianhua。
dianhuaduimian,zhibozhewodezhunweihunfujuewangdeshengyin,daizhediankuqiang,zaihetaxinlineigeguniangbiaobai。
tashuo:nimingmingzhidaowode,nizhidaowoxinliderenshishei……」
qingqingchuchu,yequequeshishishita。
queshishiwoyikaishixianzhuiqiuzhouyaode。
yequeshishiwopeiletaxuduoniande。
danshitagaozhongshiqimouciwaichu,zailvtuzhongyujianlegeguniang,congcitabianniannianbuwangzhijin。
「qingmeinanditianjiang」shidaomozhou,suozhulewo。
我不死心。
weishenmeni,yijianzhongqingzhendebirijiushengqinglaidegengshenkegengzhangjiuma?
shiwopeizhezhouyaozhangda,peitadiyicizaiyoueryuandengtaiyanchu,peitayiqixishanghonglingjin,peitazhanzaijiangtaishanglingjiang,peitayiqiaimafazhan……
是我。
danshitayujianneigemingzhongzhudingdegunianghou,yiqiejiudoubianle。
tasihuchidundizhongyuweitakaileqiao,weitayouleshaonianxinshi,weitaxuezhesinian,weitakaishixinshenbuning。
wozaitashenshangtouzhudeyiqie,tahaowubaoliuditouzhudaotashenshang。
shenzhiweitakaoshangneisuoyuanzainanbiandedaxue,erzaidezhiduifangyounanyouhou,diyicixuehuilejiejiuxiaochou。
woqiangrenzhezijixinlinannaidesuanse,xiangyaozaishiyici,zuihouyicidechengxuerru。
wobushede,fangqiwomenzheimeduoniandeganqing。
neishizhouyaozuixunxundidunzaimaludeshidunshang,chenghongsedeludengguanglongzhaozhuta。
wocouguoqu,fuzhuletadelian:zhouyao,woxihuanniya,yizhi,yizhixihuanni。」
tayanjiejiannanditaiqilai,bantiancaikanqingwoside,huchukoudaizhenongliejiuyideqixi:nishisheia?」
「woshichenxiaoxiao,nijizhu,shiyizhiyizhibuhuifangqinidechenxiaoxiao。」
ranhouwomenbianchengweileqinglv,qimashibiaomianshangmingyishangde。
biyeliangnian,zhouyaozhujianxiaotingchengshule。
jishiwobunengganshoudaotaduiwodeduoshaononglieaiyi,danqimatasihushizhuanzhuzaiwoshenshangde。
buguo,zheidouzhishiwodanfangmianziqiqirendewoyiwei。
neixietamomingqimiaodechucha,yuwozaiyiqishidexinbuzaiyan,ouerqiguaidexujiu,shenzhizaiwomenfengzichenghundeqianyitianwanshangduizheduifangkelianxixidibiaobai。
doujilefenshitaipingdewohenhenyibazhang。
可能是我委屈了他。
wodebuxiangfangqi,wodeshebudefangshou,woderenyoutazuojian,shiwodecuo。
woguandiaoleshouji,buxiangzaiting。
womozhehaimeixianhuaideduzi,shenbianguazheguimiweiwosirendingzhidehunsha,piaoliangdeyedizhangqun。
taaoleyigeyuegangongchulai,pagudaowodeduzi,houqiyougaiguoxuduobian。
wodefumupengyouhejiaren,doushimanxinweiwohaode,qipanwonengjiajiduideren,guohaoxingfudehunyinshenghuo。
但本就是错的。
cong20nianqianzaiyoueryuan,woyibazhuaiguoqiangtawenjuhedexiaopangdungaosutawojiaochenxiaoxiaokaishi,jiucuole。
wobugaiduoguanxianshi,bugaiduitaxinshenghaoqi,bugaizhuizhetazheimeduonian。
wodashengjiaoleyushideguimi。
tacazhetoufacongcongzouchulai:zenmele,jinzhanghaishinalibushufu。」
wochaotazhanchugexiaolai:woduziteng,songwoquyiyuanba。」
「wokao,」tafuzhuwo,xiayishiyaonadianhua,wozhizhuletadedongzuo:nipeiwojiuhaole。」
……
wozaiyiyuangualefukedehao。
dabanyedezoulepengyoudehoumen,tuijinshoushushideqianyishunjian,guimiwozhuwodeshou:nixianghaole,nizheiyijinqu,zhendejiumeiyouhuitoulu。」
woxilexibizi,chaotaxiao:woleile,wozhishixiangrangyiqiedouhuidaoyuandianeryi,huidaowoburenshitadeshihou,jiuhaole。」
tamolemowodetou,qingshengshuo:buguannizuoshenmejueding,wodouzhichini。」
diertiandehunlixianchang,womeiyouqu。
chuleshentibushi,haiyouyigeyuanyin。
conglaidoushizhouyaojujuewo,bikaiwo。shiwodengzheta,panzheta。
woxiangzuihouzheiyici,youwolaijujue,zuoyicizhudongfang。
wodaojichangcaijishoujikaileji,meiguanshangmianwushugeweijiedianhua,zhijiejiwomayigerenhuifu。
tazaineibianyouxiezhejidiwenwochushenmeshile。
tadeshengyinhenqingyididaiwoxiangqiwojintianbengaizuodeshiqing,woxilekouqiranhoushuo:wohexiaoqichuquxiujiadumiyuele,hezhouyaodeshi,jiusuanleba。haizi,wodoudale。」
「wobuxianghetajiehunle,ma。」
「zheicishiwojinimennankannanzuo,danshi……rangworenxingzheici,wozhendezhixiangbikaita,buxiangzaikanjianta。」
tazaiduimianchenmobanshang,zuihouzhidao:neinideshenti……」
woxiaolexia:xiaoqituizhewozouni,womeishi。womendinglegehenshufudehaijingfang,nijiudangwochuqudujiaxiuxiba。huilaihou,wojiushenmedoubuxiangle。」
danhenduoshihou,shangtianzongaikaixiemomingqimiaodewanxiao。
womenruzhuhaijingfangdediyitian,jiuzaiqiantaipengdaolechangwenwen。
changwenwen,zhouyaodetaobukaidetianjiangzhinv。
tahezhouyaodejiuchanbiwodanchundiaitaduonianyaofuzaxuduo。
zhouyaohetachucixiangyushi,liangrendouhaishiqingdandeshaonanshaonv。zhouyaoduitaniannianbuwang,dantaquezaizhouyaobentaerqudetuzhongzhaodaolezijidechuliannanyou。
suoyineishihouzhouyaocaihuiyinweiqiuerbudeertuibaikuwei。
tamendeshiqing,xijiechuwobingbushiquanranqingchu。danzhihoutaqueshishifenshoule,zhouyaoyequeshishichangquzhaota,shenzhiyuzaihunliqianyeyutagaobai。
takenengyeshixihuanlezhouyao。
erzhouyaoquebudebuyuwojiehun。
woshitamenliangrenzhijiande「xieeshili」,suoyizuowanzhiqiandetayedoushishilianzhuangtai。
wozaiqiantaiyouyuleyixia,wenshenbiandexiaoqi:womenyaobuyaohuanchujiudian,wozongganjuezhouyaoguobuleduojiujiuhuizhuisuichangwenwenerlai,naoteng。」
tataiyanpiaowo,dunleduncaishuo:xing,zheiduanshijiannishentibuhao,wodouyinide。」
我抱了下她。
tamolemowodeyanjiao,meikaikou。
zuozaicheshang,wojianglianzangzaitajianhou,haishimeirenzhu,xizhebizikaikou:wohezhouyaorenshi10duonian,doukuaizhanworensheng90%shijianle。wozhidaotadiyicizaiguoqixiafayandeyangzi,zhidaotacanjiajingsaihuodedejiangxiang,zhidaotazuixihuandeqiuxing,zhidaozhuitadeneixieren…danshihaoduohaoduonian,haoduohaoduotian,doubibushangchangwenwenyigeren……」
「xiaoqi……zheijiushimingma?」
taqingqingpaizhewodejianbang,huanlehuiwozuoqilai,molexialian。
buhaoyisidixiaolexia:zuotianwanshangwotailengjing,zheibofaxiechulai,shufuduole。yihoujiushiqiaoguiqiao,luguilu,zaimeiyouguanxila。」
xiaoqikanzhewo,shuo:jishizhisun,shihaoshi。」