「他是谁?」
bieleyiludejiangyunchezhongyuzaijinjiahoudangzaiwomianqian,dishengzhiwen。
「shangciriliaodianyeshita,nimendaodishishenmeguanxi?」
wokanzhemianqianshuxidelianpang,tademeiyanshiwoqingchunlihuizhibuqudenongzhongsecai,yibiyihuamiaomozhewoshiqudesuiyue。
kexianzaidejiangyunche,yuwojiyilichuanzheqiufuhuihanruyudeshaonian,zhujianfenlichenglianggeshenying。
wochixiaofanwen:「zenme,nihuaiyiwohetayoushenme?」
jiangyunchemeiliaodaowodefanwen,tayanmouzhongdezhenglengzangyezangbuzhu。wohetameiyoulianaiguocheng,wunianqianzhijielingzhengjiehun,hunlitaquanquananpai,wozhiyongguaiguaizhaozuo。pingriwoguaiqiaowenshun,buzhizaiwairenmianqian,jialiwoyeshishitingqutadeyijian。
wenroudaorangtayiwei,wozheibeizifeitabuke,yongyuanbuhuizhanzaitadeduilimian。
「jiangyunche,neishiwodexuesheng,tacaishijiusui,nijuedewohetanengyoushenmeguanxi,wohetazhijiannengfashengshenmeshi?」
「yuqishuowo,burukankannizijigenshenluozhijiandeguanxi,kankannihetazhijiandejuli,kankannihaijibujide,nishiyoujiashideren。」
woyikouqishuohuazheixiehua,neixinfanqibolan,biaomianshangqueyingchengyundanfengqing,jiangyingzhebufazouhuiwoshi。
jiangyunchechezhuwodeshouwan,baiguowodeshenzienzaiqiangshang,dizhuwoetou。
「niannian……」tayouxieweiqu。
「bieyizhijiaowole,nizhihuishuozheilianggezima?youshikuaishuo,biefanwo!」
zhuanjiajieshi,youyizhongtizhi,jiaozuoleishijintizhi。
wojiushizheizhongleishijinrenshi,mingmingxiangfahuode,mingmingyounuqide,mingmingxiangzhuangzuoruanyingbuchide,kehuadaozuibianhaimeichulai,yanleidaoxianliulexialai。
kanzhewoyanleiguguwangwaimao,jiangyuncheyishunhuangleshen,tashoumangjiaoluancaquwodeleidi,anweizhewo:「duibuqi,wobushiguyirenikude,woxiacibuhuile,wo……」
tadunzhu,shengyinweiweizhandou。
「wozhishitaihaipa,shiqunile。」
为什么怕失去我?
yuwangjiaoxiaozheyaowowenchulai,shuochulaidehuaquebianlemoyang。
「jiangyunche,niaiwoma?」
hualuowobianhouhuile,shuozheijianzhishiziquqiru。
guobuqiran,tameiyouhuida。
rongzhangdechenmohou,woqinghengyisheng,yuyaotuikaita,jiangyunchehuranhanzhuwodechun,jingdewoshuangshouchuizaitajiantou,ketawudongyuzhong,cuchuandeqixiyingraowoerpan,tiwentouguoxiongtangchuandidaowoshenshang。
wobujidewoshizenyangdaolechuangshang,youshiruhezaitasanyanliangyudehongpianxiabeitatunquyishan,ganshoudaotashouzhiyuwosuoguyouzou,yinlaiwozhenzhenzhanli。
最后一刻,我想。
原来放下真的好难。
yuanlai,wohaiaizhetaa。
gaozhongshiqi,wojingchanghuitoutouzaizixikeyongmp3tingge,huanxiangzhezijishinabumvlidebeiqingnvzhujiao。
yangchenglinde《zuobian》,wojidehenqingchu,xunhuanbofanglewubaiduoci。
yinweineishiwozongjuede,gecixiangshiweiwoliangshendingzuo,zhengruneiju「nihewozhijiandeyaoyuan,yongyuangezheqinqie,aishaodekelian」。
houlaihejiangyunchejiehunyihou,wohenshaozaiqutingge,henshaozaixiangqiwocengjingyouyiduanyugexiangbanderizilaizhichengzhewoduitadeganqing。
danqipianmanbuguozhenxiang,wozhongjiucongmenglixingleguolai。
faxianbuduijingdeshihou,wozhengzaijipeiyusenshangke,yinweilaidejimeichizaocan,tazailushangjiwomailebeidoujiangguolai。qinfangneibunengchidongxi,wopengzhereqitengtengdedoujianglaidaowuwai,wendaoweidaoneiyike,weiliyongqiqiancenglang,wohuangmangfangxiashoulidedongxibenxiangweishengjian。
tulebantian,womeiyoutuchulairenhedongxi。
peiyusengenzhewoyiqiguolai,tazaimenwaijicuqiaozhemen,danyoudao:「laoshi,ninmeishiba?」
「meishi。」wosangzixiangshihuletuanmianhua,shuochulaideyujushaya,「nixianhuiqulianqin,woyihuijiuguoqu。」
wobenyiweishiwojinqitaiguocaolao,jiashangyinshibuguilvdaozhidefanwei,kezaijinyigeyueliwofanfanfufuchuxianzheiyangdeqingkuang,zhidaolijiachichimeiyoulaideshihou,wocaiyishidaowentisuozai。
beizhejiangyunche,woquleyiyuanjiancha,baogaoxianshiwohuaiyunlianggeduoyuele。
xiangqineiwantahongzheyankuangshuo「wozhishipashiquni」,wosixuhuanghu,zuanzhehuayandandeshouzhiyuelaiyueyongli,baisezhimianenchuyidaodaozhezhou。
wodiyifanyingshidadiaozheigehaizi。
suiranwomeiyouzaishuolihundeshiqing,kewoyiranganjuechulai,jiangyunchedexinbuzaiwozheili,wohaipahaizishenghuozaiyigemeiyoufuaidejiatinghuanjingzhong,pahaizihuibiandehewoyiyang。
dangnianwobawomaxiangqinrenshi,woliusuineinian,wobadechuliankuzhelaizhaota,tanaodaiyirehewomatilelihun,erwomayeyaoqiang,tashenmedoumeiyao,zhixuanzedaizoulewo。
congciyihou,wozaiyemeiyoujianguowoba。
更何况。
jiangyunchecengshuo,tahaimeiyouzuohaodangyigefuqindezhunbei。
yishenglejiedaowodataidexiangfa,tamianseningzhong:「zuihaohaishibuyaoda,nishentibushihenhao,shuyushouyunkunnantizhi,liuchanshoushuhuijinishentiliuxiahouyizheng。danshiruguoniyihoumeiyoushengyudeyiyuanhuojihuadehua,nikeyixuanzebuyaozheigehaizi。」
tatuiletuiyanjing,「nizaihaohaokaolvkaolvba。」
yiyuanzoulangneishanzhexiyangyuhui,wotingdaociqibifudechuoqishenghetanhuasheng,ruxingshizouroubanhuilejia。
jiangyunchezaichufanglizuofan,taweizheheiseweiqun,jianwohuijia,xiaodao:「xixishouzhunbeichifanba,woteyizuolenixihuanchidecai。」
woyinglesheng,suiyishoushileyixia,wangzheyizhuozidejiayao,tibuqibanfenweikou,mannaozixiangzhewoyaoruhechulizheijianshi。
jiangyunchekanchuwodexinbuzaiyan,「niannian,zenmele?shicaibuhaochima?」
woyaoyaotou,sichenxujiu,juedingxianshitantayixia。
「ruguo,woshishuoruguo,jialiyouyigexiaohaizidehua,nijuedehuibuhuihaoyidian?」
tajiacaideshoudoudongyicha,jikuaidiaojinlepanzili。
「woxiang……taizaole,womenkeyizanshixianbukaolvzheiwenti。」
tajiangdiaoluodejikuaizhongxinjiaqilaifangdaowomianqiandewanli,duokaiwodeshixian。
wohoutoukuse,queyezhinengshuo。
「行,我知道了。」
juedingdeguochengmeiyouhenjiannan,wozuolegexiangshentijiancha,dingleyigexingqihoudeliuchanshoushu。
shoushuqianliangtian,woyudaoleyiweibusuzhike。
shenluoqianzhetanver,muguangchujidaowozhishi,lianshangluchuxinxidebiaoqing,「niannian!」
我心里长叹。
果然还是逃不过吗。
zhazheshuangmaweidexiaonvhaiqieshengshengdizhanzaishenluoshenhou,luchuxiaonaodaitoutoudaliangwo。shenluojiangtadaizhiwomianqian:「manman,jiaoayihao。」
wotaochukoudailidetangwanxiashendijita,xiaodao:「nihao。」
tajieguotang,lehehepaodaoyibiandeertongleyuanlidehuahuatishang,liuxiawoheshenluo。
「zuijinzenmeyang?」tawenwo,haosiwomenzhenderutongxujiubujiandelaoyou。
「挺好的。」
yougexiaonanhaimaomaoshishipaoleguolai,yankanjiuyaozhuangdaowo,woxiayishihoutuiyibuhuzhuleduzi,duoguotamangzhuangdebufa。
shenluoziranyezhuyidaolezheiyidian,takanxiangwojiaoxiadepingdixie:「niannian,nihuaiyunlema?」
tabijingshidangmamaderen,wosuozuodeyiqiedoumanbuguota,zhidediandiantou,hanhanhuhudaiguoqici。
womenxianliaojiju,qizhongtagaosulewohuiguodeyuanyinshiyinweitadezhangfuchehuoyiwailishi,guowaigaoexiaofeishuipingdaozhitayigedanqinmamawufadaizhehaizishenghuo,pobudeyihuileguo,youyinweizhiqianheguoneidepengyouduanlelianxi,zhirenshiwohejiangyunche,cailianxileta。
「zheiduanshijianduinimenduoyoudarao,baoqian。」
shenluobuhaoyisiduiwoshuo,qiaqiaowoshoujixiangqi,fudaozhongxindegongzuorenyuancuiwohuiqunayifenziliao,wojiejitichuxianzouyibu,jieshulezheilingrenzhixideduihua。
shoushuneitian,wosheidoumeishuo,huanleshenkuansongdeyifuquleyiyuan。
jinrushoushushiqian,yishengzaicixunwenwoxianghaolemeiyou,shoushuqiankeyisuishifanhui。woyaoleyaotou,shuowoyidingyaozuo。
xintouyingraozheyigubuhaodeyugan,wozongjuedehuifashengshenmeshiqing。zaidengdaishoushudeguochengzhong,wodeshoujibuduanxiangqi,shangmianxianshizhejiangyunchedehaoma。
boyigewojitaguadiao,diergedisangejiezhongerzhi,woyishidaobuduijing,suoxingguanjifangjinkoudai,yanbujianxinbufan。
yishenggaosuwo,keyijinshoushushile。
loutikouturanchuanlaijicudejiaobusheng,yaguolexuannaoderensheng,wotingjianbeihouchuanlaijiangyunchedehuhan:「niannian!」
taqichuanyuyu,xiongqiandeyijinyinweichuhantaiduoquanbujinshi,binjiaodetoufajintiezaierpang,etoushanghaiyoumimimamadehandi。
我想我还是失算了。
tajiwodadianhua,huoxushitongguoshenluodekoudezhiwohuaiyundexiaoxi,taqulewogongzuodedifangmeiyouzhaodaowo,erwofangzaimenkouxiejushangdejiuzhenkarangtazhidaolewozainasuoyiyuanjiuyi,yushizaiwojinshoushushiqiandezuihouyimiao,tazhaodaolewo。
他比我聪明很多。
woqiangxianyibuduojinshoushushi,jiangyunchepaozhexiangyaogenguolai,quebeiyishenglanzaiwaimian:「shoushushixianzarendengyilvbuderunei。」
「tashiwoqizi,woyaodaitazou!」
jiangyuncheyuwogeyouliangmijuli,tadeyuqimanshiaiqiu:「niannian,nibuyaochongdong,womenhuijiahaobuhao?」
woshenzhikandaotayankuangzhongxucundeleishui。
jianwochenmobuyu,tazaicishuodao:「wobuzhidaonihuaiyunle,zhiqianshuodehuanibuyaofangzaixinshang,womenhuiqu,wobajiawuquanbaole,nizhiyonghaohaoyangtai,buyongcaoxinqitashiqing,wohuijini,jitazuihaodeshenghuo,nixiangxinwoyici,keyima?」
tazhandouzheshenchuyizhishou,zhidengwoqianshangqu。
wokanzhetaxinshidandandemoyang,yinweiwufakaojinwozhanghongdeerchuibijian,yijitasuoshuodeyiqie。
wohuanhuankaikou:「jiangyunche,zheiciruguoliuchan,woyiweizaiyedangbuchengmamale。」
tasihuhaipawozhendejinshoushushi,shuodehuaranshangkuqiang,「suoyibaituoniliuxiataba,womenqueshixuyaota,bushima?」
「所以……」
wotaiqitou,mingmingzaixiao,keyouleihualechulai。
「wobuyaota,yebuyaonile。」
shoushushidamenguanshangneike,jigebaoanlaisisianzhulejiangyunche,tajiyuzhengtuo,quebeilaolaokongzhizhu,zhinengyanzhengzhengkanzhemenshangliangqisangehongsedazi:shoushuzhong。
tangzaishoushutai,ciyandedengguangzhaodewoyanjingcitong,wobishangyan,huixiangzhegangcaideyimumu。
menwai,yijiuyoujiangyunchedekuhan,wotingbutaiqing,weiyouneiliangju「duibuqi」he「wocuole」tingdeqingqingchuchu。
binglengdeqixiejinrushenti,manlisichezhewo,yesichezhewopolanbukandexinzang。
结束吧,都结束吧。