第4章
tadeshenshangyijingbeiletaiduodezhai，buxiangzaiqiangengduole。
tadeyanjiewulidizhanlezhan，yashengdao：“zheishinigenwodeshi，genjinguangyaomeiguanxi。nibiewangle，woduzilidehaizi，shiniqinshou......haiside。”
yiminghuanyiming，tayongzijiguroudeminghuanjinguangyaodeming。
jinyunshendeshou，manmansonglexialai。
shoushangzhanmanletaliutangdaobojingshangdeleizhu。
taniutoukanxiangdishangdejinguangyao，“wokeyifangnizou，buguo，niyaoshizaihetayoulianxi，xiacijiumeizheimehaoyunle。”
jinyunshenyilianyanedishouhuishou，jigebaobiaoshoudaozhilinghou，lijibarentuozhedaichulemen。
luanzaozaodebingfangshunjiananjinglexialai，zhiyoulingruoyushibushidedishengchouqi。
qianshilingshidalouhuozaidechangjing，zainaohailifantengkailai。
——yijizijilinsiqian，jinyunshenneizhengningdemuguang。
fubushibushichuanlaizhenzhensixinliefeidejutong，tabudebugongzheshen。
haoyihuier，juliedeqingxubodongcaihuanguolaiyixie，lingruoyukaishixiaokouxiaokoudichuanqi。
jinyunshenjiuzheiyanglenglengdekanzheta，rennaidaodalejixian。
tayibazhuazhulingruoyubuyingyiwodexiwan：“womeiyounaixinzaizheipeiniwanshenmeyuqinguzongdebaxi，niyaoshibuxiangnidejiarenchushi，xianzai，wowenyiju，nidayiju，tingmingbailema？”
lingruoyusidingzheta，shouwanshangchuanlaidetongjue，tixingzheta，xianzaisheicaishizhangwozhukongquanderen。
tawen，“niduzilidehaizidaodishisheide？”
lingruoyunierubanshang，zuijiaoqingweigouqi，“woshuozheihaizishinide，nixinme？”
tadengzheta，gumozhetahualidekexindu。
凌若语只觉得心凉。
jiuzhidaotabuhuixiangxin，ganzuobuganrendenuofu！
jinyunshen，nizhongjiushimeiyouxin！
“jinxianshenghaodingli，wodoushuoshihuale，jinxianshenghaishibuxin。aiya，ruciyixinbingzhong，zenmehuiyourenxihuanni？”lingruoyuzhijielengfenglehuiqu。
jinyunshenniezhutashouwandeliduyoujiazhonglejifen，youyuxueyebuliutong，yuanbenbaixititoudefusebianchenglejiangzi，tongdetazhijie“ya”chulesheng。
“womeishijianzaizheihenishuofeihua，yaoxiangzhidaoshibushi，zhijieyanyanbujiuxingle。”
shuowanbuyoutajujue，jinyunshenlazhetadeshouwan，jiuchulebingfang。
lingruoyupinmingzhengzha，danzheigeliduduijinyunshenlaishuogennaoyangyangyiyang。
lingruoyushoubulezheiyangdewuru，jianshengjingjiao，“jinyunshen！nifangkaiwo！”
jinyunshengenbenjiutingbujinlingruoyudehua，tazhixiangganjinquyandna。
他的内心极度烦躁。
ruguozheihaizizhendeshizijidegairuhe？
tashiyigeqinshoushalezijihaizidefuqin！
bu，tabuchengren，tadehaizizhinengshiruoyude！
zheihuibuhuishisumantongdejimou？
她故意设计陷害他！
kenaohaizhonghuranshanxianguoyigemohudepianduan。
yigeshengyinjiaozhetademingzi，jianshenghuanxingleta。
jinyunshenmeitouweizhou，zhengxiangzhe，turanyourenhuanghuangzhangzhangdichuanglejinlai。
dashengdao：“jinzong！yishengshuolingxiaojieturandachuxue，xianzaiyiyuandexuekulirhyinxingxueyijingmeile！xuyaoyourenlikejinjishuxue！”
jinyunshentingwan，likefangkailelingruoyu，ranhoudabuzoulechuqu。
tuliulingruoyuyirenzuozaidishang，pitousanfaxianggepofu。
takanzhejinyunshenjinghuangshicuo，jiaojipaochuqudeyangzi，huranjiuwangjileshoushangchuanlaidezhentong。
yuanlailingxinrandehuabujia，jinyunshenzhendehenzaiyita。
zaiyidaoweileta，keyishunjianwangjitazheigesharenxiongshou。
lingruoyuqing“he”yisheng，zijuechaofeng。
jinyunshendaoleshoushushimenkou，yigehushijicongcongzoulechulai。
“lingxiaojiehaishixueliubuzhi，yiyuanxianzaixuekulizuihouyidairhyinxingxueyijingyongwanle。ruguozaizhaobudaorenjitashuxue，lingxiaojiekenengjiukuaichengbuguoqule——”
jinyunshenmeitoujinsuo，lingxinranshiruoyuweiyidemeimei，yeshitaliujizijidezuihouyisiqianlianle。
lingxinranjuebukeyiyoushi！
tawulidibishangyan，xianzaizaixianchangde，haiyousheishirhyinxingxue？
苏曼桐？
对！
taruguomeijicuodehua，sumantongyeshirhyinxingxue！
“mashangbasumantongdaidaozheililai！”tadangjiminglingdao。
jigebaobiaoyikebutingdibalingruoyuxunsutaijinleshoushushi。
“jinxiansheng，zheiweixiaojiedexuexinghelingxiaojiedexuexingxiangfu！”neiweihushilimachulaichuanlehua。
“neijiurangtashu。”jinyunshenmeiyouyikechiyidishuo，yuqilidaizheburongzhihuidejuejue，“yidingyaobarenjiuhuo。”
zailingruoyubeituijinshoushushidezuihouyike，tazhitingdaolezheijuhua。
手术室内。
lingruoyuyanjianzhezijideshouwanshangchashangleyigenyoucuyouzhangdeguanzi。
tachaolingyizhangbingchuangshangderenkanguoqu，lingxinrancikezhenganjingditangzaichuangshang，shoushanggentalianzhetongyigentoumingguan。
taturananweidibishangleshuangyan，zhishaomeimeikeyihuoxialai。
“kaishishuxue。”yishengxialing。
lingruoyugandaoshouwanchuchuanlaiyizhencitong，xianhongdexueyecongtashentiliqiangzhituoli，chaozhewanyandeshuxueguan，yuanyuanbuduandiliujinlingxinrandeshentili。
“zheiweibingrenyijingkuaiyaozhichengbuzhule！bunengzaishule！”
“......”
houmiandehua，lingruoyumeiyoutingdao，chediyunleguoqu。
lingruoyushizaiyizhenxiaoshengdechouqishengzhongxingguolaide。
tajiannandibanzhengkaiyan，faxianzijihaitangzaishoushushineizhangxiaochuangshang，buguoshouwanshangdeshuxueguanbeibadiaole。
taheshenbianderengeleyidaolianzi，yizhiyumeirennengfaxiantaxingle。
“jiuye，jiejiebuzaile，nibuhuipaoqiwode，duibudui？”
nvrendeshengyindaizheyinyindezhandou，shilingxinran。
cike，lingxinranzhengtangzaichuangdelingyibian，taliansecangbai，leishuibutingdicongyankuangzhongliuchu。
jinyunshenzhanzaichuangtou，meitoujinjinzhouzaiyiqi。
wuyanlexujiu，jinyunshenshizhongmeiyoushuochuyigezi。
lingxinranchouqideshengyinyuelaiyueda，takaishifangshengkuchulai，wubiqiliangdihan：“babamamazoule，jiejieyelikaile，woxianzaijiuzhiyounilea！yaoshinizaibuyaowo，nirangwozenmebana！”
jinyunshenjianzhuang，meitouzhoudegengshen。
juliedeqingxubianhua，sihusichedaolexinzangneibudemouyigenshenjing。
lingxinrankushengjianruo，yizhishouwuzhuzijidexinzang，zuibianshiyimobeiliangdexiao：“yeshi，woshuobudingyeshigejiangsizhirenle，duinibuguojiushigefudanbale。”
jinyunshenshenshendekanletayiyan，yuqidanmo：“buhuibuyaoni，bieduoxiang。”
“ruoyuzaideshihoujiushifentengaini，xianzaijiusuantabuzai，woyeshibanidangqinmeimeide，suoyi——”
meidengjinyunshenshuowan，lingxinranqingxuyoukaishiyouxiejidongle，“meimei？！nizhidaowogenbenbuxiangdangnideshenmemeimei！wojiuxiang…”
“si——”lingxinranhuayinyidun，xiangshiyouchedaolexinkou，tengdetadaoxiyikouliangqi。
“yishengshuoniyaohaohaoxiuyang，qingxubunengtaijidong，zheixiewomenzanshixianbutan。”
jinyunshenchuixiayan，bianshuozhebianbangtababeizigaishang。
lingxinranjinjindiwozhutadeshou，xiaoxinyiyidao：“neinigaosuwo，niheneigenvrendaodishishenmeguanxi？”