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“anxiuqian，womeixiangdaonishizheibanedudenvren。”tashanglaijiujilewoyibazhang。
zheiyibazhanghenzhong，zhongwoshuangyanmaozhejinxing，zuiliyeyoulexuexingwei。
wokuxiaozhetailiankanxiangta，“wozenmeedule？”
“nidabanyebushuicongnalinonglaideshe，fangdaolemenkou，hedeningyanghundouyaosanle。”
“wozhidaonishiyuanwo，yuanwoweitapolejie。”
“tadalaoyuandipaolai，meilejiejiezhengshinanguodeshihou，woliyinghaohaoduita，niyaoshixinzhongbumanjiuchaowolai，biezheiyangqifuyigeruonvzi。”
heannianzuilishuogebuting，quemeiyoujiwoliurenhejieshidekongxi。
“不是我…”
“wozheiliangtianhaiyangqiuniangrangnihuiwowulijixusihou，xianzaiwozhendeduinitaishiwangle。”
“ningyangbeihechengneiyanghaizaikuzheweiniqiurao，nizaikankanni，lianningyangdejiaozhitoudoubibushang。”
“lairen，bafurenrengjinshewo。”
wozhijiebeihedelengzaiyuandi，zuibabutingdizhanghezhe，queshenmeshengyinyewufafachu。
heannianwangle，wozuipashe。
youzenmehuiqumaoxianzhuashehehusuningyang。
huoxubushitawangle，ershicongweijideguo。
congshewolifangchulaideshihou，wodeshenshangquanshimimimamadexiaokong。
huichaifangdelushang，wodetuiyijiushiruanmianmiande。
“aiyou，jiejie，woquanleannianhaojiu，tadoubukenfangnichulai，nikankanbeiyaode，niyidingzailimianshoulehenduozuiba？”
wosisidiyaozhuxiachun，buyuanxiangqineibinglengruannidechugan，wofuzheqiang，butingdiganouzhe。
“jiejie，nibuhuishihuaileba？”
woyileng，daidaidimozhexiaofu。
suyangningcoujinwo，xiaoshengdishuodao，“jiejie，nizuihaobuyaohewoqiang，ruoshinihuaiyunle，woshuobudinghuizuochushenmeshi，shewoniyinggaiyebuxiangzaiquleba，hejiadezhangsunzhinengcongwoduzilichu。”
huidaochaifanghou，wolengjingdixianglexiang。
zheigeyuedeyueshiqueshituileyizhouduole，suansuanrizihaoxiangyezhenghaoshiheannianjiangwosongdaodagefanglideneijiri。
wobeiliangdefumozhexiaofu，“haizi，duibuqi，niangrangnishoukule。”
“danshiwoyidingyaobanishengxialai，nishiniangjiaohuanziyoudeweiyichouma，nizhangdahouyidingbuyaoyuanniang，niangyeshibudeyi。”
neiye，woduozaichaifangkudeqibuchengsheng。
congneiyihouweilebimianhesuyangningqifenzheng，wodouduozaichaifanglibukenchuqu，jianjiandexiaofuyuelaiyueda。
zhidaoyouyiri，songfandeyahuankandaolewolongqideduzi。
suyangningzaiyicixiangqilechaifanghaiyouwozheihaoren。
“jiejieajiejie，woyiweinixueguaile，meixiangdaonijingranzangzaichaifanglixiangtoutoushengxiahaizi，niyiweizheiyangnijiunengmantianguohailema？”
“做梦。”
wozangzaijiaoluolihedesesefadou，shengpabaobuzhuduzilidehaizi。
meixiangdaosuyangningmalejijujiulikaile。
bangwan，suyangningchezhegangchumenhuilaideheannianlaidaolechaifang。
heanniankandaowoyishunjianlengzaiyuandi，yanlishanguoyisixinteng，“qianqian？zheijigeyueniyizhidouzhuzaizheili？nizenmeshouchengzheigeyangzi？”
“niangbushishuoyijingjinishoushichulaipianyuanle？niweishenmebuqu？”
tadeshixianjianjianwangxiayi，“nihuaiyunle？”
suyangningshangqianlanzhutadegebo，“annian，shiajiejiehuaiyunle，shidagedehaizi。”
heanniandelianyuelaiyuehei，kenengtayemeiyouliaodaojinjinbawosongjintadagedefangliwanleneimejici，wojiunenghuaiyunba。
wolengmodidianlediantou，“shi，wohuailedagedehaizi，woyaobazheigehaizishengxialai。”
suyangningcoujintadeerbianbuzhidaoshuoleshenme。
takanxiangwodeyanshenturanjiuxiangcuiledu，“zheihaiziliubude。”