第3章 不肯直言(1888字)

congmaoshuqianjitianyinyepaoquzhaowobangmangkaishi,wojiuzhidaozheijianshigujimeiyouxiangxiangzhongneimejiandan。

guancaichenzhongdewuyifujia,heyizuoxiaoshanside,jigerendoutuibudong。taiguanrenchuliqiqilingsongzang,zhishipangzhimojie,chulizheizhongsongzangqijiandeguaishi,caishizhenzhengdezhize。

sizhebukenrutu,jiushuominghaiyouweiledexinyuan,yudaozheizhongqingkuang,yibanshiyaojiashuguolai,haoyanxiangquan,zhenquanbudongde,taiguanrenhui“guoyinwenhua”,xunwensizhedesuqiu。

youxiesizhehaodafa,youxiebuhaodafa,zhenzhengshineizhonghujiaomanchanmeideshangliangde,taiguanrenjiuzhinengjiezhuyixieshouduan,bimiansizhejianglaizuosui,ranhoufengguanxiazang。

yufenbangdayaoyuan,liangbangzihaoliqi,tabachi、naidejingerdoujishichulaile,guancairengjiuwensibudong。

“maoshu,biezheiyang。”yufenpaodaoguancaiqiantou,zhengzhongqishidebailebai:“dangchushinilaizhaowomenbangmangjinitaiguande,womenzheicikeshiyiwulaodong,yifenqiandoumeishounide,zheidoudaofendile,nibunenglaizhebuzoua。”

yufendehuameiyong,maoshudeguancaihaishisichensichende,wozhidao,maoshuyinggaishizhendeyoufangbuxiadeshi,suoyijiuzhunbeiguoyin。

baibamenliguoyindeshoufayouhaojizhong,taiguanrenyongdeshiliangshawenhua,shazibushiputongdeshazi,yaoyongshishuifanfujinpao,wenhuadeshihou,zhuayibashazi,yidianyidiandesazaiguancaishang,ruguosizhezhendeyouhua,zheixieshazihuizaiguangaishangxingchengyixiehenchouxiangdefuhao。

zheizhongfuhao,yibanrenburenshi,zhiyouguoyinderencaikandedong。wogenshifuxuelewunian,shouyisuanbushanghenchunshu,buguoyibandewentihaikeyijiejue。

“maoshu,ninyaozhendeyoufangbuxiadeshi,jiugaosuwo,wonengbandeyidingban。”wozhualeyibawenshisha,yidianyidiansaluozaimaoshudeguangaishang。

xixiaodeshalipupususudediaoluo,danshoulideshazidousawanle,quemeiyouchuxianrenhefuhaodeyinji。woyouzhoulezhoumeitou,kanyangzi,maoshubujinbukenrutu,yebukenshuotadesuqiu。

“maoshu,niyaozhenyoushi,dangtianquzhaowumanbangmangdeshihou,jiuzhishuobei,feidedaofendilecainaoteng。”yufenlvlelvyixiu,daizheyisibuman,chongguancaishuodao:“maoshu,budaizheimewanerrendea。”

guancaifeichangchenzhong,wenshishayewenbuchushenmejieguo,wohaishitouyiciyujianzheizhongqingkuang,yishijianyoudianbuzhisuocuo。

“maoshu,biegenwomenxiaobeierzhaomafanle,fenkengdouwahaole,nihaohaoderuzhuba。”yufenhuitouzhaohujigebangmangtaiguande:“geerjige,yiqilai,jiabaliqi。”

yufendaizhejigetaiguanren,simingdeyaobaguancaitaiqilai,tamenbudonghaihao,ganggangyidongguancai,guancailimiansihuyoushenmedongxiyixiazizhakaile,guangaishangdesigendingziyiqibengfeichulai,guangaiyebeixiankaileyiban。

dangguangaibeixianqideneiyishunjian,wojiujuedetoupimengranyima。guancailideshitigenmaoshuyiyangdeshenduan,danshitidenaodaiqishuashuadebeikandiaole,anzheyikemutoudiaokedenaodai。

zheigesizhuang,genshifuyimoyiyang,woxinlilikeyongdongchuyigunanyixingrongdeqingxu。

“xiaomaozi。”panyeyoudiankanbuxiaqule,tashirujinbaibamenlibeifenzuidaderen,yibuyibuzoudaoguancaigenqian,daizheyizhongzhangbeixunchiwanbeidekouwenshuodao:“zheilianggehaizishishoulenideweituo,guolaibangmangjiniqilingtaiguande,nihebiweinantamen?renhuoyishi,sheixinlimeiyoujigegeda?niyaozhenyoufangbuxiadeshi,gaizhaosheizhaosheiqu,buyaoweinanbuxiangganderen。”

panyeguoranyouweiwang,tazheimeyishuo,suoyouluanqibazaodedongjingquandouxiaoshideyiganerjing,panyejiaoyufenbaguangaizhongxingaihao,youdinglegaiguanding。

zheiyici,guancaihuifulezhengchangdezhongliang,womenjigerendashou,baguancaimaidaolefendi。

zheitangtaiguanbuzenmeshunli,langfeilehenduoshijian,dengyiqiedouchuzhituodang,yijinglinjinhuanghun,wojicongcongdehuidaojia,tianheidetoutoude。

woxinlishizhongyouzhonghenqiguaiyouhenxinjingdeganjue,maoshudesi,heshifudesiruchuyizhe,yaoshuozheilimianmeiguanxi,wokendingbuxin。

keshi,woyoubuzhidaobiedexiansuo,zhikaozhezijizaizheilihusiluanxiang,yexiangbuchugesuoyiran。

wotangzaichuangshangzhanzhuanfance,zheijianshiyizhihuizhibuqu,chulechayi,woxindizuishenchuhaiyoubukeyanyudebeiliang。shifuhentengwo,dangchutaganggangsiqudeshihou,wojiuyanbuxianeikouqi,zongxiangbashiqinggaogeshuiluoshichu。

dengdaomaoshuyesilezhihou,zheigeniantouzaixinliyuyanyulie。

jiuzheiyangfanlaifuqudexiang,daolelingchenliangdianzhong,wocaimimihuhudeshuileguoqu。

woshuilemeiduojiu,jiubeiyizhenqiaomenshengjijingxingle,qiaomenshenghenturan,zheishengengbanyede,sheijiajiusuanyaobansangshi,yebukenengdawanshanglaizhaotaiguanrenchubin,wofanshenpaleqilai,zoudaoyuanmengenqian,yibianshenshouqulamenshuan,yibiansuikouwendao:“shisheia。”

“wuman,buyaokaimen……”

dangzheijuhualuoruerzhongdechaneijian,wonaozilicancundeshuiyiyixiazixiaoshidewuyingwuzong,chadiantiaoqilai。

wonengfenbianchu,zheijingranshimaoshudeshengyin!

jintianbaitianganggangxiazangdemaoshu,zheishihouyouguishishenchadelaidaolewojiayuanziwaitou!

“nishi!nishimaoshu?”

“shiwo……wuman,qiejibuyaokaimen……yinyangxiangge,shengsibujian,wojiugezheyuanmen,henishuojijuhua。”

zheishihou,wosihuyouxiemingbaile,maoshudequeyoushi,zhibuguobaitianqusongzangdeshihou,renduoyanza,maoshucaibukenshuo。

zheilitouhaishiyouxieshiqingbuqingbuchude,maoshuyijingsile,jiusuantabuganxin,xiangyaogenwochuandishenmexinxi,yebuhuiyongzheizhongfangshi。keshi,waimianshuohuadeshengyindequeshimaoshudeshengyin,wojuebuhuitingcuo。

“maoshu,ninyoushenmeshi,jiushuoba。”

“nizhidaobuzhidao,wodenaodaishizenmediude?”