第2章 孩子出生

santianzhihou,yiyuanbingfangmenwai。

“nainai,gongsilimianyoushi,woshizhendetuobukaishen。”

chenyilinaizhexingzihemantouyinfadezumujieshi:“ninhemuqindouzaizheibian,woyemeiyoushenmebufangxinde。”

“gongsizhongyaohaishizijiguniangzhongyao?”

chenjiazumulianshangyipianxinteng:“kelianwodexiaobaoer,gangshengxialaijiurangrenjiajitaidaoneigexiangziliqule,liannaishuiyehebudaoyikou,nigedangdiedehaibuzhidaoxintengta!”

bingfanglimian,yangqiaomanmandezhengkaiyanjing,mangrandefaleyihuierdai,zhidaobingfanglimiandejianceyiqibaoqijinglai,tacaimanmandeqingxingguolai。

chenjiazumubiyishengjinlaidehaiyaokuai,pitougailiandemaleyiju:“nijiusuanshibuxianghuo,yebiedaizhewosunnverqushoukua!”

yangqiaozhanglezhangzui,quelianyijuqiyindoufabuchulai。

yishengmenyiyongerjin,chenjiazumuyelikebeirenchanfuzhesonglechuqu。

“孩子……”

yishengcaozuozheneixieyiqi,gubudedalizheiduifuqi,yangqiaoxiongtanghuanmandeqifuzhe,dingdingdekanzhechenyili。

“还没死。”

chenyililianshangkanbuchushenmebiaoqinglai,bugupangbianyishengjingedebiaoqing:“niangtailidailaidebaixuebing。tahuobuguosansui。”

白血病?

tachaofengdegoulegouzui:“ganghaobuhuichaoguoniwodeliunianzhiyue,zheihaizilaidebushiqu,zoudeshijiandaoshiqiadegangganghao。”

yangqiaoshiturangzijipingjingxialai,danzuihouhaishiyunleguoqu。

……

yigeyuehou,chenjialaozhai。

“昕儿,昕儿?”

haoyouruanzangzuozaiyaolanqian,meikaiyanxiaodidouzhexiaoyatou,molemotafenfennennendexiaoshou,duiyangqiaodao:“tazenmezheimekeaia?kandewoxindouyaohuale!”

“嗯。”

yangqiaoqingshengyingdao,muguangluozainverdeshenshang,yishundoushebudelikai。

xiaoyatouzhangdehenkuai,henshaokunao,yanjinghenda,xihuanhedarenduishi,yishengdoushuo,zheishiyigeshaojiandetianshibaobao。

ruanzangkanxiangliansecangbaideyangqiao,hentiebuchenggangdao:“qiaoer,jiusuanshiwoqiuni,nixingxingba!haizishizheigeqingkuang,chenyilizheiyigeyuehuiguoduoshaocijia?”

tahenbudebazijidezheigeshaguimijiudaominzhengjuqu:“tagenbenbuaini,yebuaizheigehaizi,nihaidengshenme!”

“你不懂。”

yangqiaoqingqingdibaozhulenverdexiaoshou,kanzhexiaoyatoulianshangdejiuwo,xinzhongsuanse:“ta……wozhendebuneng,duibuqi。”

“nililetajiubunenghuoshima?nandaonijiushiyigezhinengbeitayanghuodejishengchong?”

ruanzangliheyisheng:“haizidebingwokeyidaidaoouzhouquzhi,zuihouwenniyiju,yangqiao,nidaodiqubuqulihun!”

“阮藏……”

yangqiaoxinliyoukushuobuchu,yanzhengzhengdekanzhezijideguimiduizijichedishiwang,shuaimenerqu。

ruanzangjiadayeda,ketabushiruanjiadenver,meiyouneifenfuqi。

shouzhichuchuanlaiyizhennuanyi,shixiaoyatouxiaoxixidizhuazhuletadeshouzhitou,yangqiaoyaranshixiao:“nia。”

xiaoyatoumoyangtianzhen,buzhidaoyangqiaoweishenmexiaozhexiaozhejiuhuiluolei。

shoujilingshengmengdizhendongqilai,yangqiaocongcongdemoleyibayanlei:“wei,ma,zenmele?”

shengxianverzhihou,zheishiyangmutouyicijitadadianhua:“yangqiao,chenyilichuguilenizhibuzhidao!”