好想消失。
chenluoluohenheshidikaikoujieshulewodeganga：“ouyangzhuanxueguolaijiushixiangzaichuguozhiqianjianjianni，danshipengqiaodeshiwomenzaiyigebanli，woshibanzhang，suoyibinigengzaodijiechudaoouyang，tingleouyangxiangyaozhaoxiaoshihoudeyigewanban，wojiuxiangfanzhengtayebujiqingmingzi，zhizhidaonidexiaoming，suoxingwojiumaochongyixiani。yinweiouyangzhendehenyouxiu，henyoumeili。”
“呃，是这样啊。”
“nibuhuiguaiwoba。”chenluoluodadadeyanjingkanzhewo，wozeguaibuqilaia，sheijiaotashidameinv。woyaoyaotou。
chenluoluojiezheshuo：“nikendingshiyaoguaiwode，yinweizheishiwodebudui。wogenwoxianshengzaiyiqihouyexiangqingchule，suiranwoyouzhuiqiuzijixingfudequanli，keqipianzongguishibuduide。houlaiwogenouyangshuokaizhihou，zhudongdibangniliangqianxiandaqiao，yeshixiwangkeyimibuzijidecuowu。keshiquehulvelexiangnijieshiqingchu，cairangnimennaodaojintianzheigedibu。”
“nibuyongzheimeshuo。”wobaishoudao，“gennimeiguanxi，zheishiwoshensishulvzhihoudejueding。”
“zhendema？nizhendeshedeouyanga。”chenluoluokaiwanxiaodao：“neiwoshibushijiuyouyoujihuile。”
舍不得。
“zhende。”woxiaobuchulai。
bahuashuokai，ouyanglazhewoshangletadeche。
“chigefan，wozaisongnihuilaishangban。”
“buyongle。”wozheiyangshuozhequemeiyouzhengtuotadelidao。
“nishiouyangzheng？nizenmegaimingzile？”woxiaoshengdiwenouyangyuehui。
“nianqingdeshihoubudongshi，nijuedebuhaotingma？”ouyangxiangyaojiwoxishanganquandai，beiwofaxianqiangxiantayibuzijixishangle。
“henyouqingchunqixi。”henzhonger。
“henyouzhiba。”ouyangxiaodao，“yinweixihuandenvshengshuozheigemingzihenshuaiqi，tazhangdaleyaoanzhaozheigemingzizhaolaogong，suoyijiugenjialirennaozhegailezheigemingzi。”
“nishuodezheigenvsheng……”
ouyangkanzhewo，qidaizhewoshuoxiaqu。
“kewobujideshuoguozheizhonghuaa。”wokuxiaodao，xinxiangbuhuiouyangyourencuorenleba。
“nishuoguo，”ouyangyizhizaigenwoshuohua，quemeiyoufadongchezideyisi，“basuideshihou，neitianwoqunijiazhaoniwan，nidangshizhengzaiwulikanmanhua，ranhoushuoniweilaidelaogongyeyaojiaoouyangyuehui，beinimamatingjianhaishuoleniyidun。”
“shima，nijidehenqingchua。”wogangadixiaoxiao，xiaoshihoulaomazongshidangzhebiedexiaopengyoudemianpipingwo，jiuerjiuzhiwodouxiguanle，huozheshuolianpihoule，yejiubuzaiyile，bujidehenzhengchang。
“keshihoulainijiubanzoule。”
“shihuiguole，neigeshihouwogenzhebamayiqiqujiguoshideyeyechulihoushi。”
“ng，zoudeshihouniyemeiyougenwodaobie。woyiweinixiangqitadexiaopengyouneiyangtaoyanwo，suoyiwojiuxiangzhenulibazijibiandeyouxiu，zaiquzhaoni。”
“ni……bukaichema？”zaizheiyangshuoxiaquyoufuhedefengxiana。
“gaozhonggangzhuanxuedeshihou，wojiujuedenihenyanshu，wohenduocikanni，xianggennishuojijuhua，doubeinibujingyididuokaile。wojiuyiweinitaoyanwo，houlaigenchenluoluobahuashuoqingchuzhihou，baozhezaishiyishidexintaiqugennixiangqin，ruguonihaishimeiganjue，wojiujixuzhuini。”
“haole，buyaoshuole。”wolianshangyoudianfashao，ouyangkanguolaideyanshenyoudianweiqu，jiashangtadeyangziwanquanshiwolixiangnanzhudeyangzi，wopazaishuoxiaquwoyoubeitaqianzhebizizoule。
“rangwoshuowan，”ouyangceguoshenziduizhewo，“wohoulaiyekanlenidangshikandemanhua，wodeshenfenkeyishinixihuandebadaozongcai，danwodexinggebushi，wopaduinixiongyidiannijiuhuilikaiwo，erqiewoduiniyexiongbuqilai，suoyicongtanlianaidaodinghundaoxianzai，wodoushiyiwozijidexinggehenixiangchu，danshinihaishiyaohewofenshou。”
“nixinggehenhao，zhishi……”
“只是什么？”
tingouyangshuodaozhei，wozhendehouhuihetafenshoule，keshuochudehuajiushipochuqudeshui，woyaoshikaikoushuofuhedehua，qibushixiandewohenpiaohubuding。
“qishiniduiwoyebushiwanquanmeiyouganqingduibudui？”
“e……”duiduidui，wochaojixihuannia。
“chuleni，wowufaxiangxiangwoweilailingyibanshishenmeyangzide。zaijiwoyicijihuihaobuhao？”
“wo……”haoahaoa，wozheibuzhengqidezuidaoshishuoya！
“meiguanxi，buyongjizhehuifuwo，womenxianhuijiachifan。”ouyangkanwodiandiantou，chongwoyixiao，qidonglechezi。
“huijialou。”ouyangyuqihenqingkuai。
我不禁也笑出来。
ouyangzuodefanqueshihaochi，youqishitadetang，jidandajinqudoushibobodeyiceng，nenhuangqieyouyidingderenxing，buhuihenlao，yebushiyitiaojiusui，tanghecaideweidaorongweiyiti，nizhongyouwo，wozhongyouni，woxihuanchila，suoyiouyanghuizaichuguodeshihouguoyixiashenglajiao，zheiyangtanglijiuhuiyouyidianhenxinxiandelawei，danyidianyebu**。
“好喝。”
“neiwojinizuoyibeizi。”
chibaofanwoxinqinghaolebushao，daqudao：“nixianzaishizaiyongtangqiuhunma？”
“那你愿意吗？”
“愿意。”
woxihuanouyangdexiao，jiushineizhongzuijiaoqianqiandigouzhe，yanlishengzhemanmandexiaoyi，yixinyiyidikanzheni，daidianchongniheyanshibuzhudekaixin，haoxiangshijiandouyaomanxialaixiangshouzheiyike。
zheigeshousheiaifensheifen，woshibufenle。
“nizhendenengrangsongzhiyudiudiaogongzuoma？”**zaichufangdemenshangkanzheouyangshoushi。
“tadoubawoweihunqipianzoule，wobunengweixieweixietama？”
“zhishiweixiea。”shuowanzheijuhuawocaichajuedaozijijuranyoudianyihandeyisi。
“ng，wogennimengongsiwanquanshibutongdelingyu，zhiyoucaifangdeshihounengdashangdianguanxi，yaoshizhiyizhenduimougerendehua，shiyixieangzangdeshouduanyeshikeyide，danwobuhuizheiyangzuo，yinweizheiyangjiejuebulewenti。”
“haiyouyigewenti，nixiaoshihouweishenmeyaotiguangtoua。”
ouyangzhuanguotoukanzhewo，youxiewunaidihuidadao：“xiaoshihoutoufayouruanyouhuang，henmeiyounanzihanqigai，womabuzhidaocongnatingshuotiguangtoubieyibiejiuhaole，suoyijiwotileliangniandeguangtou。”
“这样啊。”
“nineitianzaijiankonglixiangshuoshenme？”ouyangzouchuchufangcaganshou，qianzhewowangwoshizou。
“哪天。”
“……wohezuineitian。”
“忘记了。”
“pianren。”zenmenengwangjini？“nishuonixiwangwo，ranhoujiumeile。nixiangshuoshenme。”
“xiwangninengkuaidianrangwochengweinidenanren。”
“nixianzaibuyijingshilema？”woxiaoshengdigudao。
“shuiyihuierba，yihuierwosongniqushangban。”ouyangshuodao。
“nikeyibaobaowoma？”wocongbeizililuchutoukanzheta。
ouyangmeiyoushuohua，tashenshouxiankaibeizizuanlejinlai，bawojiejieshishidilouzaihuaili，wotiezhetadexiongtang，tingdaohaojiliedexintiaosheng，wodashangtadebeishuo：“nixintiaodehaokuai。”
“嗯。”
“我也是。”